03

https://open.spotify.com/album/4BuJ4jRfLoTj9rQ8vi94zk?si=KSnxOYr9T0qwGS16BoSYEQ

lyrics >
talk
it anyway...
stop
tryna control
but with the glass half full, i was staying awake
and i've been running out of options and i needed a taste
do you mind if i want it back?
do you mind if i have that?
'cause i don't want you to think i'm like this
'cause somebody wants you
and you never talked to me anyway
didn't you want to?
what i'd do to fucking crash at your place,
sora you don't know the half of it
you gave somethin that i cannot replace
sora you don't know the half of it
(you don't know the half of it)

do you mind if i want it back?
do you mind if i have that?
do you mind if i want it back?
do you mind if i have that?
do you mind if i want it back?
do you mind if i have that? (so)

'cause i dont recommend u
look through your camera roll while you're figuring it out (yeah)
so sora, when will you come home?

and i don't want you to think im like this
'cause somebody wants you
you never talked to me anyway
didn't u want to?
what i'd do to fucking crash at ur place,
sora you don't know the half of it
you gave somethin that i cannot replace
sora you don't know the half of it
.
if you read this, i will see you soon in the town below the dancing star.

sora

the thought of u is so heavy now 

lyrics🎈:

...and i still have their bed
with the little plush toys that come with it
just get out my head
like am i fucking serious?

what a fucking joke,
and to think i could've fucking opened up myself to them
but im so fucking avoidant

it’s been like 6 whole months,
and for some reason i think tomorrow that they'll hit me up
i just dont speak, i hold my tongue, when i should've spoken up 
especially when it means the most
proudly pushing everything, i shouldn't speak, i couldn't keep the peace 
and now i'm on my own

time don't wait for no one, no one
and every time i think of you i frown
yeah my eyes open wide for no one, no one
and the thought of you is so heavy now 

could've been the most
and a part of me wishes everything never happened at all
all the things left unsaid
probably pushed you away
how tf we weren't a thing when you were with me like all the time?
2 months just flying by

it's been like 6 whole months,
and for some reason i think tomorrow that they'll hit me up
i just dont speak, i hold my tongue, when i should've spoken up 
especially when it means the most
proudly pushing everything, i shouldn't speak, i couldn't keep the peace 
and now i'm on my own

yeah it's pretty cruel just slowly fading
yeah u leave me clues can't pick up baby
do u really think i wasn't this way? my mind always hates me
yeah my eyes are open wide but my heart colder than frozen

and i guess it's my fault too?
still have your plants in my living room
water them twice a week
and i tell them nice things
hope u know, despite everything
i'm wishing you well (and if you ask)
yeah im fine just as well

6 whole months,
and for some reason i think tomorrow that they'll hit me up
i just don't speak, i hold my tongue, when i should've spoken up 
especially when it means the most
proudly pushing everything, i shouldn't speak, i couldn't keep the peace 
and now i'm on my own

(...shit)
time don't wait for no one, no one
and every time i think of you i frown
yeah my eyes open wide for no one, no one
and the thought of you is so heavy now 

yeah it's pretty cruel just slowly fading
yeah u leave me clues can't pick up baby
do u really think i wasn't this way? my mind always hates me
yeah my eyes are open wide but my heart colder than frozen

haha


(free acapella/mp3: https://hypeddit.com/prodmusa/texas
pls credit *soundcloud only<3*)

@prodmusa [everywhere]
@soupandreas

freeacapella4remixes<3

hey i'm in texas, do u wanna hang/talk? (prod. soupandreas)

impulse upload
(with a bit extra)

original by @soupandreas

original lyrics: https://genius.com/Soupandreas-morris-island-lyrics

added lyrics:
i'll keep on making it worse every time i open my damn mouth
so brush it off with a word in the dark, i don't want this to pardon myself
keep telling me i'm full of myself
i'll run backwards through the streets in hell
repeat if you want, it'll never be enough
and i wish i knew how they felt

worsen my condition
why can't i just listen
whenever i have the chance to speak
these old superstitions
i just want to be finished
i've learned that it doesn't come for free

