iv july 2024 samples 2

i carved out a pattern that was shaped like it mattered
laser focused i cant help but see all the repetition
im fixated on a dream, its been overstated
take back my welcome cause ive overstayed it

id jump from the millionth floor if your arms were at the bottom
i got a lot of problems, but for you ill solve them

its time for me to get out of bed and do it feet first
its time for me to get out my head and put myself first
its time for me to express myself and always be the first
ill always put you first but i see it as you and i

send the old me to my house in a box in pieces
i threw away the script cause i felt like i didnt need it anymore
in control of myself
i am a constellation

and the letters that you try to write to her
dont make it cause theres no one by that name anymore
would you tell me straight to my face if you were feeling bored
would you keep a straight face if i said that i need you more

written perfomed produced mixed mastered by junifer (feral cat)
image from www.flickr.com/photos/57779717@N05/

i am a constellation

Xxffcyuvcui - leave the party prod lsd2k16

xxffcyuvcui + 06brick - standing up (prod lsd2k16)

however long ft instagram_filter (i.v.)

If the Wind Could Acknlowedge the Toad

https://soundcloud.com/dollfacexxx
https://soundcloud.com/feralcatshelter

put it all aside, we can dance for the moment
lately ive been enamored with your movements
if this is real love then you gotta prove it
we can wrap this up like a ribbon

one foot in and one foot out
we can count the stars at night over le citadell
ode to you
i wrote my last words but i saw there was a misspell

ill write it down
ill keep flipping through these pages till you come back around
like patchwork done wrong im coming unwound
its nothing nobody can fix, i cannot expound

tell me, tell me what you know
put me in the garden and ill grow
you dont get my point, thats my intention
you just pretend to understand for attention

feral cat - put it all aside(dollface)

https://soundcloud.com/swords2
https://soundcloud.com/emotionalsoldiers

Swords2 - message on angel wings

@galloper1234 @knvb4

my hair is in my eyes and im hiding from the sky
the clouds are looking heavy like they know i wanna cry

i mumble to the mirror but she never answers back
been walking crooked lines on a road that fades to black

and i smile with stained teeth
from the sugar-free soda that i keep
next to crumpled little poems like paper roses 
fill them up with my prayers and proses i write in my sleep
i write in my sleep
 is it too late for me?
and is it too late for me?

i whisper to myself is it too late to ask for more
my field of view is slanted i won’t make it to the door 
i’ll never end up closing it what was all of this for?
i’ve tallied up my points but im not settling the score
who are we?
if not one in the same?
i swear im not a pawn in these games you play
as the summer sky shies away and these clouds start to remind me of the look on your face when you’re upset but i don’t know what you’re thinking 
i promise  i’m not crying i just struggle to blink and 
i’ve changed a lot since the last time i was drinking
i’ll never settle for something i’ve already taken 
sometimes i struggle breathing when im awake 
too many stressful hours cast a frown on my little face and 
i’m learning patience from these pills that i take 
i’ve got a little white lie that im itching to break to you

and i smile with stained teeth
from the sugar-free soda that i keep
next to crumpled little poems like paper roses 
fill them up with my prayers and proses i write in my sleep
i write in my sleep
 is it too late for me?
and is it too late for me?