i know this a bad idea
shouldn't make another song
but i want to cus what else am i gon do bruh
rot?
nothing i can do is gonna slow this down
death coming i cant do shit but js sit and take it bro
this not fair do you think i really wanna do this bro?
why the fuck am i the person dealing with this shit?
maybe someone else has gone thru it but im just a kid
yeah im barely 21 and im calling it quits
i dont know what to do except sit and be a bitch
oh..
like i said i shouldn't do this
making myself worry and ill probably make my hearing worse
MAKE MY HEARING BURST
DONT KNOW WHAT IM WORTH
GOD PUT ME ON EARTH
SO I COULD WATCH AND LEARN
BUT I NEVER LEARN
I MAKE MYSELF WORSE
EVERYDAY IT HURTS
SHOULD I PUT IN WORK?
why am i asking anyway? not gonna do anything
ill always think i deserve my pain
BECAUSE I DO!
i start fights online just because im bored...
i call people online "poor"...

maybe i need god to strike me down
maybe i should quit my fucking streak of being a fucking clown
so many people online dont know how they tough it out
why dont they deal with what i do? im gon crash out.

i know this a bad idea
you such an idiot...
shouldn't make another song
but i want to cus what else am i gon do bruh
hypochondriac check my fucking back 
cause i think im finna stab it, myself
why the hell am i making songggggs?????
for no one to listen to em.. ?
no ones gonna be there when i die
im a DEAF SERAPH i dont know why i try
what chu sayin? you dont try.
i stay up every night
one meals enough, right??? :')
i dont feel alive
i wonder what im gonna do next to fucking cooope
for the next TEN YEARS like ive done my whole damn road
neglecting every part of my body till im BROKE
so i could watch and learn
but i never learn
i make myself worse
everyday it hurts
at this point i wanna call it quits to stop HURTING.

hypochondriac! prod @guidocaramelli

prod. deaf