songs to get off my chest

im better now (1/5)

written, prod, mixed, mastered, performed by me

[Free Sample Pack/Acapella] https://hypeddit.com/track/1f0kqk  
includes a bunch of free samples, one shots, midis, serum/ableton presets, + my vocals :) ººgo crazy <3ºº

(lyrics)
stay here with me,
drowning near me
save me w/ ur hand

i’ve become somebody i dont recognize
i want to be
myself again
how can I look inward when im blinded by the light that once was there?

left my emotions,
couldn’t let you go
i don’t want ur problems
u can grab me by the throat
i don’t fuck w/ nobody
cause I never feel at home
i was loved 1 time
now I feel nothing at all

left your apartment
said I couldn’t focus
i thought we’d lie on a bed full of roses
you didn’t tell me but ur actions spoke it
i was a boy now a mxn that’s broken

take you with me
drowning nearly
save me with your hand
time will tell you all that’s left
look through it all

i’ve become somebody i dont recognize
i want to be
myself again
how can I look inward when im blinded by the light that once was there?

left my emotions,
couldn’t let you go
don’t want ur problems
u just grab me by the throat
I don’t fuck w/ nobody
cause I never feel at home
i was loved 1 time
now I feel nothing at all

roses..
fuck

🎈Musa
⇲ @prodmusa
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stream & free dl <3

Roses

i don't know sometimes (2/5)

prod, written, recorded, mixed, mastered by me
[free sample pack & acapella dl: https://hypeddit.com/track/yp5nxw] (pls credit on edits/flips <3)

some words from @sheeshmedia: https://www.sheeshmedia.com/articles/unsigned-musa
& special thanks to @itissai and @imreach for helping me get the master right <3

lyrics:
i want to breathe 
want to breathe

i want to breathe,
breathe 

but sometimes it hurts for what i'm waiting for
i feel like i can't open up no more
my chest falling closer i pose 4 the floor
i keep holding on
i want to breathe

find me 🎈
⇲ @prodmusa
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⇲ www.facebook.com/prodmusa
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free dl (sc only) <3

Breathe

i feel the silence & it hurts (3/5)
thank u for 4k i promise ill upload more <3

written, prod, mixed, mastered, performed - me 
[heres another acapella 4 flips & remixes go crazy <3 ~pls credit~] https://hypeddit.com/track/kp3iie

lyrics:
life keeps going (x5)

life keeps going, and i feel like i can't say it
life keeps going, and i don't know how to face it
life keeps going, sorry if u think i'm breaking
life keeps going, and i don't know how to face it

i feel the silence & it (hurts)

life keeps going (x5)

life keeps going, and i feel like i can't say it
life keeps going, and i don't know how to face it
life keeps going, sorry if u think i'm breaking
life keeps going, and i don't know how to face it

i feel the silence & it hurts
i don't wanna feel no more



find me 🎈
⇲ @prodmusa
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free dl (sc only <3)

life keeps going

thinking thoughts out loud (4/5)

prod/written - @prodmusa + @jedwill1999
mixed/mastered - @prodmusa

free acapella download 4 remixes <3 [https://hypeddit.com/track/i4wsy7] (must be credited as a flip/remix on soundcloud **not for profit** <3)

lyrics
(intro)
time just passes by
bestie, why u lie?
u look in my eye
so clear, read the lines

i just clear my mind, 
time will pass me by 
(i will never win)
but i'm just remembering

(chorus)
i back up into my old ways
& its tearing me apart
& its tearing us apart
(fuck)
im doing good compared to old days
& its warming up my <3 
life aint got 2 b so hard

(verse 1)
over time, i roll the dice
don't tell me twice
i fell in love
i live my life
u ask me why
i tell a lie, 
don't fall in love
i'll just go hide, don't tell me bye

baby im down no frown
get me out right now
feeling lost, not found
thinking thoughts out loud
i should shut my mouth :)
i see the way it is 
& yet i feel a type of way, its only the way

(chorus)
i back up into my old ways
& its tearing me apart
& its tearing us apart
(fuck)
im doing good compared to old days
& its warming up my <3 
life aint got 2 b so hard

(break)  
[jedwill] life aint got to be so hard (x4)

(verse 2 - jedwill)
shut up, i got some wings so i can’t touch you
you’re in love, is it with me or just an image?
you’re in luck, i got no clovers but you look gorgeous 
time stuck looking for stars fell through your nebula 
fall thru my heart, then his and then the next one
(fall through us)
the difference that leads to platonic’s probably playing dumb
(fall through us)
far too loyal to our hearts to just fall in love
(fall through us)
i wish you well it’s too hard to join the spectrums

(verse 3) 
yea..
time quarantined can't take it back, ye
leave me when im down im feeling fine but thx 4 asking :)
jump into my thoughts so difficult, stuck in the past tense
run around the town, i break their back, i feel like madden ;)

how far baby u can ride before 
u change your mind 1 more time? i feel it all
on my popstar shit w/ that hoodboy flow
don't tell me every little thing that pass u by in the moment

(chorus) 
i back up into my old ways
& its tearing me apart
& its tearing us apart
(fuck)
im doing good compared to old days
& its warming up my <3 
life aint got 2 b so hard

(outro)
[jedwill] life aint got to be so hard.. (x4)

find us 🎈
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free dl/acapella

musa + jedwill = old ways

wow, the return from war, after a year, from the makers of Wonderland, we (@prodmusa + @gilletary) bring u, with our good friend @daydream_masi, the final future bass song (ever) 

lyrics (masi):
you're out there somewhere...
you're out there somewhere, o ye.

we can pretend,
u dont mean everything when i tell u im loving ur hair
(o ye?)
we can pretend,
that i feel, and im healed & im hearing in new york again
(o ye?)

we can pretend

we can pretend
u don't mean everything when im out here, im shaking ur hand 
im saying again,

we can pretend
i tried, and i find, that i love & i die & i mend and i like it, its taking its time, & its always on time, and its god is divine 
(we can pretend)

hey lil mama :)!
hey! hey ye... im sittin'

hey lil mama! (ah)
hey lil mama
hey lil mama
we can pretend! :)

we can pretend

we can pretend
that its my fault! :)

we can pretend
i love u babe </3 
o ye 
(musa - woo!)