(must it always be about me)

morris island (cover)

lumberyard

written musa + @soupandreas 
prod both

listen on spotify<3! https://open.spotify.com/track/6hariWD1MC9HBlaIJ5iDQR?si=e0f0bbe6f9db493e

special thanks to: 
jedwill 
delusionaldan
 charlie kurata 
xzaye 
john blvze
 keyblayde808
 remghost
 tess 
wintercolor
 atura 
st1cks 
elu 

lyrics
(musa)
i saw a jester dance and i wanted to play
hope u found some fucking closure in the things that you say
but if it's how you feel
we can go our separate ways
it's the mistakes that i made
and how am i the one who could be so conditional? 

pretty, but i think you're entitled to my time
turn the cheek when you just disregard these boundaries of mine
yeah i'll be alright, life just always pass me by 
yeah eloquent the way i rhyme yet i just fuck up my words everytime 

softly tell me it's not over
want to know if you're okay
yeah i rarely spoke about my feelings,
im sorry it won't be ok

(soupandreas)
and if i fall back in these sheets
i'd burn them up if you were here with me
but i'm afraid to go to sleep
cause you call in nightmares anyways
i saw the jester in your eyes
don’t fake your trust cause it’s my disguise
and you gon' pay for all your crimes
yeah you gone pay for all your crimes

(musa)
yeah
i'ma keep this brief we're not compatible 
how the fuck am i the one being conditional?
your talk was always cheap
knew how to obsess over things
time and time again
flip around, be about you
you only really liked me cause i didn't tell you

i saw a jester dance and i wanted to play
hope u found some fucking closure in the things that you say
but if it's how you feel
we can go our separate ways
it's the mistakes that i made
and how am i the one who could be so conditional? 

did you really think that i was some kind of unicorn?
draw me up like i'm some kind of object 
(of)
attention
and no man gon' make me jealous 
and even when i was out in texas, you just wanted me more

honestly I’m sorry that I acted cold
i didn’t mean to hurt you like that 
it was starting to be really hard for me
i just wish u understood where I’m coming from
it just felt like you wanted so little and so much it was confusing me 

(everyone)
and if i fall back in these sheets
i'd burn them up if you were here with me
but i'm afraid to go to sleep
cause you call in my nightmares anyways
i saw the jester in your eyes
don’t fake your trust cause it’s my disguise
and you gon' pay for all your crimes
yeah you gone pay for all your crimes

(free download >:p https://hypeddit.com/musasoupandreas/conditional)

music video >:]

musa + soupandreas = "conditional"

produced by @gordonsnyder and @patchymate
performed by @abbotwdm, @patchymate, and @ryanleahan

What you know about me
Ain't too true ain't too true
Baby take it if you want it
Can you take it if you want it cause
What you know about me
Ain't too true ain't too true
Baby take it if you want it
Can you take it if you want it cause
I suffocate
I wish I could ignore that
I know I caught feelings for you
I suffocate
I wish I could ignore that
I know I caught
I know I caught

Life of the Party
But I don't like when I party
Without you
Gone in the morning
Was caught in the moment
I wanted more out of us
I made it obvious still found you
Gone in the morning
Was caught in the moment
Life of the Party
But I don't like when I party
Without you
Gone in the morning
Was caught in the moment
I wanted more out of us
I made it obvious still found you
Gone in the morning
Was caught in the moment

What you know about me
Ain't too true ain't too true
Baby take it if you want it
Can you take it if you want it cause
What you know about me
Ain't too true ain't too true
Baby take it if you want it
Can you take it if you want it cause
I suffocate
I wish I could ignore that
I know I caught feelings for you
I suffocate
I wish I could ignore that
I know I caught
I know I caught

Isn't it lovely
Holding the drunk me
Kiss me 'till my lips bleed
Sipping too quick
I'm impatient
Isn't it ugly
Watching the drunk me
Drinking 'till I can't breath
Suffocating then I
So baby fuck going slow
Cause I need you more
Than you'd ever know
So baby fuck going slow
Cause I need you more
Than you'd ever know

Life of the Party

watch it all decay . . .
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fanlink.to/shwirl
• also huge thank u to @reksi420 for the art <3

lyrics:
[harmtails]
you can say what you want
and i promise it won't hurt me
cause i know i've gone too far
this time

yeah i get scared when it's dark
it's hard to admit it
thought i played all my cards right
well guess i didn't

passed out, backseat of some taxi
let's go, you and me on a trip, no acid
i feel my body collapsing
wake up like wtf happened

sometimes yeah life is not that great
don't know whats real or what is fake
i gotta clean the mess i've made
in time or it'll be too late

texting my friends like i'm okay
don't know what feelings to convey
lie down and watch it all decay
watch it all decay

