heart attack ft. safe sin

back out (@prod. aspect x @prod. malloy ✰ x @ayoleybeats)

crystal clear [kuromee + junoes]

u got me in chains (SHADE08)

okay 
hold up
K
heart-shaped 
eyes
for u 
all day

prod. greyrock, dskeep, jusik

k (greyrock)

"I don't want to live in a hole anymore, and I'm going to do something about it."

produced by eeryskies

written and mixed by melmige

thank you


LYRICS:
i’ve been walking on eggshells talkin to clouds in the sky
praying for the rain to wash the dirt away from my eyes
not impossible to probably move on maybe it’s obvious
but habitual withholding of emotion is awful
this is a mutiny the seven seas that rage in my brain
has turned the crew against me cranium organ behaves
a little screwy loose i do good when i can
but soon i’ll lose it cause i catered to the popular demand of the stupid
misdirected modesty and half hearted apologizes
was hesitant in honesty to save what wasn’t mine it’s probably
left an impact more severe than i thought
that’s what i get for all these eggshells i walked

i tumbled gracefully through adolescence
pressed to best this omnipresent presence
in my life a force unseen but full of strife
that taught me many lessons
careful with association more so with entanglement of relationships
a people pleaser what they called me
occasional old soul
gifted in my own right now those talents are gone
cause when a child never took a second
to stand up shout out his message
growing to adulthood is the force he cannot reckon
cause the eggshell steppin whispered words
opinions never given sent the message shooting forward
past the ones he won’t forgive
and shit it catches up unlatch pandora’s box
embrace the wind and listen to the choir of relentless mental blocks

that’s a reality check
that’s an emotional debt
4 years too late on the payment and now they call to collect
what was owed i know it’s harsh but if they only knew back then
all the thoughts that were so hard to say and now it never ends

these unkept untidy undermined unending emotions
swirl and barrel straight through time ignored until they explode
and now it’s where is all this coming from why wasn’t this said sooner
we had no idea there was a problem you don’t speak up do you
we thought it was okay maybe you did seem over it
we won’t acknowledge what the trauma is when you seemed to shrugged right over it
and even when we asked potential issues with the situation
we never saw your mouth open or heard what you were thinking make a statement

make arrangements for it for the kids this pistol whip to censorship
to whip em into shape and since the end of this forgiveness
part of it will live forever love your neighbor blame the devil
shovin hate down wear the tie n smile files in the shredder
claim of evidence but they already knew it
truth to prude to maim emotion only time can make u lucid
to intention but when the time has passed and plots are changing moving
it feels wrong to backtrack and snap on past egregious movement
from the ones you love now or at least hope you don’t hate
that’s a tough pill the swallow but at least it sedates

eggshell theory [prod eeryskies]

prod. aesttc
♡
#edm #hyperpop #digicore

let me be your home♡

its not like u to go that distance
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@silversxo
@sagebrsh
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lyrics:
been a little crossed up
it isnt bad at all
i’m fine as long as nobody’s hurt
i think my pride is lost
but i’ll fall an eternity’s worth

don’t have to worry about it
you can’t come back around
i’m making sure i know that now
your precious serotonin
is not my problem now
i’ve got my own to worry bout

find time to bother
i’ll still be here i promise
its not like u to go that distance

if i told u that i miss u
i was lying
i’m moving on just fine
its a problem when u come back
i don’t buy it
u gotta try to earn me, love
u gotta try to earn me

sagebrsh:
I'm standing on the bridge
I'm waiting in the dark
I thought that you'd be here
Guess that I was wrong

I'd be lying If I told u
That I won't wait
What's time
If we might be soulmates

my fault if I read too deep
I'm feeling manic

hold me,
would u plz console me
I can't bare to wake without you
So I'm getting no sleep my bed way too lonely
I need you to show me
How to relax, since you been gone I ain't been cozy oh please~

decks:
if i told u that i miss u
i was lying
i’m moving on just fine
its a problem when u come back
i don’t buy it
u gotta try to earn me, love
u gotta try to earn me
(x2)

disaster averted (ft. sagebrsh) [silver]

Lyrics:

You love me 
So hold me
Im feeling so lonely
My heart pitter patters
That gold that your after
You feel like a stranger
They say it's a danger
I dont think its major 
That i'm trapped in containers

Maybe im delusional
(fools gold, fools gold)
Fools gold
(fools gold, fools gold)
Maybe i'm the one that's so rare
(fools gold, fools gold)
the weirdos can't bare
(fools gold)
They hide me away
(fools gold)
So the others cant stare

You love me 
But stuff me
With poison so roughly
Its hurting my tummy
But i can't let you judge me

Heart pitter patters
That gold that your after
I dont think its major 
That i'm trapped in containers

Maybe im delusional
(fools gold, fools gold)
Fools gold
(fools gold, fools gold)
Maybe i'm the one that's so rare
(fools gold, fools gold)
the weirdos can't bare
(fools gold)
They hide me away
(fools gold)
So the others cant stare

<3

Fools Gold (p. Basil Jet)

prod. shy
#alternativerock #alternative #hoepless #hyperpop #digicore

decompose pt.2

Produced by FRAN$E

Lyrics:
When I die, will you love me
I got feelings that I keep up in my chest
Yeah nobody hearing from me nah
When I die, will you love me
I got feelings that I keep up in my chest Yeah nobody hearing from me nah
So pick me up and let me down baby
Please just put me in the ground baby yeah
Cause I ain't been around lately
I been feeling down and out lately yeah

Red up in my cup, I don't wanna give it up
Cause it make me feel better when nobody picking up
Lately I been feeling stuck, when I die I just wake up
It feel like im breaking up
No service on my phone while im dying
Theres a knife in my throat so nobody hears me crying
Say im fine i know im a fuckin liar
Theres a gun against my head and im the one whos gonna fire
So when im laying on my bed, red spilling from my head
Are there words you should have said, will you miss me when I'm dead
When im laying on my bed, blood spilling from my head
Are there words you should have said, will you miss me when I'm dead

Will you miss me when im dead
Will you miss me when im dead

When I die, will you love me
I got feelings that I keep up in my chest
Yeah nobody hearing from me nah
When I die, will you love me
I got feelings that I keep up in my chest Yeah nobody hearing from me nah
So pick me up and let me down baby
Please just put me in the ground baby yeah
Cause I ain't been around lately
I been feeling down and out lately yeah

When I die, will you love me
I got feelings that I keep up in my chest
Yeah nobody hearing from me nah
When I die, will you love me
I got feelings that I keep up in my chest Yeah nobody hearing from me nah
So pick me up and let me down baby
Please just put me in the ground baby yeah
Cause I ain't been around lately
I been feeling down and out lately yeah

When I Die

FRAN$E

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