🎈Musa
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🎈Gilletary
⇲ @gilletary
⇲ www.instagram.com/gilletary
⇲ twitter.com/gilletary
⇲ open.spotify.com/artist/290KjeKsy…K3SvOKU9wY13zPkg

🎈daydream Masi
⇲ @daydream_Masi
⇲ www.instagram.com/daydreamasi
⇲ www.tiktok.com/@daydreamasi
⇲ www.facebook.com/daydreamasi
⇲ twitter.com/daydreamasi
⇲ https://open.spotify.com/artist/7d1ybPEhoZkeQhKHIyl9U9?si=2g2mkTINTKWXbmsHpiBUhQ&dl_branch=1

Musa, Gilletary - Le Pourquoi? (w/ daydream Masi)

–.IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF YOU.– (im bald now)

out via 
@halcyonlv
@halcyonlv
@halcyonlv

prod, written, recorded by me
mixed/mastered by @oolacile 

[free sample pack & acapella dl coming soon]

lyrics:
the thoughts i take to the grave, 
it's all because of u, i swear– 

it's all because of you (x4) 
...this feeling

(x2)

find me 🎈
⇲ @prodmusa [everywhere]
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halcyon sound vol. 2<3

rest

happy new years w/ @lawsyy
prod. me + @st1cksyea 

mixed me + lawsy + st1cks
mastered by me 

📸 @t0rr

lyrics:
musa
i roll w/ a stick cause i feel like i can
im feeling this bean im off the vyvanse
see me a lick can't stop smiling ;)
devious licks i cant stop wilin

professional shooter don't miss like james bond
u're lonely and broke u cry to your mom :'(
black air force 1s
u cant outrun
stick em' up ur body's dried

i roll w/ a stick cause i feel like i can
im feeling this bean im off the vyvanse
see me a lick can't stop smiling ;)
devious licks i cant stop wilin

professional shooter don't miss like james bond
u're lonely and broke u cry to your mom :'(
black air force 1s in the night

i scam a band dont feel it 
pocket a molly im feeling ^^^ 
i scam a band n feel like god...
in the club in the club
in the club in the club boy watch ur team hit and run
fraud a band insurances
you talk ur shit u get run up

i scam a band i dont feel at all
i scam a band i feel like *___*
run up ur man he's so mad
hide the body no evidence
running thru dead presidents
i dont know my way back 
ye fuck w me, meet my team 
hop in the coupe, in a maybach

lawsy
yuh, hop in a coupe and i hop in the hellcat
talking that shit finna give u hell yeah 
smoking on straight gas where the boof at?
back in the day i used to smoke boof pack
now im up and im serving the new pacc
b im the plugg selling the **** 
if u need some gas i gotchu w a new pacc

yuh
this shit no cap no lie
all these new rappers feel the need to lie
u aint no trapper see it in ur eye,
spin the block again n again, catch em by surprise
pop me a perc i feel like i can fly
pop out no fetty wap took out his eye
we still doing fraud every single night

musa
i roll w/ a stick cause i feel like i can
im feeling this bean im off the vyvanse
see me a lick can't stop smiling ;)
devious licks i cant stop wilin

professional shooter don't miss like james bond
u're lonely and broke u cry to your mom :'(
black air force 1s
u cant outrun
stick em' up ur body's dried

i roll w/ a stick cause i feel like i can
im feeling this bean im off the vyvanse
see me a lick can't stop smiling ;)
devious licks i cant stop wilin

professional shooter don't miss like james bond
u're lonely and broke u cry to your mom :'(
black air force 1s in the night

@prodmusa everywhere 
@lawsymf on IG

devious! w/ lawsy (prod. musa + st1cks)

the thought of u is so heavy now 

lyrics🎈:

...and i still have their bed
with the little plush toys that come with it
just get out my head
like am i fucking serious?

what a fucking joke,
and to think i could've fucking opened up myself to them
but im so fucking avoidant

it’s been like 6 whole months,
and for some reason i think tomorrow that they'll hit me up
i just dont speak, i hold my tongue, when i should've spoken up 
especially when it means the most
proudly pushing everything, i shouldn't speak, i couldn't keep the peace 
and now i'm on my own

time don't wait for no one, no one
and every time i think of you i frown
yeah my eyes open wide for no one, no one
and the thought of you is so heavy now 

could've been the most
and a part of me wishes everything never happened at all
all the things left unsaid
probably pushed you away
how tf we weren't a thing when you were with me like all the time?
2 months just flying by

it's been like 6 whole months,
and for some reason i think tomorrow that they'll hit me up
i just dont speak, i hold my tongue, when i should've spoken up 
especially when it means the most
proudly pushing everything, i shouldn't speak, i couldn't keep the peace 
and now i'm on my own

yeah it's pretty cruel just slowly fading
yeah u leave me clues can't pick up baby
do u really think i wasn't this way? my mind always hates me
yeah my eyes are open wide but my heart colder than frozen

and i guess it's my fault too?
still have your plants in my living room
water them twice a week
and i tell them nice things
hope u know, despite everything
i'm wishing you well (and if you ask)
yeah im fine just as well

6 whole months,
and for some reason i think tomorrow that they'll hit me up
i just don't speak, i hold my tongue, when i should've spoken up 
especially when it means the most
proudly pushing everything, i shouldn't speak, i couldn't keep the peace 
and now i'm on my own