[shwirl]
i can feel it, must move quickly
whoda thunk it'd be so deadly
feel it creepin all inside me
how the fuck did this happen to me

i've got no where to run away
the blood in my heart makes its way
to my head pounding way too hard
i think by now it's far too late

harmtails & shwirl - decay

The Fairy, the Wizard and the Moon by Ryan Leahan
produced by @kimj + @redhill

Lyrics below

It's hard for a fairy like me
To make-believe
When the lie's already there
And I can count my wishes
And fly away
But it's hard when you're never here

Walked through the valley through the garden and the fortress
Gods live within the stars I feel of less importance
Turn me into angel dust
Where the winds a blowing
Toss me in the air above
Dance across the ocean
Can you feel the particles between us when they ignite
Can you peel my skin back can you tell me what is inside
And I swallowed a star and I don't know where to go
I'm a deadly toxin to everybody except for you

Is it all a dream
In each waking second
The voices, tell me what they mean
We fall deeper and deeper, deeper and deeper
Drinking mercury, Hercules, deep inside my body off of ketamine

The cycles of my body metamorphosize under the moon
Every single second is a blessing from the death of you
Things are always better as a secret but it's hard to keep
When we die we rise into the sky Laputa I believe is
Pure, but maybe I'm impure
Cause Hades he supplies me with the angel dust and tells me not to go
And be pure
But baby what's for sure
Is you're an angelic light from above my body becomes a dove

Hard for a fairy like me
To make-believe
When the lie's already there
And I can count my wishes
And fly away
But it's hard when you're never here

So I ran through the valley through the garden to the fortress
Where I met a wizard and he made me go and forfeit
All of my possessions half my heart under the premise
That he then could cleanse me of the curse that I was born with
Can you tell me what will happen to my body once you cast away
He told me if he told me that I'll never see the light of day
And as he waved his wand a cloud of dust circled around me
My wings began to sprout gone was the curse that used to bound me
Everybody's got a fear within them worth the bounty
So face the pain and take the change and throw it in a fountain
I'd wish to be the one but my Magnalia are still unknown
Find the peace inside me and I'll water it to make it grow
But wait, what's the truth
Am I wasting all these hours under spells of sweet vermouth
I've spent nights under the twilight with the alabaster moon
Where we swam inside the fountain of our everlasting youth

It's hard for a fairy like me
To make-believe
When the lie's already there
And I can count my wishes
And fly away
But it's hard when you're never here

The Fairy, the Wizard and the Moon

spotlight
coming in hot
a yellow flash is all it takes I see you when i meditate ’til you beeline
you always do
there’s no rational for you staying
so irrational for you to think I wouldn’t

go for all the second dates the morning after
I wonder what the fuq i said
to make you get up and leave

take my place
for now i need a minute

take my place
before i make you leave and throw it all away (yeah)
take my place
and we can call it even
read my face
i wish i was dreaming
it’s all on me
you threw it all away

well I’m not gonna force it
telling horror stories
i couldn’t show you love in a purgatory now i see it
it’s all transitory
if its a yellow-white flash, it’s an allegory i wonder what it takes
i’ll settle for my fate
but i wouldn’t let you wait
you sighed from my mistakes


i wonder what i would be doing if it wasn’t for you
hiding from the truth is all i’ll ever do
ah fuq! i wish i said to you
‘no please don’t get up and leave’

take my place
for now i need a minute
take my place
before i make you leave and throw it all away (yeah)
take my place
and we can call it even
read my face
i wish i was dreaming
it’s all on me
you threw it all away
yeah

and i stay lit
just a little bit
too long cause i wanna catch a glimpse of it you said you didn’t know me anymore no you said you didn’t know me
it’s my fault you let me go

It's my fault you let me go

i know the chorus sounds like the jonas brothers it was an accident my bad

streaming https://sparta.ffm.to/wl-ns

prod + mixed by me
mastered by @st1cksyea

lyrics https://genius.com/Wishlane-numbers-station-lyrics

numbers station

thank you to @dobimusic for help with this. 

i am moving forward with my music, trying new things. stay tuned for more projects in the future. they may be very different :)

how will i know?

time does not wait

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musa + soupandreas = "conditional"

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