Prod. St4nd4rd
cuz I don't mind at all
the more I try it just push you away
not at all
can't shake it off my life
don't know if I could try 
cuz my chest's on fire can you put it out
all the lonely nights and the fallen hour
and you took me in just to kick me out 
oh I don't know how to figure you out

Oh i'm afraid that I can't take the pressure that you made
cuz you're leaving now no matter what I say

cuz there is only one of you
I can't afford to lose
cuz I can't face things we had
oh tell me what to do
show me your point of view
cuz I can't face things we had

but I don't mind
cuz we done fall apart
right when we were just about to start
not all 
can't shake it off my life
don't know if I could try

One Of You

Small song I made for epic girlfriend (●´◡`●) <3

Lyrics:
[Verse A]
It's been a long day
I wanna hear you say you miss me
And I'll say the same
Cause I know we've both been busy with

Too much on our plate
I hate it when it gets late
I wanna see your face
And girl I really gotta let you know

[Chorus]
I love you babe
I wanna be the one,
To love you babe
You're all I ever want
Let me fuck you babe u//w//u
You're all I'd ever want
Cause god you drive me crazy

[Verse B]
It's been a long night
Am I really the guy you wanna stay with all the time
But when you say you're mine
God, girl your voice makes these thoughts go away

And I hate when things feel wrong
I'd lie and It'll go on
I wanna make things right
So can we take our fucking problems and just

[Bridge]
Set it on the side, give ourselves some time
Yeah I'm selfish I wont lie, I just want you here tonight
Don't wanna text "goodnight"
I need you by my side
I know I mess up all the time, but baby, just know that

[Chorus]
I love you babe
I wanna be the one,
To love you babe
You're all I ever want
And when I touch you babe
You'll make me fall in love again
Would you stay with me?

Lara ♥

Rant: I made this song in 8 hours and uploaded it here bc I'm so fucking mad at myself that I'm nowhere near as good at music as I want to be no matter how much time I've put in. I understand that it's a never-ending path and that I lack experience, but when I listen to the music of the role models I admire or even any SC artist, I genuinely wonder what I'm doing. I keep thinking about how people in SC who have less equipment make such beautiful music, and I keep telling myself that I'm not cut out for making music because I feel like it might be true given that no matter how hard I seem to try, I just keep producing things that I'm not proud of.  I'm still fucking mad, but I won't stop trying.

Edit: Arhghghg you guys really liked this song and wanted it on spotify so I uploaded it there! Thank you so much for the messages and love. I don't know how to feel. So please feel free to listen on any platform you like ;w; ♥ (Though I mastered the spotify version a bit better heheh)

[Verse]:
Lately I've been taking so much shit from no one but myself
(You wanna break it off, break it off)
I cant get anything to work,
Is it just my lack of talent and reserve?
(Boy, youre just not enough, not enough)

But I wanna cross 
The boundaries that I never thought I'd touch
All the pain that I go through for things I love
And I wanna give it up, god I wanna stop

[Pre]:
God I cant,
Waste my life
All this time, 
Have I done any right?

Dont think I wanna do this anymore
It just makes me feel miserable
Dont even know what to do
Lately I've been feeling like a fraud
Now I put my heart in the ground

"You're not cut for this, stop it now"
Ha, yeah

[Chorus]:
Mess up all the time, oh no
Wanna stop but I cant keep it up no more 
Mess up all the time, oh no
Wanna stop but I cant keep it up no more 

(God I cant)
Mess up all the time, oh no
(Waste my life)
Wanna stop but I cant keep it up no more 
(All this time)
Mess up all the time, oh no
(Have I done any right?)
Wanna stop but I cant keep it up no more

Frustrated

Here's a smol track for yall!! I made this song yesterday while trying to create a vintage-sounding piano by running it thru tape, but somehow I ended up making this song with that piano lol.

I feel like there's still so many more things I could have done to "fix" elements in the production and vocals, but it got to the point where I'm just ruining the song, so I stopped myself and exported :"). 

Hope you guys enjoy this until I make better stuff ♥ 
Lyrics:

[Verse]:
I wanted to love her
Now Im not too sure
Said she dont got the time, cause
She gotta "let go"
(Dont wanna let you go, wanna let you go)
Girl, that's not what I want
(Dont wanna let you go, wanna let you go)

[Chorus]:
So baby could you
Love me, baby, slowly
Love me, baby, slowly, yeah
Love me, baby, slowly
Love me, baby, slowly, yeah

[Verse]:
Yeah
Girl I wanna take you out on the dates
No rush, lets take it in our pace
Dont think I'll be ever needing space
(Nah girl) Cause I dont wanna make you wait

When youre lonely and down girl you say that its fine
Never see you around, said you lacked the time
Am I waiting in line, girl, to make you mine? Oh no

[Chorus]:
Girl I want you to
Love me, baby, slowly
Love me, baby, slowly, yeah
Love me, baby, slowly
Love me, baby, slowly, yeah