(...shit)
time don't wait for no one, no one
and every time i think of you i frown
yeah my eyes open wide for no one, no one
and the thought of you is so heavy now 

yeah it's pretty cruel just slowly fading
yeah u leave me clues can't pick up baby
do u really think i wasn't this way? my mind always hates me
yeah my eyes are open wide but my heart colder than frozen

haha


(free acapella/mp3: https://hypeddit.com/prodmusa/texas
pls credit *soundcloud only<3*)

@prodmusa [everywhere]
@soupandreas

freeacapella4remixes<3

hey i'm in texas, do u wanna hang/talk? (prod. soupandreas)

produced, written, recorded, by me
mixed/mastered by @soupandreas

find me 🎈
⇲ instagram.com/prodmusa
⇲ twitter.com/prodmusa
⇲ https://open.spotify.com/track/1eef1o0l7zQR8XP3LhmEwu?si=76a621f236b84d84 

lyrics:
maybe ill appreciate that you left me a message
i couldn't form sentences with my words
i won't press you more on it
but i asked if we could be in each-other's lives again
and no-one really fucking knows it 

almost a year and i felt a way
u say that it's selfish to fade away
i don't even know what to say to that?
falling in love is like pirouettes
one foot, i'll fall again, 
pick me back up i'll say
yeah, the silence is killing me
…you say that you're guilty

baby i'm hurt so bad by you,
i also think about how nice it'd be
to fall in love again
i won't expect the same
but if you ask if i'm okay, 
would i lie to you?
would i lie?
sitting in the silence

i knew it wouldn't work out but especially when we start falling out 
was i just enough? (x2)

oh, how am i the one to blame? shame on me
i was supposed to let go when i finally spoke up
it took a lot to say, but i still feel like i'm to blame
i knew that shit was tough at home
but you still assume the same things of me 


almost a year and i felt a way
u say that it's selfish to fade away
i don't even know what to say to that?
falling in love is like pirouettes
one foot, i'll fall again, 
pick me back up i'll stay
sitting in the silence 
would i lie?

baby i'm hurt so bad by you,
i also think about how nice it'd be
to fall in love again
i won't expect the same
but have you asked if i'm okay?
yeah the silence is killing me
u say that you're guilty 
(please move on)

-i don't want to burden my friends with
talking bout how i'm losing will to live
things will work out, they tell me but don’t ask 
if i’m okay when reaching my hand out

it's when i don’t feel like talking
is when they think i'm not okay
and it would be nice if they checked in
i’m guessing they just feel the same-

get out! 
this house ain't fit for three
yes i forgive! but you're giving me nothing
no, i'm begging to my knees
(yeah the silence is killing me)
you say that you're guilty
(please move on) 

baby i'm hurt so bad from you,
i also think about how nice it'd be
to fall in love again
i won't expect the same
but if you ask if i'm okay, 
would i lie to you?
would i lie?

(okay one more time now!)

baby i'm hurt so bad by you,
i also think about how nice it'd be
to fall in love again
i won't expect the same
but if you ask if i'm okay, 
would i lie to you?
would i lie?

(1, 2, 3 lets go!)

baby i'm hurt so bad by you,
i also think about how nice it'd be
to fall in love again
i won't expect the same
but if you ask if i'm okay, 
yeah the silence is killing me
you say that you're guilty 
please move on

you say that you're guilty yeah

& why's it so hard moving on?

yeah the silence is killing me
you say that you're guilty

free dl <3

pirouettes & the ghost of harman street (i'm not scared of the dark anymore!)

written musa + @soupandreas 
prod both

listen on spotify<3! https://open.spotify.com/track/6hariWD1MC9HBlaIJ5iDQR?si=e0f0bbe6f9db493e

special thanks to: 
jedwill 
delusionaldan
 charlie kurata 
xzaye 
john blvze
 keyblayde808
 remghost
 tess 
wintercolor
 atura 
st1cks 
elu 

lyrics
(musa)
i saw a jester dance and i wanted to play
hope u found some fucking closure in the things that you say
but if it's how you feel
we can go our separate ways
it's the mistakes that i made
and how am i the one who could be so conditional? 

pretty, but i think you're entitled to my time
turn the cheek when you just disregard these boundaries of mine
yeah i'll be alright, life just always pass me by 
yeah eloquent the way i rhyme yet i just fuck up my words everytime 

softly tell me it's not over
want to know if you're okay
yeah i rarely spoke about my feelings,
im sorry it won't be ok

(soupandreas)
and if i fall back in these sheets
i'd burn them up if you were here with me
but i'm afraid to go to sleep
cause you call in nightmares anyways
i saw the jester in your eyes
don’t fake your trust cause it’s my disguise
and you gon' pay for all your crimes
yeah you gone pay for all your crimes

(musa)
yeah
i'ma keep this brief we're not compatible 
how the fuck am i the one being conditional?
your talk was always cheap
knew how to obsess over things
time and time again
flip around, be about you
you only really liked me cause i didn't tell you

i saw a jester dance and i wanted to play
hope u found some fucking closure in the things that you say
but if it's how you feel
we can go our separate ways
it's the mistakes that i made
and how am i the one who could be so conditional? 

did you really think that i was some kind of unicorn?
draw me up like i'm some kind of object 
(of)
attention
and no man gon' make me jealous 
and even when i was out in texas, you just wanted me more

honestly I’m sorry that I acted cold
i didn’t mean to hurt you like that 
it was starting to be really hard for me
i just wish u understood where I’m coming from
it just felt like you wanted so little and so much it was confusing me 

(everyone)
and if i fall back in these sheets
i'd burn them up if you were here with me
but i'm afraid to go to sleep
cause you call in my nightmares anyways
i saw the jester in your eyes
don’t fake your trust cause it’s my disguise
and you gon' pay for all your crimes
yeah you gone pay for all your crimes

