you're so goddamn handsome and beautiful big beautiful brown eyes empath

grrrr x3

featuring:
@saoirsedream
@prodmusa
@can-of-bliss

produced by:
@can-of-bliss
@musicbyrift

TENSIONNN

I ran home cuz I thought I was fired
And man all these joints are tired
And I said “wait” I was waiting for a serenade
Tell me everything about your damn day
Lay me out front if you threw a grenade
So why?
Do I seem distracted to you?
It’s beautiful to lay awake in my eyes

So watch it all be enough for you to take in
Watch it all be enough for you to let in
I tried to face the great divide
It only tired me out

11.6.23

The Great Divide

browser breaker

i wish i’d get a letter
but does it really work like that?
why do i want it so bad?

i wish i could sing better
but it doesn’t work out like that
why do i want it so bad?

i was dreaming i was spending
new years with you on the couch
watching tv and holding hands with
fireworks firing out

and if i’m with you, i’d be near too much
can’t believe i was confused for months
now i’m so easy to take over,
we would both agree

dress for winter boy
see you in red and olive green

i wish i’d get a letter
does it really work like that?
why do i want it so bad?

i wish i could sing better
but it doesn’t work out like that
why do i want it so bad?

just some form of confession
of any form

get a letter

https://ffm.to/basalt 

cover art by noah greene https://temberl.in/

everything is different now
_________________________________

blood it crusts the mantle, sequence in stairs

tephra crests the marrow, applique if she cared

but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me i won't open wide
but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me and i'm terrified

and i told you that day, and the rust fell that may,
and the ash coned and the steel groaned saw your visage through the smoke one last time
now it's unrequited, wasn't your onus, thank god you were honest
I'll hull to the harbor i won't surrender what i had promised, won't embed it against you
but nothing can change the fact that i trust you
and nothing can change the fact that i love you

stare at the asphalt, refuse to bloom

won't cherish the basalt, a pyrrhic sige there 
backstitch the petiole, oblique she's the heir 

wading through traft bullaces solely reverie

can't rathe to rue it's ellipsis, who are we?

but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me magma hit my eyes
but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me and i'm terrified

faltered all at once the walls i'd woven pylons corrallings,

the fumaroles atoned it billowed oxidized recoiled on hem, i'm still terrified

but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me whither watch it writhe
but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me whither watch it writhe
but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me and i'm terrified

vain to scrape the tungsten, abjured alloy, but I'm just like them, no I'm just like them




contains vocal samples by https://www.youtube.com/@SouliaSora

basalt

[NOTE] Due to SoundCloud copyright issues the audio file has been pitched up 50 cents

https://evangeline.info

Produced, written and performed by Evangeline
lyrics: https://genius.com/Evangeline-au-end-of-life-lyrics

End-of-life

with @9nasu
i used the fly in the wind
i used to sing with all of my friends
but suddenly i descend

you don't wanna see this
when i don't feel like breathing
and when i close my eyes
i can barely catch sleep
i can barely feel

i won't waste your time
i won't be online
i’m trying to make it right
i'll still be home

i know it will be just fine
know i can't go, no i can't forget you
i know it will be just fine
know i can't go, no i can't just run away

i used the fly in the wind
i used to sing with all of my friends

i'll make it alright
find me home, i know it will be just fine
know i can't go, no i can't forget you
i know it will be just fine
know i can't go

when i don't feel like breathing
and when i close my eyes
i can barely catch sleep
i can barely feel

i won't waste your time
i won't be online
i’m trying to make it right
i'll still be on

i'll still be alright
i know it will be just fine
know i can't go, no i can't forget you
i know it will be just fine
no i can't go

mourning dove with nasu

prod/art by me :D
vox by me + @cmten !!!

[ @marshall4 ]
there’s something about u that’s got me obsessed, yeah
you’ve taken up space in my brain
whenever i see u, the people you talk to
i can’t stop, it causes me pain
try and talk to me, say it’s not right to keep doing what i started
i didn’t take the hint, but i took an uber down to ur apartment 
got my face going red, and my senses are numb
i stumbled over to ur bathroom and threw up in the tub

because u got me up all night
blowing up ur line
this has got to be the best day of my life
feel the rush and high
when you respond in time
this has got to be the best day of my life 
because u got me up all night
blowing up ur line
this has got to be the best day of my life
feel the rush and high
when you respond in time
this has got to be the best day of my life

[ @cmten ]
Try me
Oh, baby I wouldn’t do that
Hittin me up just to be a doormat
Let’s try this shit in a different format
Mismatch
Hiding 
Underneath messages that I sent you 
When I was fucked up inside my bedroom
I’ll leave the door open baby come through 
I’m too 
Fed up to deal with the shit that I’ve been 
Thinking about all the fucking timing
Got to the point that I don’t even like this
Got to the point that I don’t even like-
Would you say that I could be there for you if I 
Changed up everything about myself I’m
Waiting for a text at 2am I
Don’t think I can do this anymore now

[ @marshall4 ]
because u got me up all night
blowing up ur line
this has got to be the best day of my life
feel the rush and high
when you respond in time
this has got to be the best day of my life 
because u got me up all night
blowing up ur line
this has got to be the best day of my life
feel the rush and high
when you respond in time
this has got to be the best day of my life

[@marshall4 + @cmten ]
just give me a chance
my worlds in your hands
I don’t understand why u won’t even try
To confront me, to look me in the eye
I swear that I lied [What if this is where it ends up? Pace around in circles gone numb]
I don’t wanna pry [Time is passing slowly lately, Memories they tend to fade away again ]
Burrowed into my mind, make me ur parasite [I said I’d never be the guy that I’ve always hated]
Drag me into the night
No you just couldn’t take it
You just couldn’t, no

[ @marshall4 ]
because u got me up all night
blowing up ur line
this has got to be the best day of my life
feel the rush and high
when you respond in time
this has got to be the best day of my life 
because u got me up all night
blowing up ur line
this has got to be the best day of my life
feel the rush and high
when you respond in time
this has got to be the best day of my life

stream <3

up all night (w/ CMTEN)

i can't be caught saying this with my boys in the room
but im never gonna let you go
a stupid thought's all it takes to devoid what you do
no im never gonna let you go
my love ain't the evil, i'd share my world between us
you're scared to lose that shit but i'm not
i'm yours don't you see that the space between us is killing me
i won't lose sight of my worth

full album may 21st

I won't lose sight of my worth

thank you @tevinmichaelr for support and help :>


you have got it figured out
what’s this transformation about 
i wish i knew what you knew
i wish i do what you do
maybe casual and in passing
but i reckon i’m just wasting too much time

and now, would i make you my boo thing
and you’re asking me why like you’re clueless
cuz i got feelings and the truth is
i want you to be mine
so stop playing around with me
my hearts breaking can’t you see
all the love you want, i’d give it to you
but when it’s my turn, you’re acting brand new 

what can i do, if i’m not the one
do you rather want me on the road, if i’m not the one

think i could be your boyfriend
the one who’s too afraid to sing
cuz i see you often 
trying to do the same thing, as me
waiting for you to ask me
the part that i could have played
that i could have played 

and now, would i make you my boo thing
and you’re asking me why like you’re clueless
cuz i got feelings and the truth is
i want you to be mine
so stop playing around with me
my hearts breaking can’t you see
all the love you want, i’d give it to you
but when it’s my turn, you’re acting brand new 

i can do better, be better

brand new

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