[Outro]:
I wanted to love her
Now Im not too sure
Said she dont got the time, cause
She gotta "let go"
Girl, that's not what I want

Slowly

self prod

@zephyrcove

lyrics
Say
Say that you'll love me again
Before this all comes to an end
I'm not used to being by myself

You know that it's true
That I'm stuck on you
What am I to do?
If I lose you
You 
Will always have my heart
You know you do

Until we meet again
I'll be
Right here to stay
I just wanna hear you say
You want me too
That "I'm such a fool"
That you'll be there if I wait

(instrumental)

Say
Say that you'll love me again
Before this all comes to an end
I'm not used to being by myself

Until we meet again
I'll be
Right here to stay
I just wanna hear you say
You want me too
That "I'm such a fool"
That you'll be there if I wait

spotify

until we meet again

prod. dec3m/dami4k/me

lyrics:
said what you want to me
don't know what you planned from the very start
i put you on top so tell me what you want
cause i-

baby i need you more than life
baby i need you by my side
by my side
are you alright?

(don't hold back at all)
1, 2, 3, 4

don't hold back at all
now look at all the timing
blood straight from my fall
i guess it's just a reminder
to stay far away from you
we can't stay attached no longer
oh-

said what you want to me
don't know what you planned from the very start
i put you on top so tell me what you want
cause i-

baby i need you more than life
baby i need you by my side
by my side
are you alright?
(don't hold back at all)

by my side (p. dec3m, dami4k, yuni)

Was messing around with that new fl synth kepler and made this, it makes no fucking sense but its a groove xd

Choppy (exp)

Set me free
I need this andele
You make it harder for me, I can't catch a break
Let me breathe
You're staying out too late
With all that liquor inside of you
Set me free
I need this andele
You make it harder for me, I can't catch a break
Let me breathe
You're staying out too late
With all that liquor inside of you
All the times that I've spent trying
To get you out my head
Girl I don't understand
Why you waste your time on him
Just put it all to rest

You just wanna call me when youre alone
I don't want you no more
Saying that it's my fault
Play your cards right yeah eh yeah
Girl I'm better without you
Right here on my side

tell em why
Your feelings change
I'll walk a mile
Won't contemplate
Take shots you can't handle
Tell me if I was ever wrong
Reach in with ur hands out
Oh tell me why youre mad about
Things I wouldn't do
You be trusting lies and what they said about you
You paint me as the monster but
Why you waste your time on him
Just put it all to rest

You just wanna call me when youre alone
I don't want you no more
Saying that it's my fault
Play your cards right yeah eh yeah
Girl I'm better without you
Right here on my side

prod. nickwuh
mix master - me

love y'all :)

lyrics:

I asked what your name is
You don't even reply guess I'll keep you nameless
On the 405 we drive we can keep it shameless
Til' we come around
Take your to my favorite spots
Lemme hit your favorite spots
I'll show you how I touch your body
Not just for anybody
Let's fast forward the time
So I can make you mine
Love when you rewind up on it
Oh you can take your time
Can you wait for me?
Can you wait for us?

Cause you're all up in my mentions
And all up in my head
And you're all up in my business I left it all unread
And I'm tired of the comments that's said when it's unsaid
And I love it when you're twisted cause you end up in my bed

I'm on my own
Tryna see what you're on
All this shit's so shameless
Should've kept you nameless
Would you do anything for love?
Anything for us?
I'm on my own (my own)
Tryna see what you're on
All this shit's so shameless (don't keep it up)
Should've kept you nameless (don't keep it up)
Would you do anything for love?
Anything for us?

Oh woah
It's so shameless
Oh woah

One night to keep us apart
One night to switch up and change on you put us in the dark
One night to take it too far
One night to keep ourselves loose we'll end up in the stars
Cause we're tied up and I hate it
Don't tap out you need it all
Seeing 20' but faded
Don't lie to me I've seen it all
You're an angel but devil how
Is there a fix at all
What's on your mind
How can you wait for us?

Cause you're all up in my mentions
And all up in my head
And you're all up in my business I left it all unread
And I'm tired of the comments that's said when it's unsaid
And I love it when you're twisted cause you end up in my bed

I'm on my own
Tryna see what you're on
All this shit's so shameless
Should've kept you nameless
Would you do anything for love?
Anything for us?
I'm on my own (my own)
Tryna see what you're on
All this shit's so shameless (don't keep it up)
Should've kept you nameless (don't keep it up)
Would you do anything for love?
Anything for us?

shameless (p. nickwuh)

Bixby X HITC & 88rising Full Live Version:
https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1dQ3xVxcmhl9Dc6jJGPPjgPVloMlgsxla?usp=drive_link or download it via Soundcloud.

Darling, He Lied (Feat. Starfall) - From Head In The Clouds X 88rising (REMASTERED)

My tears are lubricant

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• Please do not re-upload my music without my permission.

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Darling, He Lied (Feat. Starfall) - From Head In The Clouds X 88rising (REMASTERED)

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