(free download >:p https://hypeddit.com/musasoupandreas/conditional)

music video >:]

musa + soupandreas = "conditional"

(i stare at the moon)

prod/written by me @prodmusa
additional guitars & composition by @soupandreas
mixed & mastered by me & @soupandreas

free acapella for soundcloud remixes :] https://hypeddit.com/prodmusa
stream on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1ERplxBPVXEUusM4NQnTRl?si=c4f439c2fb9d4fd6

lyrics:
oh Luna 
if you were here to see how dark it is around me you’d shine until the world went blind 
oh luna 
i’ll always think of you
and every consequence of words i said can only be defended by my actions now
(we’ll be just fine!)

it’s okay to cry oh Luna, baby
when you called me from your car parked at the lot your parents wanted you home in 5
so we kept it brief
(when I needed time!)
 
to sort through all the possibilities of moving on from a relationship that was, come to think of it, not deep
from the streets to the country
& when you came back for a week couldn’t we have talked it out by then?
i promise i am there
(i’m there!)

it’s okay to cry oh Luna baby, i’ll catch the tears right from your eyes 
yeah shit is different than it was last June, i like to romanticize 
we can take a u-haul to a park by Brooklyn Bridge and sit & waste our lives
just to end up disappointing each-other, by the time you left it was colder in July 

(i stare at the moon)

if you were here to see how dark it is around me you’d shine until the world went blind 
oh luna 
i’ll always think of you
and every consequence of words i said can only be defended

it’s okay to cry oh Luna baby, I’ll catch the tears right from your eyes 
yeah shit is different than it was last June, i like to romanticize 
we can take a u-haul to a park by Brooklyn Bridge and sit & waste our lives
just to end up disappointing each-other, by the time you left it was colder in July 

if you were here to see how dark it is around me you’d shine until the world went blind 
oh luna 
i’ll always think of you
and every consequence of words i said can only be defended by my actions now

it’s okay to cry oh Luna baby, I’ll catch the tears right from your eyes 
yeah shit is different than it was last June, i like to romanticize 
we can take a u-haul to a park by Brooklyn Bridge and sit & waste our lives
just to end up disappointing each-other, by the time you left it was colder in July 

& shit is different 
yeah I’m colder now

luna

free acapella <3

luna (prod. musa)

i'll do what it takes
111, my debut album, out now
prod. @st1cksyea @soupandreas and myself
mix/mastered: @soupandreas

official music video directed by @thisissully_ : 
https://youtu.be/uyH7R_G_8JA

free download/acapella for soundcloud remixes<3 : https://hypeddit.com/prodmusa/crashtestdummy

lyrics:
don’t know what to do until i’m face to face with everything that i just couldn’t get over last year  
and maybe it’s the wrong sentiment
can’t admit that i’m scared just to say
that i really missed you

will I ever see you again?
yeah i just do what i think it takes
what would I say to amend?
apologies are my own offense
i saw the stars in your eyes
and in a moment everything was fine
can’t help how you sit surprised
just cause i done found myself now

and everything i say is just whispers in the moment!
something’s telling me that i wont see you again
growing up i realized that i'm just my only opponent 
i could take a train i would walk through every mile

i feel u tuggin’ and pulling 
in my head stumbling footings
i wear these scars on my body like i’m just covered in bullets
lost when i’m winning again
you said you’d change but you couldn’t 
only opposition is my self-demise

front flipping into a concrete wall!
feels real nice, watch the back-drop fall
cause your sorrow’s inviting 
with this i’ll solve it in writing
these days i’m lacking excitement
feel free to call (me up)

will I ever see you again?
yeah i just do what i think it takes
what would i say to amend?
apologies are my own offense
i saw the stars in your eyes
and in a moment everything was fine
can’t help how you sit surprised
just cause i done found myself 

something tells me it’ll be a while
maybe for a minute, i’d pick up if you dialed
i could take a train i would walk through every mile
if you said okay i would fucking reconcile things with you

i’m feeling lost in the moment
quickly forming codependencies it’s all we’ve got
by the time I knew just how to judge your motives
now it’s too late and i’m really scared of growing up

(x2)

(will i ever) see you again?
yeah i just do what i think it takes
what would I say to amend?
apologies are my own offense
i saw the stars in your eyes
and in a moment everything was fine
can’t help how you sit surprised
just cause i done found myself

crash test dummy

music video :)

crash test dummy (prod. st1cks, soupandreas, musa)

written by me 
prod. @soupandreas & i 
mixed & mastered: soupandreas

fulleclipse

produced by musa and @t0rr
writen by musa and torr
mixed & mastered by musa 

lyrics
(torr! musa)

[musa]
dying to know,
dying to know
it's the weight i hold, and it's pulling me under 

dying to know,
dying to know
that i'm only here for a purpose


i feel like i'm walking a thin line
i don't know where i go or how i ended here
and when i feel like you are next to me i have nothing to fear
and don't cry baby you can say you meant it, and justify my tears
and you're right next to me but i'm alone yeah i'm alone 

[torr]
i saw the light, and it lead me to the corner
can you call this life, hanging right off of the border
we could travel time, and rearrange the order
but i might just die before the 2nd quarter

we'll both be close to 40 soon
what are you looking for, where to?
i think i'm running out of time to be alive
i been looking back at the question

i like, you'll do, you like me too
beyond being a part of you
i been a bastard to you too, i'm sorry

[musa]
sunlight,
i feel i'm missing, 
from my pores
feel like i need to go out more
and they say that if i do that i'll find someone 
and if i'm telling you the truth i'm always someone's lesson
i'm cynical, now
but i thought that i was wiser
no friend, person, or entity to say that you admire 


dying to know,
dying to know
it's the weight i hold, and it's pulling me under 

dying to know,
dying to know
that i'm only here for a person that won't show

[torr]
one more tattoo upon your face
you pray to god that it won't fade 
away this time
you pray your parents pay no mind
we been avoiding every hard fact
sleeping on the tarmac 
knew that it was different when you gave me my guitar back
every-time i heart back, 
you don't wanna start that
in the fast lane redacting, baby

