i don’t have a gun but if i did i would call it the iron giant

Produced by HVNONERTH
Art by @rennissence on twitter
Lyrics:
Last time you called me
I didn't say much
It's not your fault I've given up
But I'll be back
I just think it's sweet that
you can come to me and
tell me what you're thinking

Baby but I know me
I'd rather move slowly
I've just been so lonely
I just want you to hold me 
hold me, yeah

I can feel us in between
I just need a lot of things
I'm not who I wanna be
My past is grabbing onto me

How can I start right with you
when nothing I do feels right
There's people I never said sorry to
I never wanna be that guy
No, never again. no never again, oh
No never again, no never again

But I know me
I'd rather move slowly
I've just been so lonely
I just want you to hold me 
hold me, yeah
I can feel us in between
I just need a lot of things
I'm not who I wanna be
My past is grabbing onto me

But I like it when you come by
I had a really good time
But I'm not really that nice
Might sound shallow sometimes
Cause like, that's all the control in my life

But I don't ever wanna be that guy
No never again, oh
I don't ever wanna be that guy
that guy... ahh

Never Again prod. HVNONERTH

mf im divine

33fridays number 10 undefeated

divine freestyle

bandz prod BLXRR

(suzuya)

ive been out my body where the time go 
been alone so ima show up to the nightshow
in the back of the room sitting jamming to tunes
im here feeling confused cause i been overwhelmed 

take some photos hang em up forever on a shelf
ik you dont wanna hear bout how i fuckin felt
i feel pathetic and neglected i am not the best
and i can confess that i have not been getting rest

i lie when i say im fine
you’re on my mind is that a crime
can you please come and get me
think i need to take a drive
why is it a challenge to feel like i am alive

things will never be the same
dont want you to go away
even when im on the stage 
i feel like a former thought anyway 

(Emo Punk)
i still feel so broken inside
the smoke inside my lungs is another lie
it's a problem when i write it down i wanna cry
use all these vices so i feel a need to stay alive

but i don't feel alright
i wanna take a drive
anywhere anytime
hate the spiral of withdrawl
chase it off with alcohol
i keep my chin up even though i feel super small

i hate what they've done to me
teared apart my identity
even started feeling jealousy
everybodys got someone besides me

nothing ever feels okay
feeling lonely so i start to pray
i have no getaway
doesn't matter just get high for the day
 


(suzuya x emo punk)
i dont feel good 
i dont feel alright
sitting in the dark 
dont see the sunlight

bullet to the heart
brought a knife to a gunfight
nothing fuckin changed
i just fade into the same night

i dont have a fake cry
i dont wanna take time
im still in denial
so ur still gonna stay right

leaving me to die
in this wretched fuckin place
i kill the shit inside
ripped apart like a canine

things will never be the same
dont want you to go away
even when im on the stage 
i feel like a former thought anyway x2

IX.Spiral Of Withdrawl Ft Emo Punk (@clioenllamas X @Beats By DutchRevz)

words frozen, lost in time
turn so cold
slip away from our control

wretchedness sublime
do you wax and wane like the tides?

idle fear
every dawn a fractured fault
that disappears with the weight of what you sought

there's no one else around
still i can't make a sound

sapphires, emeralds, rubies. etc

paralysis

crystals they all in my eyes; i never asked for this life
lying awake in my bed 
should be working instead 
am i doing this right?
i dont do downtime
with my girls downtown
mask on she cry
been sinking, i drown

CRYSTALS 2 [PROD. SCOTT TAYLOR + CASTTAG]

First attempt at hardstyle. May do another version with vocals idk yet

candy flip

produced by apartment9

https://on.soundcloud.com/9PSZL3AhxyorxgVg6

mixed vocals ru

lyrics

chorus 

still haunted by the past
lustt ion I wan that
told me u love me 
nah ion trust that
trauma make it stagnant
wtf damn
losingme 
might b 
your biggest L
jus saying 
healing or not
ion know what’s next

if I gave u a shot
don’t take all the bullets
know how they rock
y ion expect shit  always flip the script
remember we was buying scripts
ain’t give af bout shit 
this how we live

verse

rule one 
don’t die
atleast from the pills
try to tell ‘em
i been dead since 2012
you ain’t tryn take this  one way to hell not like I’m lost 
know I’m right here
split so often
b hard to tell what’s real
know some niggas who
only shoot to kill
know I could make more 
In the field 
tryn b better
not old news
before I end up n jail
some days ion care
think I should chill
maybe I need a tattoo


chorus 

still haunted by the past
lustt ion I wan that
told me u love me 
nah ion trust that
trauma make it stagnant
wtf damn
losingme 
might b 
your biggest L
jus saying 
healing or not
ion know what’s next

if I gave u a shot
don’t take all the bullets
know how they rock
y ion expect shit  always flip the script
remember we was buying scripts
ain’t give af bout shit 
this how we live

stagnant (prod.apartment9)

Prod. @coilwound

Engineered: Kyokosgarden

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