PULL UP!

Happy Thanksgiving everyone, This is from my next album releasing in the next couple of months. I hope you all enjoy it.

Written by: Kurumi Violet 
Produced by: Yourstranger 
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Sample From: https://youtu.be/XstnXvlAPSo?si=uKzqenO5NaKyRHrx
Artwork from: https://pin.it/4XVN4X6YF
Artwork Edited by: Kurumi Violet 

[Intro: Sample From Tokyo Ghoul]
To live is to be unhappy 
It's futile 
Even so...
Small & grotesque as I am
Short & cruel as this life may be
I still claw forward 
I still search for beauty 
Because...
It's worth it
To keep choosing 
To keep being chosen

[Chorus]
Torn pages writing down these letters 
Cause I need somewhere to vent 
Problems live rent free in my head
Every event causes deep dents
The pain is talking 

[Verse]
My code is breaking down again
And my mode is malfunctioning 
My mind is on the verge of destruction 
Spiraling into nothing
flashing on and on 
Like life goes 
(It never ends, Does it?)
Cause it goes on even when you're gone 

[Chorus]
Torn pages writing down these letters 
Cause I need somewhere to vent 
Problems live rent free in my head
Every event causes deep dents
The pain is talking

[Outro]
Let it end on my terms 
Sincerely yours Kurumi Violet

ChApTeR_1_S1nc3r3ly Y0ur5 (Prod. Yourstranger)

Scarlet - dreams

Written by: Kurumi Violet & JoshIGuess 
Produced by: under the maple tree
Mixed by: Kurumi Violet & JoshIGuess 
Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Artwork From: Senpai Is an Otokonoko
Artwork Edited By: Kurumi Violet 

Lyrics:
[Intro: JoshIGuess]
Holidays
Are passing like street signs
It feels so sublime
Now you're standing in line
Yeah it's Christmas morning
Fuck up on the fucking rain pouring
Just wanna get my presents fuck yo presence
Don't want no one but myself bitch

[Chorus 1: Kurumi Violet]
I'm not like everyone else 
Can't get through these holidays like you can
Too many things have changed within this year
That I don't got no Christmas cheer left in me

[Verse: JoshIGuess]
I'm still home for the holidays
Once again skipped with family
It's that time of year i'm stuck being sick
Yet on this mic I still try and spit
To express my feelings its my form of healing
But it's not healing my voice
But there's a deadline and I don't got a choice
Gave out so many toys but where is my own?
And all my Christmas money just went to what I owe
And I promised my ex we would go to the snow
Before the season came she wanna be a ho ho ho
And so I gotta spend the holidays alone
And I was too sick to do a show
Memories scrolling thru my phone
And now I'm just wondering

[Chorus 2: Kurumi Violet]
If I could get lost in the past once again
I would go even if it doesn't last 
Open presents in the morning 
Sorrow takes over & I'm left mourning

[Outro: Kurumi Violet]
Mourning
Is it so wrong?
To believe that someone is there
Even when it's all falling apart
Everything's not the same as it was

Holidays Pt 2 W/ JoshIGuess (Prod. under the maple tree)

for all those we've lost, keep creating <3

Lyrics:

it's my favorite season
illness in the boy gonna
drown the voice of reason
i don't wanna hear it
i don't wanna deal with this
give me another night to dwell on how i stepped in shit
think it's do or die
friends pass all the time now
i'm not gonna lie
i still take my life for granted
don't know how we manage
face tank all the damage

i can not slow down
for other dreams conclude
another's journey ends
but mine survives somehow?
it's not fair

it's my favorite season
illness in the boy gonna
drown the voice of reason
i don't wanna hear it
i don't wanna deal with this
give me another night to dwell on how i stepped in shit
think it's do or die
friends pass all the time now
i'm not gonna lie
i still take my life for granted
don't know how we manage
face tank all the damage

i can not slow down
for other dreams conclude
another's journey ends
but mine survives somehow?
it's not fair

it's not fair
it's not fair
it's not fair
it's not fair
it's not fair

not fair (prod. remghost)

it's my birthday, pls don't take this down 😔

Coldy and Peep make such an underrated duo imo.
I remember when Coldy randomly dropped this song, it felt so surreal at that time cus I only had "Dying" and "Big City Blues" on repeat. (Wasn't bumping "Down For You" and "On The Run" as much) that's why I was so glad to be able to add this final Cold Hart x Lil Peep song into my playlist. I'm so thankful to have found Lil Peep's music because he was the reason why I decided to record and upload my first song. Can't imagine where I would be at rn if my friend never showed me "16 Lines" 🔥🤍

Also, S/O Coldy for being the 2nd GBC member I listened to 🫶🏻

● Produced by @coldlonesome ●
that's all for today I guess, happy fucking birthday to me then 💎