[musa] 
jet-lag doesn't explain the fact that i'm so tired
caffeine, nicotine, oh god i'm fucking wired
pushing back to my old ways, why am i acting like i'm wiser?
no friend, person, or entity to call or to admire

dying to know,
dying to know
it's the weight i hold, and it's pulling me under 

dying to know,
dying to know
that i'm only here for a person that 
(what are you waiting for?)
won't show

.. won't change, oh

the weight i hold (with torr)

written by me & @soupandreas
prod. soupandreas & i 


lyrics
(no way!) [soupandreas]

i can't shake what's coming over me
i'll change the past, and set the future free
my head is heavy from the weight i carry all the time
if i stumble, i'll burn up in the sunlight

[musa]
frozen, my eyes bloodshot,
while i’m just staring at my phone, and insomnia's hard to beat 
when i stay all alone in my bed, it’s a curse to wake up tired and averse
to sleeping with another ghost above me 
and i know that it's all on me,
to pave the way because i promised i would see it through with everyone i cherished
through the fear i'd be embarrassed, 
in the face of my defeat, 
i find a way to pull it off, it’s  bittersweet

leap of faith i’ll take away the pain i bring myself these days
i’m doing better than i thought i did 
cause all i wanted was some sympathy 
from those done wrong to me 
thought they were enemies of the goal i seek to claim 

i'm not phased by the way they judge my look & my voice 
and honestly i hold ground, i just go stick to my poise 
and to everyone around that stuck from beginnings,
giving up's just like sinning when they rely on you
yeah i'm cold by a fireplace 
don't understand just what is wrong and why i'm awake 
it's evident what makes me this way
i'll just find my own place to go escape
my eyes glued to a screen

frozen, my eyes bloodshot,
while i’m just staring at my phone, and insomnia's hard to beat 
when i stay all alone in my bed, it’s a curse to wake up tired and averse
to sleeping with another ghost above me 
and i know that it's all on me,
to pave the way because i promised i would see it through with everyone i cherished
through the fear i'd be embarrassed, 
in the face of my defeat, 
i find a way to pull it off, it’s  bittersweet

growing up i had bad definitions of love
cooped up in a basement i ain't get no sun!
front-flip to the ground! i just break my skull again
will i ever repair myself?
some days the only goal is getting out of bed
up next, in a sense, but can never impress
oh how the mighty fall, i'm just living dead i guess
will i ever repair myself?

frozen, my eyes bloodshot,
while i’m just staring at my phone, and insomnia's hard to beat 
when i stay all alone in my bed, it’s a curse to wake up tired and averse
to sleeping with another ghost above me 
and i know that it's all on me,
to pave the way because i promised i would see it through with everyone i cherished
through the fear i'd be embarrassed, 
in the face of my defeat, 
i find a way to pull it off, it’s  bittersweet

(musa + soupandreas)
leap of faith i’ll take away the pain i bring myself these days
i’m doing better than i thought i did 
cause all i wanted was some sympathy 
from those done wrong to me 
thought they were enemies of the goal i seek to claim

leap of faith/111 (with soupandreas)

written & prod musa
mixed: soupandreas and musa
mastered: soupandreas

lyrics:
this world starts spinning and it don't stop spinning,
all i see is red when i'm falling down
and i'm scared we're just gon' make a mess
and let our words digress 
and leave no dividends


they say that i talk a lot,
but every-time I try to speak my chest locks up from the thoughts
i mean it’s part of questioning my mama said that i'm wrong 
left home at 17 I think, would she love me if I fall?
oh how i've grown very tall…
yeah & back when u asked if I had ever wondered
whether or not i was a man 
thought I was scared of who i am, heart breaks again and again
while i'm just sitting on your bed,
i don't know what the point of it is but i don't want you to stop

i'm a believer in cause & effect
a savior and causer of death
escape but i fall from the fence
home is a long way out but i'll just race until i'm calling the bets
stalling to pay off my debts
failing to keep you in mind

this world starts spinning and it don't stop spinning,
all i see is red when i'm falling down
and i'm scared we're just gon' make a mess
and let our words digress 
and leave no dividends

crashing like ocean waves
manic emotional states
faith, i give innocently
care when i'm minutes late
fight back when i know that you were right
cause the consequences of knowing everything you could've seen if you just stayed by my side
oh
baby just quit meddling 
adrenaline course through my veins, my nerves are just twisting up, in 
and then you look at me with eyes, distract me from listening
i aint seen you in a min, coping is harder than gin
& its off in a minute 
oh
they say that i talk a lot,
but every-time I try to speak my chest locks up from the thoughts
i mean it’s part of questioning my mama said that i'm wrong 
left home at 17 I think, would she love me if I fall?
oh how i've grown very tall…
yeah & back when u asked if I had ever wondered
whether or not i was a man 
thought I was scared of who i am, heart breaks again and again
while i'm just sitting on your bed,
made of boxes as your frames, and we laid there all night


this world starts spinning and it don't stop spinning,
all i see is red when i'm falling down
and i'm scared we're just gon' make a mess
and let our words digress 
and leave no dividends

written by me
prod @soupandreas
mixed/mastered @soupandreas

i'm so glad you hit me up
yeah i don't know what came over me last week 
but i felt it in the ways we talked on the phone


yeah i don't know shit 
but the way you'd assume that i done risked it
say you're feelings never changed 
please baby be realistic 
call me on the phone to tell me how it's not your business
are you fucking kidding? 
you're so pessimistic

