Beautiful this whole album has me floored

Production by @janeremover
Backing Vocals by @bathsmusic
Outro Section by elxnce
circa — December 2022

Some nights I don't even want to speak
Think I'm better off alone
I love it when your hair is green
I think it really suits your tone
I think I'm in love with your bones
Is that weird I don't know
I think my address is unknown
Hope I can still head home

It's an endless cycle
I think I really get it now
I'm trapped in a spiral
Never really get what I want
And it feels like every day and night I'm doing the same shit
And you never call my number you're with somebody famous
And it's like every other day and night I'm even alive
And I've been trying trying trying just to get out my life
Tell how does it feel when you're walking all alone
When you're nowhere home
I don't wanna be the one to fuck up your life

You're always on my mind, you're my hero
I feel something between us it's not normal
I can take you to Tokyo Mexico
But I'll have to think twice of my vertigo
Memories just turn to dust and
I can't breathe knowing you're not next to me
But I just wish one thing, that you get out of my fucking brain

It's an endless cycle
I think I really get it now
I'm trapped in a spiral
Never really get what I want
And it feels like every day and night I'm doing the same shit
And you never call my number you're with somebody famous
And it's like every other day and night I'm even alive
And I've been trying trying trying just to get out my life

Desire

Background Vocals by @avit69
circa — July 2021

Lyrics:
Trying to break it up, and we're trying to break it up
Trying to break it up, and we're trying to break it up

We're gonna party all night 'till the DJ turns us down
Try not to keep a frown because you know what's going down
We're gonna party all night 'till the DJ turns us down
Try not to keep a frown because you know what's going down

Pick it up, Turn it down
Pick it up, Oh turn it down

Turns Us Down

circa — April 2023
Additional Production by @whyawe

Welcome to my luck it's not new
I wouldn't be here anywhere without you
If I was young right now I wouldn't know what to do
I'm just glad I fought my battles and grew
I still can't believe that you're gone
I wish that you could hear this song
But you know when times get too tough
And you know that you've had enough
When things start going in place for you
And I don't let anyone catch my bluff
Times like these, just to bring myself together
Would be all it cost

I'm glad I wasn't born anywhere else
'Cause I don't think that I'd be me
I wish we could play our favorite songs
I wish that you weren't gone
My sister said it's okay to cry
I'm looking at our pictures, wish that we could live another day
Forever grateful for you, yeah it's sad it had to end this way
It's breaking me up, it's breaking me down
I hope we can find ourselves in the afterlife, I love you mom

Close my eyes, and then I fall asleep
I can't breathe without your company
'Cause nothing else really matters (but you)
All I ever was was your baby

It's Okay to Cry

circa — June 2023
updated — May 2025

When I said I love you did I say it in a bad way, in a wrong way, in a bad way
(I've always thought about us together anyway, I know you love me can you tell me so that I know)
When I say I love you I mean it I'm not kidding, you do the cooking while I put away the dishes, uh huh
I hope those words mean anything to you, when I'm not with you the world seems so blue, uh huh
(Dreaming about how you were in my arms yesterday, and like always you threw my life away)
Eighteen years I've been living I've never met someone like you, someone like you
(I'd never thought I'd just be dreaming my life away, dreaming about how, bout how, bout how, bout how, bout how, bout how)
And like always you threw my life away

Stream

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The lead in your lungs

Additional guitar: DAVIN (Track 9)

"K1" out 6.6.25
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Aired out

im all for it
im all for it

i was on my way up
bitch i got it all now (lets go)
i don't care bout the price
i see whatever it's gone now
oh you got status?
are you ready to fall off with that shit?
ya r u ready for it
i just need some time to think of it
we have none in common
dont go acting like it
oh yeah 
said you had me, you aint got the option
i swear we have nothing
don't leave me forgotten
if i could have it
i won't be a problem

im saying you don't know at all
you hate the way i talk
why do you hate it all?
i'm out of it, lost
you say there's something off with me, i can't even respond
so baby do you hate me
do you think im pretty oh god
bitch i hate it
i want you to save me
i know you want to take it
you won't get a taste
saying that i'm dangerous
but you won't see me break

yeah see me break
i know how you feel, and it makes me ache
they all wanted me but i can't be taken
can't be taken
give or take, i'll still end up dead

i was on my way up
bitch i got it all now (lets go)
i don't care bout the price
i see whatever it's gone now
oh you got status?
are you ready to fall off with that shit?
ya r u ready for it
i just need some time to think of it
we have none in common
dont go acting like it
oh yeah 
said you had me, you aint got the option
i swear we have nothing
don't leave me forgotten
if i could have it
i won't be a problem

We Have Nothing

Said i owed you a profit, I know
Whatever it is, you might have lost it
Just keep going, don't stop
Thinking about the days we hated each other
Do you hate me now? (If you do, that's alright)
You tell me that i'm in your sleep in every weather (Can't get it back, all you do is let go)

I don't want to go right to that place again
And everytime i cry, why does it end with the pain?

(If you ain't got no-)
No, love, if you hear me you know im not there right now
(If you ain't got no-)
Stay awake for me baby i know I've been gone
(If you ain't got no-)
No one left, it would kill me just to be like you right now, right now, no
(If you ain't got no-)
I know i bluffed it all, but baby (Don’t stop, D-Don’t stop)

We know there's nothing left for us now
We know there's nothing left for us now
We know there's nothing left for us now
We know there's nothing left for us now
x2

I know i bluffed it all but baby
I know i bluffed it all but baby

Don't Stop, Go On Forever

@72crash

[ellie]
angel with no feather
im a pretty bitch dressed in brand new leather
i'm a little frail but i'm a good pretender
nothing else compares to when we're together
it was home in her hands, i felt like a bug
clung onto her leg, said it's not enough
"tell me star, tell me, why have you run out of love?"
lifepuppet, left the house, you know that you left me unplugged

[crash]
heard u was talkin on my name boy we don't play with rats
all black fit the way move you know they call us bats
and my laser pointer green lil bitch u call that brat
it was me n bro in that building, we pull up with stacks
i heard they all wanna be like me, i told them "get some bands"
that 223 gon hit is head and make him do a dance
i spin back around this time i might just put him in a trance
it was me n bro in that building, we pull up with stacks
i heard they all wanna be like me, i told them "get some bands"
that 223 gon hit is head and make him do a dance
i spin back around this time i might just put him in a trance

13170 w/ 72crash

april 21st

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LIKE YOU

I BLEED YXU

Ridgeway Drive Out Now
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It's Okay to Cry

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