Me & You (Lil Peep x Cold Hart Cover) [emory]

Produced by the goat hollowprpl
Mixed by me
Mastered by the twin @avxid

lyrics:
i'm not one to wait
just run away
cuz' i'm gonna break this down
i hate the look
you get on your face
cuz' you never hear me out
i'm sick of the screamin'
sick of the fightin'
sick of the ups and downs
they say i'm the goat
they say i'ma make it
why do i hate my sound

you make me think this way
my head's under water
friends with the monster
draggin' me down in this bay
and no one is safe in these woods
i think that it's best you don't stay
i think that it's best you watch your mouth
i'm sick of the chase
you run me 'round
i'm sick of the bones that pile
like music files
and rot in this haunted house
sick of my smoke stained smile
i spent a while locked in a cage
but i just broke out

feel like i died and woke up here
i think i'm a parasite don't come near
still hear your voice in my ears
girl i watched us drift apart for lightyears
you're the only one for me in my head
babygirl you and me just make bad
hear you regurgitate what i said
i tend to ruminate (i fucked up this word) and feel dead
you draw the knife the back from my neck
you know this voice of mine will get us fed
feel like there's glass wherever i step
i think there's monsters under my bed
there's just one thing i regret

i'm not one to wait
just run away
cuz' i'm gonna break this down
i hate the look
you get on your face
cuz' you never hear me out
i'm sick of the screamin'
sick of the fightin'
sick of the ups and downs
they say i'm the goat
they say i'ma make it
why do i hate my sound

bash my skull off the ice on the road
it feels cold like you're soul
i'm still one call away
it's dangerous don't walk home
it ain't that bad is it
out here there's savages
i think you're bad for me
you paint a bad image
i burned the polaroid's
and put the ashes in a pile
i'm stuck in denial

been here for a while now
...
i just wish i could calm down
...

bash my skull off the ice on the road
it feels cold like you're soul
i'm still one call away
it's dangerous don't walk home
it ain't that bad is it
out here there's savages
i think you're bad for me
you paint a bad image
i burned the polaroid's
and put the ashes in a pile-


you paint a bad picture of the life we share (+hollowprpl)

produced by muushi

lyrics:
(you're sick)
i feel like i found someone 
tell me what you need, girl
i don't want to turn back now
i've made my mind
no stopping now
yeah, i'll keep what i found
don't tell me now where to follow
i'll be there soon 
but i'll take my time
don't want to kill my flow

you want to see me every time i want to be on my own
you know i don't mind spending time with you all alone
i want you to take care of me when i don't know where to go
yeah, i've never tried it with you but i should've known

i feel like i found someone 
tell me what you need, girl
i don't want to turn back now
i've made my mind
no stopping now
yeah, i'll keep what i found
don't tell me now where to follow
i'll be there soon 
but i'll take my time
don't want to kill my flow
yeah i'll take my time
don't want to mess it up 
like i did before
it's too late now
you're on my mind
yeah, now i want more

it's too late now
you're on my mind
yeah, now i want more
(you're sick)

treasure

prod by flux :D

lyrics:

when she talks to me
feeling butterflies in my chest
when i talk back not the best
when she takes a few steps closer 
i take a few steps less
i don't wanna get to close to her
i don't wanna get to close
she asked if i wanted to hangout
I'm sorry but I've got to go

light an incense 
need to calm my nerves 
& ever since then 
i don't talk bout her
i go on tangents 
like all the time
i cant manage 
with u on my mind 
i cant focus 
see ur pretty face 
taking damage 
they wont go away
all these scars on me
like they're tattoos
why they always treat me
like I'm bad news

when she talks to me
feeling butterflies in my chest
when i talk back not the best
when she takes a few steps closer 
i take a few steps less
i don't wanna get to close to her
i don't wanna get to close
she asked if i wanted to hangout
I'm sorry but I've got to go

gtg (w/ prod flux)

fun af to make
lyrics://
in the tomb of the giants i saw a perishing corpse
of a man past his prime but for his goal went forth
found a dime of a girl so he kept goin north
in the village she was from together they unearth

a city below filled with diamonds and jewels
the city of allenia shall prosper forsooth
the king fell ages ago in a climatic duel
tho his own people thought the monarch so cruel

as to plan his death for a total renewal
but work it did not the coup proved unsuccessful
building bricks were destroyed, the structures too weak
homes fell one by one debris crashing quickly

the books buried, their wisdom it you cant seek
old dilapidated places painted with a crimson streak
i believe the man wished his eyes ripped at the seams
from the troublin note i read in a pocket of his jeans

i feel bad for his story but by all means
can i not end up like him id rather this be a dream
in a way im like him and i can kinda see
deep emotions in his bloodied handwriting

tomb of the giants (prod. secre x wraithontheporch)

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