cold by the fire, i wanted us to work so badly
i know i'm not the best person to be in a relationship with 
i don't know why i just say the meanest shit to myself
but you're in my business now
vent on the mic i'm in it now
hop out the crib with a spliff lookin like toothpicks the way its in my mouth 
i promised my mama that i'll make her proud
the spliff that i'm punchin is shootin real loud 
yeah, i'm a real boss
i got the knock on me
yeah brodie want fight i'm just turning my cheek 
i hop out the Urus i aint drive no Jeeps 
you really be copping my flows you a sheep
i fucked it all up cause i'm taking the leap

why do you think my time is so precious to you? 
i'll just tell you the truth that i don't think you should stop the message
honey you dont get it 
i just need repentance 

yeah i don't know shit 
but the way you'd assume that i done risked it
say you're feelings never changed 
please baby be realistic 
call me on the phone to tell me how it's not your business
are you fucking kidding? 
you're so pessimistic (x2)

why do you think my time is so precious to you? 
i'll just tell you the truth that i don't think you should stop the message
honey you dont get it 
i just need repentance

pessimistic

clairvoyant (cover)
produced by @soupandreas
written by parker cannon/the story so far

clairvoyant (tssf)

heaven protects the queen
written by: musa
prod: musa + st1cks + BLVZE + hennenbeats
mixed by: st1cks & musa
mastered by: st1cks

lyrics: 
baby these scars too deep 
now my only compass is responsibility yeah
moving all the pieces
she said
“i’m checking to prove to you heaven protects the queen”
and when the mirror falls
would you try to sweep the glass as your apology?
ay 
this no complaint it’s confession 
borderline hate and attention 
i stay your favorite obsession
you say I crave it all

(break) 

I could never fly alone yeah
I just really tried to let go
say goodnight baby I won’t see you at home 
Yeah 
right me when I’m wrong and
Miss me when I’m gone 
ay
I, already knew before it started 
I, promise I tried my hardest 
Goodbye, baby im gon’ leave you alone
Yeah 
dnd my phone 
you gon’ miss me when im gone
ay

baby these scars too deep 
now my only compass is responsibility yeah
moving all the pieces
she said
“i’m checking to prove to you heaven protects the queen”
and when the mirror falls
would you try to sweep the glass as your apology?
ay 
this no complaint it’s confession 
borderline hate and attention 
i stay your favorite obsession
you say I crave it all

how u tell me that u love me and you switch up
act fucking different when you feel like it's convenient 
bloodshot eyes
you can see my crooked smile
i'm alright
sorry if i take a while
(haha)
idk what was said i'm not remembering
couped up, down in my basement had no rent for weeks
cooler now,
2020 got the best of me
all good now, want you to change don't take it lightly

baby these scars too deep 
now my only compass is responsibility yeah
moving all the pieces
she said
“i’m checking to prove to you heaven protects the"
(Queen)
and when the mirror falls
would you try to sweep the glass as your apology?
ay 
this no complaint it’s confession 
borderline hate and attention 
i stay your favorite obsession
you say I crave it all
(drop)

stalemate (prod. musa + st1cks + BLVZE)

i do not want the fame for this shit 

therapy performance video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jEbc1wKL0X0 shot by 4x4shotthat x shesodan


lyrics: 

fuck

I do not want the fame for this shit, I don’t wanna be to blame
Seeing blood-shot, red tears in my eyes, you could see the pain 
And i gave you my all gave my heart you let it break
When you know that I tried, I know that you were "trying" too
But if it’s bout the shit I go through, you wouldn’t know
Yeah my heart was still warm, now its gone, left in the cold
With the tears in my eyes can’t all dry up on their own
And I’m out here all alone and it's difficult

the shit I'd do for you
god knows I'd move a mountain
if we flipped the point of view
god knows you'd live without it

if you told me that you didn't care I'd believe it
if you asked how I'm doing I'm fine I'm just grieving, yeah

woke up, dreading, maybe I'm losing my head
cold and begging 
fuck your words I'll leave them read

yeah, fuck your words I'll leave them read

these days I been figuring it out on my own
minding my business
don't matter what they think cause when I speak they're listening
I think I just need to pivot to different shit
neither dying or living it could've changed my mind
I held my silence and after it 
you act like you weren't the antagonist
just one talk is enough 
hope my chest don't erupt
cause you realize that I was always someone that you can't love

fuck
I do not want the fame for this shit, I don’t wanna be to blame
Seeing blood-shot, red tears in my eyes, you could see the pain 
And i gave you my all gave my heart you let it break
When you know that I tried, I know that you were "trying" too
But if it’s bout the shit I go through, you wouldn’t know
Yeah my heart was still warm, now its gone, left in the cold
With the tears in my eyes can’t all dry up on their own
but I’m out here all alone 

and I knew that we wouldn't last but I'm trying not to chalk it up to wasted time
it's not you, it wasn't me, it was our state of minds
who's to say I'm fine?
the lines were crossed, diving us, but intertwine

the shit i'd do for you
god knows i'd move a mountain
if we flipped the point of view
god knows you'd live without it

fuck
I do not want the fame for this shit, I don’t wanna be to blame
Seeing blood-shot, red tears in my eyes, you could see the pain 
And i gave you my all gave my heart you let it break
When you know that I tried, I know that you were "trying" too
But when it comes to shit I go through, you wouldn’t know
Yeah my heart was still warm, now its gone, left in the cold
With the tears in my eyes can’t all dry up on their own
And I’m out here all alone and it's difficult

if you told me that you didn't care I'd believe it
if you asked how I'm doing I'm fine I'm just grieving, yeah

woke up, dreading, maybe I'm losing my head
cold and begging 
fuck your words I'll leave them read

performance video

spilt milk

@ryeballa x @prodmusa 

lyrics:

[Rye Balla] 
Oo lala (x2)

Girl I go thru a lot, I got a story to tell
Just a youngin I was stuck in a cell, I had no money for bail
They left me lone
They say they love you then they wishing you well, all that money that we made off a scale

