circa — April 2023
Additional Production by @whyawe

Welcome to my luck it's not new
I wouldn't be here anywhere without you
If I was young right now I wouldn't know what to do
I'm just glad I fought my battles and grew
I still can't believe that you're gone
I wish that you could hear this song
But you know when times get too tough
And you know that you've had enough
When things start going in place for you
And I don't let anyone catch my bluff
Times like these, just to bring myself together
Would be all it cost

I'm glad I wasn't born anywhere else
'Cause I don't think that I'd be me
I wish we could play our favorite songs
I wish that you weren't gone
My sister said it's okay to cry
I'm looking at our pictures, wish that we could live another day
Forever grateful for you, yeah it's sad it had to end this way
It's breaking me up, it's breaking me down
I hope we can find ourselves in the afterlife, I love you mom

Close my eyes, and then I fall asleep
I can't breathe without your company
'Cause nothing else really matters (but you)
All I ever was was your baby

It's Okay to Cry

circa — June 2023
updated — May 2025

When I said I love you did I say it in a bad way, in a wrong way, in a bad way
(I've always thought about us together anyway, I know you love me can you tell me so that I know)
When I say I love you I mean it I'm not kidding, you do the cooking while I put away the dishes, uh huh
I hope those words mean anything to you, when I'm not with you the world seems so blue, uh huh
(Dreaming about how you were in my arms yesterday, and like always you threw my life away)
Eighteen years I've been living I've never met someone like you, someone like you
(I'd never thought I'd just be dreaming my life away, dreaming about how, bout how, bout how, bout how, bout how, bout how)
And like always you threw my life away

Stream

Produced by @vampiremutual
circa — July 2023

Limerence

(plays are botted)

dont expect me to change
only change that i see
is my mind and my heart
only time's what i please

so, dont expect me to change
only change that i see
i please everyone
and nobody please me

nobody please me 

dont expect me to stay
the time gon pass and please
i remember the days
that i felt that you like me

cuz youre everything i like

prod. me

Featuring @sanriorose
Produced by @viinssoo
Outro section by elxnce
circa — November 2024

I'm just sitting outside by the bleachers
I'm just getting high up off that reefer
I just want to be here right with you
I'm not gonna try just to please you
I'm just one line from the preview
Hit that shit two times for the whole crew
I can help anything you're going through
Even with the smallest things you have no clue
I'm not trying to judge I just miss you
Your love sticks with me like a tattoo
I'm just trying to drive through your avenue
It's gonna take a while to get used to this
I'm just missing you crazy 
Always want to make new shit but I'm lazy
I can see your love through your heart and It's racing
Ima keep on going to the stars yeah I'm chasing
Ima keep on going to the stars yeah I'm chasing
Ima keep on going to the stars yeah I'm chasing
I guess that this is how it goes
Ima keep on going till I'm playing shows
Everytime I think of you I hear you and it echoes
But ima keep on going till I'm with my bros
I guess that this is how it goes

I guess this is how it goes
Fit fire but my heart cold
You don't even wanna know
New bitch like the old flow
New want the old flow
Pray to demons smoking hella dope yeah
I get high and then I let it go
I get high and put on melrose
Long hair and a face tat
If that was you would you take that

If I take this pill ima throw it up
Im not bout to tell you where I'm going yeah
Please don't piss me off ima go insane
Yeah I'm going up I ain't got time to wait
People try to talk down on my name 
But they know my fame
Yeah they know this game we're about to play
One time, two times for the real ones
Three times, Four times can we get some
They don't understand
Yeah I can't stand
Let's stick to the plan
Take me by the hand
Lets get out of here 'cause I'm not tryna stay
Your wish is my command
I guess that this is how it goes

COMMAND with @d0llywood1 (prod. VINSO)

@mopearound @sinefelt @tillamookbay @bbyazul4k
@100signs;;

