(i'm still in the middle of recovery so i don't know wha-a-a-)
hands and feet are frozen 
now's no time for hesitation
tired of this proxy war
i'll pull up on location
call me back to nevermore
throw me to the ravens
i don't really blame you tho
i'm time you went and wasted
sorry that i went and left 
i thought that's what you wanted
maybe an apology?
i swear i'm being honest
honestly, i'm probably not worth another fallout
eyes bouta fall out

spiders bouta crall out
stuck inside a small house
way across the country
wish i could be called out
wouldn't that be lovely
i know you don't trust me
honestly i've earned that
plz i would prefer that 
we could see recovery
that we could see recovery

wisdom, wisdom, where did it go 
like august, winter, memories of snow
laid thin on the grass outside my door
where an angel sits, that's you i'm sure
if you're an angel, where's your halo?
was it painful to be ripped from your manger?
anti, anti, crossed by your family
broke that trust for a taste of the candy

spiders bouta crall out
stuck inside a small house
way across the country
wish i could be called out
wouldn't that be lovely
i know you don't trust me
honestly i've earned that
e-e-eyes bouta fall out
spiders bouta crall out
stuck inside a small house
way across the country
wish i could be called out
wouldn't that be (lovely)
i know you don't trust me
honestly i've earned that
plz i would prefer that 
we could see recovery
recovery
(recovery)

recovery (nativ)

S/o to all my friends they mean the world to me

2021 (arey)

2/8. solo project out now.

lyrics:
i used to wanna be important
then i got bored, i didn’t wanna force it
i ain’t seen myself in the mirror in a minute
i ain’t been outside today
i’m cool in my bubble

woke up with an intense sense of purpose
an immense urge to purge it
ive learned by now that
the attention isn’t
worth all the trouble

this city makes me feel small
i’ll stay forever if i can swing it 
what if we could have it all?
what if i just wing it?

id rather be
making out with someone i just met
or doing dumb shit on the internet
go in the rain without a jacket, get a little wet
it might get old but it hasn’t yet
making out with someone i just met
or doing dumb shit on the internet
go in the rain without a jacket, get a little wet
go home and talk to someone on the internet

this city makes me feel small
i’ll stay forever if i can swing it 
what if we could have it all?
what if i just wing it?

#hyperpop

doing dumb shit on the internet

pre-save my new song "honeydew": https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/monikrr/honeydew

prod. monikrr
@elidrinksgrapemilk is the reason this exists

guests (in order):
@alaskasargent
@amplifi-beats
@defordtunes
@pickset
@prodfltr
@1_adri
@taiyoukeis

monikrr:
hey so this song is pretty silly
and there's like 10 soundgoodizers on the master
so yeah
enjoy
ok
bye
love u
mwah

i think you'll be the death of me
i haven't been myself in a couple weeks
i want to throw my phone into the fucking wall
and i feel a sense of urgency
like t he feeling you get when you have to pee
but you've been kicked in the fucking balls

tearing down the walls
look at us running in circles again
i think i'd rather fall
than dream of you in my bed
cos even in my sleep
i'm finding meaning in the things that u said
and i just want it to end, but i don't want us to end

you got pretty fucking lucky
to be the one in my head
but when u say you love me
it's at my fucking expense
cos everywhere i look
i'm finding meaning in the things that u said
and i just want it to end, but i don't want us to end

Alaska Sargent:
your voice is muddied and disheveled
your words reduced to artificial
frequencies sat upon my dashboard
my beating heart sits below the threshold
my cries don't echo beyond the fabric
your simple wish leaves me feeling candid
the bittersweet taste
of what i had before

monikrr:
hook

amplifi:
sometimes i wish i could ctrl z
to reattempt what i could not see
tunnel vision, lack of periphery
yeah my hindsight is 2020
 
sometimes i wish i could ctrl z
and tell her what she meant to me
make a wish, there's no genie
make it real, do you feel me?
 
sometimes i wish i could control z
my girl telling me i'm going oh tee tee
but i can't help it, it's just me
i won't chill out, adhd
 
sometimes i wish i could ctrl z
but i keep forgetting the hotkey
just like she forgot to want me
damn, i no longer want me
 
sometimes i wish i could undo
but maybe clear history will do
down ethanol until i puke
fuck this i still remember you

monikrr:
hook

DeFord:
DOO BEE DOO DIP BAAAH
IF YOU FIND ANOTHER LOSER YOU CAN END WITH A DRAW
AND DON’T SWEAT IT, IF IT STARTS TO GET BAD
YOU CAN DROP IT ALL AND RUN AWAY JUST LIKE YOUR DAD
SCOOP DEEP DOOP BOW
I THINK I WENT TO FAR SO I’LL JUST CUT IT OFF NOW

monikrr:
hook

pickset:
she knows that she's toxic
i need some time
been too fucked up with my fucking life
now i can't even close these eyes
i'm gon talk em down
cos i'm gonna stick around
never fading, never facing our fears

FLTR:
so in reality i wanna sing about some dumb shit
that's it, i don't know what the fuck that i should sing about
looking at myself, competitive drough, oh
lookin at myself thinkin bout my mental health
no matter what i say nobody seems to help 
no matter what i say nobody seems to care
might pull out my own hair
so these people stand and stare at me
like i'm a star with a weird ass stare
but when i go down, i ain't ever gon' frown

monikrr:
hook

Adri:
ears are bursting
i cant save it
crying out loud, hope you hear me
cause all the pain you gave, makes me sick
makes me sick
ma-ma-makes me sick
im trying to move on, but this pressure
is putting a hole right inside my head
i cant take back all the words that i said
now i fantasize 'bout you, by someone else
i cant take back what i said
i love you over all the hate

monikrr:
hook

taiyoukei:
don't need
to put
reverb
on your
mom to make her wet
i'm all she needs x2

Way Back

feezo