Wakeup early morning hit that route I need a check
Til I get that backend, baby aint no relaxing 
Im too fly to walk, baby no I don’t take no fractions 
Bitch can’t touch my phone, she wrote her number on a napkin 
And im like oo Lala, lalalalalala girl you get it from your ma-a-a-a-da
Ooh lala, lalalalalala girl you get it from your fa-dadadadada

[Musa] 
Maybe we can skip all the conversation,
We let it all lose
I bite my tongue cause I know that it’ll break me when you don’t feel like I’m telling you the truth
But I can’t lie
Girl you playing with fire now
Man im so locked in these days,
I aint finna write a song if I don’t get paid
Yeah id rather write a song about the truth, babe I wouldve stopped but I’m here
Got me singing like
Ooh lala lalalalala girl you’re playing with fire (x2) 

I don’t get too sentimental,
But for you baby I’ll sing you a song
My horoscope says that I’m gone die alone
Tryna keep my head up 
Glock or the barretta 
Promise you baby that none these 
I can change the weather 
You just stuck on my mind like lalalalala 
Baby I know it aint easy,
Me & you
you& me

Wakeup early morning hit that route I need a check
Til I get that backend, baby aint no relaxing 
Im too fly to walk, baby no I don’t take no fractions 
Bitch can’t touch my phone, she wrote her number on a napkin 
And im like oo Lala, lalalalalala girl you get it from your ma-a-a-a-da
Ooh lala, lalalalalala girl you get it from your fa-dadadadada

Oo lala (x2)

(Outro)




[legends never die]

rye balla + musa = oo lala (prod. musa + ktunes)

TikTok

the answer was in front of me
self prod

i've been hurting, all my life i spent uncertain
when the answer was in front of me
the answer was in front of me

and when i finally close the curtains,
will my life fulfill its purpose?
when the answer was in front of me
the answer was in front of me

thought it was hard to go,
i was too alone to turn my back
cause your heart was home
i knew it couldn't ever last
and i don't mean to be rude
but i left you in the past
it's not bout how i'm doing, yeah
i'm better than that

i can't fight it
all my life i tried to hide it
when the answer was in front of me
the answer was in front of me

and if you saw me again i know your stomach would ache
you'll never get into it, i know it's better this way
you know i don't like to talk, cause everytime i speak a thought you'd say 
i aint thinking straight
i aint thinking straight


thought it was hard to go,
i was too alone to turn my back
cause your heart was home
i knew it couldn't ever last
and i don't mean to be rude
but i left you in the past
it's not bout how i'm doing, yeah
i'm better than that

i've been hurting, all my life i spent uncertain
when the answer was in front of me
the answer was in front of me

one goddamn year stuck in my head
would never ever take back how i felt
in the worst ways, didn't care,
i had nothing else left to say anymore
anymore 

thought it was hard to go,
i was too alone to turn my back
cause your heart was home
i knew it couldn't ever last
and i don't mean to be rude
but i left you in the past
it's not bout how i'm doing, yeah
i'm better than that

i can't fight it
all my life i tried to hide it
when the answer was in front of me
the answer was in front of me


and when i finally close the curtains,
will my life fulfill its purpose?
when the answer was in front of me
the answer was in front of me

your heart was my home

as above, so below
prod. me & lunamatic 

i know she makes you happy, bet she does everything you want
& I know I could be dramatic but you had me sitting wasting months 
Can’t tell if it's balance, you told me more than once
I’ll always say yes to a challenge, let me know and I’ll be gone

Can’t help but think that I am falling behind
Cause the weight of the world feels mine
& it’s harder to move
when no one really cares like they used to and–

half of them don’t see me as a friend, so why should i let their shit go over my head? 
this shit ain’t a trend, i made one simple promise to the people I protected
So where would you go?
Cause I’m done keeping the secret, in reality, yeah, everyone knows 
No you dont know the weight of it
icantbelievetheyletyougetaway
it’s a shame i know that they’ll find out one day

It’s like looking out from the inside
Will we ever work? You say in time
if I try to speak, then my lungs cave in and if I hold my breath, yeah I might die 

(Break)

i know she makes you happy, bet she does everything you want
& I know I could be dramatic but you had me sitting wasting months 
Can’t tell if it’s balance, you told me more than once
Ill always to say yes to a challenge

Yeah

Fuck allegiances and the bullshit
You say that I’ll be 'free' in the mold that I 'should fit'
I see you pay your grievances to a culprit 
Then turn and try to be me, but bitch I’m the blueprint 
I’m tired and uncertain of those I surround with
& I was the bigger person when I stuck around them 
To me it was concerning how you’d doubt a victim
But won’t call yourself a coward 
I ain’t good I’m pissed off 

the requiem

just breathe:
prod mix master by me

special shoutout to shy & cris 

------
you said that if everything moves too quick, you would just want to fade away
like i haven't waited for months for you to go away
& honestly i cant hold up this weight all on my shoulders anymore 
cause when i push it back, my arms would crumble to the floor

yeah the moon looks so bright when it's full at night
i just stare until i'm feeling teary-eyed
& i'm just falling short when i always try
but say you're with me now

yeah the things we need in life are hard to find
cause we would have to say what's on our mind
the funny thing is that you tell me there ain't nothing i can do to make things right

(it's a special thing indeed, the only thing that can cure your sickness...)

can someone understand me instead of trying to minimize?
folded and i panicked at the thought of you not in my life
the problem with me is that i lie when i say i'm really fine
it's cold and apathetic, the thought of it is upsetting 
& i've fallen over, standing, holding onto the end of a rope
the garden that we planted grew to wilt, with the heart as the source
the song we used to sing every June made it even harder for finally letting go
cause i was scared of how to steer the course

you said that if everything moves too quick, you would just want to fade away
like i haven't waited for months for you to go away
& honestly i cant hold up this weight all on my shoulders anymore 
cause when i push it back, my arms would crumble to the floor

