[lyrics]
Drowning in my tears that fall like the rain
this life is so cruel and it took you away
every night I sleep wishing I could see you again (you again)
always feel like I cannot breathe
wish I could show you what's beneath
but I've gotta keep my feelings sheathed 
 
you should walk a mile in my shoes
then baby you could know the truth
drown my sorrows with my booze
dont wanna get up so i hit snooze

look in to my eyes
look in to my eyes
and you can see
there's no going back

just look in to my eyes
and you can see the damage done

when Im gone i'll stay gone
and Im sorry for your cries

I give up I swear I tried
I never once stayed to hide

Put on a face since he died
I only want you by my side

GRIEF

[Intro]
Whoa, 
Whoa, yah, yah 
Mmm

[Chorus]
Yeah, she told me that she love me, what does that mean? 
Now she's acting all above me, can you believe? 
I don't get it, piecing together a meanin' 
Fuck it, does it really matter? Come and tell me 
Shit, I'm trapping in my house, I party with me 
I'm done pretending things are good, I'm drinking all week 
I'll watch some movies, maybe smoke a little bit of weed 
And then I'll pass out, 4 AM, I'll barely get sleep
I don't care 'bout how you doing, what about me?
Send random DMs, I don't care, girl, if you're lonely
Gave you my heart and now I'm tryna find every piece 
Fuck did you mean, girl, when you told me that you loved me?

[Verse]
I've been racing up and down 
I didn't think I'd make it out, I wanna scream out "fuck my doubt" 
I'm tired of always feeling down, I see your message, don't know how 
You keep on going, holy cow, I wanna fucking scream this out 
Leave me alone 
I don't need fake shit anymore 
You tell me one thing then you go, don't run me round, ain't yours no more 
I wonder how you keep on goin', with this petty shit, you know 
I feel exhausted, holy fuck, I think it's time to let you go 
I think it's time to let you go, girl
I don't need you anymore, no
I think it's time to let you go, girl
I don't need you anymore, no

[Chorus]
Yeah, she told me that she love me, what does that mean? 
Now she's acting all above me, can you believe? 
I don't get it, piecing together a meanin' 
Fuck it, does it really matter? Come and tell me 
Shit, I'm trapping in my house, I party with me 
I'm done pretending things are good, I'm drinking all week 
I'll watch some movies, maybe smoke a little bit of weed 
And then I'll pass out, 4 AM, I'll barely get sleep
I don't care 'bout how you doing, what about me?
Send random DMs, I don't care, girl, if you're lonely
Gave you my heart and now I'm tryna find every piece 
Fuck did you mean, girl, when you told me that you loved me?

[Outro]
I think it's time to let you go, girl
I don't need you anymore no
I think it's time to let you go, girl
I don't need you anymore no

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It really didn't have to be like this man. We could've kept it sweet or spicy, but you turned it sour. Now I gotta eat you for real...

Pickle Juice

losing control
you reached out and touched on my soul 
im deepening parts of my own while
you collect all of your hoes
how do you expect to act when
your actions dont match up in past tense 
you glisten like all of last men 
crumbling but know your actions
are selfishly hollow
i’m getting to know you
why do i bother 
wasting my time yea i follow
an incomplete sense of 
drowning in sorrow 
maybe tomorrow 
we pick it back up and just try again
try again try again try again
try again try again try again
ya try again try again
try again you try again
try again you try again 
try again you try again
try again you try again
im desperate to feel something different
please make me believe that i need it
suffering slow so conceited
how did we get here im leaving
dont have the patience to wonder where u are
playing on my mind u ripping the scar
the visions of you and me driving my car
dissapate into the mist in the stars 
cant help but just wonder how you got like this
youre askin for peace but you break promises
i wonder if you really feel consequence
you opted right out wont you make it make sense

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