@zzoos
gas up in my lungs i can feel it
that shit hit me like a truck i dont feel shit
bitch im so damn high im clipping thru the ceiling
she say tht she hate me i know that u dont mean it
i know u dont mean it
ima crash the car idc bout speeding
u aint believe this shit evn if u seen it
hella weed up in my  backpack i dont do no dealing

walk in that bitch w a 19 know i keep it tucked
dropped my pills passed out on the pavement 
im too damn stuck
walk up in the store bitch im fried as fuck
she blowin up my phone bby idgaf
me n @sinefelt bout2 fuck the bank up
keep that gun on me i conceal it like some makeup
passed out off exotic gas i cnt wake up
in dis bitch w @mopearound dats my day 1

@mopearound
and im tired of these hoes
u say thats supreme? i can smell it with my nose
dont play with me, no
lay him out i make the chalk do a pose

i feel like moneybags i got the sack
apple store fights i got the mac
in the cut with zoos i know he got my back 
and if i spray it it go forward bitch im all on the attack

@sinefelt
huh, melik still a bitch
knew i'd have to double down cuz i could never switch
that shit's in my code like im the motherfucking glitch

huh, he get offput
he get offset
pedo stache like ********
huh, ya he weird bro
don't come near bro
that's #realtalk no erdo

i'm sleeping
nobody give me reason
that's treason
hear how he talk n beam him
once he disappear nobody gon grieve him

Makeup w/ mopearound & sinefelt prod michimani & bbyazul

[made for the Niztopia song wars 3/9 :>]

prod.me

can you smoke the pain away? 
please tell me
can you tell that im insane?
please tell me
if you never shoot then you always lose
(think quick tell me sum that i cant do)
if you never shoot then you always lose
please, tell me something that i cant do

cant do
give me something that i cant do
cant do, cant you?
give me something that i cant do
cant do, cant do
give me something that i cant do
cand do, cant you?

SAY IT REAL LOUD
say it real loud
give me something that i cant do
say it real loud 
give me something that i cant do
say it real loud

(i) step outside the (box)
thats the way i move
i know it aint perfect
but its more than you
if you never shoot
then you always lose
give me something that i cant do
(cant do)
cant you turn the sound off?
you dont fucking own that
YOU SHOULD GET YOUR OWN SWAG
i can feel the doubt from the next room
SO IF YOU FIND SOMETHING THAT I CANT DO

SAY IT REAL LOUD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

say-it

@qlein
@oneshotniko
@1dxn did the acoustic kinda sounding drums
sample - https://soundcloud.com/qlein/sun_dance?si=9de490786de2484494d001bb0748a065&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

me:
tryna get u out my mind
tellin em that ill be fine
think I need to step outside
don't even know what I want remind me

so don't hang on when I let go
cause I wont listen when u say it all
and don't tell me that I hate ya
when I don't answer every time you call


@qlein:
yeah im never satisfied
tell me should i go
i aint good to be alone
dont get it twisted im not attached to u
im not falling in love but its hard to prove
do you hate when i talk 
you dont wanna fucking tell me say its untrue
wanna tell me whats wrong
all the shit ive done wish that i could undo


me:
where do I go 
what do I know?
I just feel so dumb

its what you wanted
you were honest
why'm I acting stunned

I just keep telling you my eyes sore
I end up ignoring u whats that for
couldn't keep up I just wanted more
im just tryna talk and you closed the door

tryna get u out my mind
tellin em that ill be fine
think I need to step outside
don't even know what I want remind me

so don't hang on when I let go
cause I wont listen when u say it all
and don't tell me that I hate ya
when I don't answer every time you call


@oneshotniko:
yah
your voice in my head
i dont know you enough to confess
im forgetting what comes first
do i love or am i just lonely

dont let me down slowly
would it hit softer if you hate me
maybe im just lazy
youre still clear while my eyes 've gone hazy

remind me + qlein + scrambl

BIG MEGATRON (p. ivvys, mental and blxty)

missing letters

BUZZ (prod yungkmadeit prod gengyri)

Ridgeway Drive Out Now
Stream — https://newso.ng/rdbs

https://splice.com/sounds/packs/moment/digital-sentimentality-an-elxnce-moment/samples

COMMAND with @d0llywood1 (prod. VINSO)

elxnce

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