*breathe*
(you will suffer, your loved ones will suffer, it's like a curse!) 

the things we need in life are hard to find
cause we would have to say what's on our mind
the funny thing is that you tell me there ain't nothing i can do to make things right

(i killed myself for love)
just say you're with me now
(killed myself for love) 
baby just tell me that you're with me now

i saw you less & i felt a way 
it's everything i'm scared of, and it's happening
if only death could do us part, i'd find a way to restart
and though silence is comfortable, i need clarity to cleanse my heart
cause i aint think we're gonna change our thoughts & the way we are
yeah the way we are

*break*

(breathe, just breathe)

you said that if everything moves too quick, you would just want to fade away
like i haven't waited for months for you to go away
& honestly i cant hold up this weight all on my shoulders anymore 
cause when i push it back, my arms would crumble to the floor

september 29th, 2023

wrote this with my good friends @blestjones and @bur-hunter
blessings, we <3 u

Stream: https://levelmusic.lnk.to/Blessings

MUSA:
https://instagram.com/prodmusa
https://www.facebook.com/prodmusa
https://twitter.com/prodmusa

BLEST JONES:
https://instagram.com/blestjones
https://www.facebook.com/blestjonesmusic
https://twitter.com/BlestJones

BURR:
https://instagram.com/shlumpburr
https://www.facebook.com/barry.hunter.58
https://twitter.com/yoburrdaddy

Free DL <3

Musa & Blest Jones - Blessings (ft. Barry Hunter)

when big homie @seancahillmusic sent me the original demo, i knew straight off that we were in the midst of something rlly dope. almost a year later, and after passing the project back and forth many times, we managed to finish this track while still never meeting in person (shoutout the internet baby!)

with that, here's our remix of In My Mind– we hope u love it as much as we did making it <3

SEAN CAHILL:
soundcloud.com/seancahillmusic
instagram.com/seancahill
twitter.com/seancahillmusic
facebook.com/seancahillmusic

MUSA:
instagram.com/prodmusa
www.facebook.com/prodmusa
twitter.com/prodmusa

Sean Cahill & Musa - In My Mind

april fools new music! 
made a song with my friends @blestjones and @blushwav
a classic nyc luv story 

hope u enjoy(& find luv)
#SCFIRST #GETMOREPLAYS

follow musa:
https://instagram.com/prodmusa
https://twitter.com/prodmusa
https://facebook.com/prodmusa
https://soundcloud.com/prodmusa

follow blest:
https://instagram.com/blestjones
https://facebook.com/blest.jones.1
https://twitter.com/blestjones/
https://soundcloud.com/blestjones

follow blush. :
https://instagram.com/blush.wav/
https://twitter.com/blushwav
https://soundcloud.com/blushwav

mixed/mastered: musa

                                                       ~lyrics~

(blest)
i’ve been extending
my love and affection
to you I’m so selfish, nah–

i’ve been expressing
how you be so distant
just please get the message now

(blest & blush.)
when i come to u
you fall back
say I’m so
caught up in myself
i’m off that
baby to tell u the truth
you ain’t all that
it’s more than just payback
cause you owe me more

(blest)
yeah I’m a fool for u
i get so confused by everything u do
tell me what you wanted i was down for you
a toy u just threw out when i was old and used

yeah i'm a –

(drop)

(blush.)
excuse my correction
don't get my intention
i'm lacking attention
start fresh like invention

apologies to my next one
wonder why my heart frozen
all this ice got my chokin'
always last one chosen

got me itching i'm tied up
now it's different, your times up
told you that i loved you
but it's not that simple

(blest & blush.)
when i come to u
you fall back
say I’m so
caught up in myself
i’m off that
baby to tell u the truth
you ain’t all that
it’s more than just payback
cause you owe me more

(blest)
yeah I’m a fool for u
i get so confused by everything u do
tell me what you wanted i was down for you
a toy u just threw out when i was old and used
yeah i'm a –

(drop)

i'm a fool, yeah
cause I'm a fool–

(blest)
i'm a
fool for you
fool for you
a fool for you
i'm a fool for u...

fool

FREE DL <3

musa + blest jones = fool (w/ blush.)

trust, let go
this is the future

prod: @prodmusa & @gilletary
mixed/mastered: @prodmusa
artwork: @silcrowmusic

[PREMIERE]: https://dancingastronaut.com/2020/08/musa-gilletary-take-listeners-to-wonderland/

stream <3: https://musa.fanlink.to/wondersmart

PLEASE WEAR A MASK :)ALL MY HOMIES WEAR MASKS :) 

ooof! i even put together a lil' sum sum for all my producer homies out there. i packed in over 20 drums, melodies, one-shots, and loops inspired by the song into a very spicy, FREE, sample pack! download the Wonderland Sample Pack here: https://bit.ly/WONDERPACK

Download the MP3: https://bit.ly/WONDERMP33
Download the WAV: https://bit.ly/WONDERWAVV

BPM: 142
Key: Fmin/C#maj

🎈Musa
⇲ @prodmusa
⇲ https://www.instagram.com/prodmusa
⇲ https://www.tiktok.com/@tokmusa
⇲ https://www.facebook.com/prodmusa 
⇲ twitter.com/prodmusa
⇲ https://open.spotify.com/artist/4YNFxyTiP2AS188pQ2eKQE?si=khRIHB_2Rh6p9eUJ3354Fg

🎈Gilletary
⇲ @gilletary
⇲ https://www.instagram.com/gilletary
⇲ https://twitter.com/gilletary
⇲ https://open.spotify.com/artist/290KjeKsydQ1v0NRumFRNa?si=vWrbpZK3SvOKU9wY13zPkg

Wonderland

FREE DL (SC ONLY <3)

Musa, Gilletary – Wonderland

time does not wait

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