lumberyard

https://spiritofariel.com

i've been dreaming of you inside my bed
if you call me up would i wake up now?
well you chose another good guy instead
and i'm over it and all of that but i miss you now

i want you to see me as someone you can reach when i'm in your head
i'm holding myself cuz i'm lonely as hell and i only see you in my dreams

i've been dreaming of you inside my bed
if you call me up would i wake up now?
well you chose another good guy instead
and i'm over it and all of that but i miss you now

i want you to see me as someone you can reach when i'm in your head
i'm holding myself cuz i'm lonely as hell and i only see you in my dreams

i've been dreaming of you inside my bed
if you call me up would i wake up now?
well you chose another good guy instead
and i'm over it and all of that but i miss you now

don't fret if it wasn't the world we thought it would be
don't panic if you think it's the end
we're gonna make it out taking effort one day at a time
it's gonna be ours in a matter of time
i've been dreaming dreaming dreaming

i've been dreaming of you inside my bed
if you call me up would i wake up now?
well you chose another good guy instead
and i'm over it and all of that but i miss you now

11.16.22

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Dream Analysis

produced by musa and @t0rr
writen by musa and torr
mixed & mastered by musa 

lyrics
(torr! musa)

[musa]
dying to know,
dying to know
it's the weight i hold, and it's pulling me under 

dying to know,
dying to know
that i'm only here for a purpose


i feel like i'm walking a thin line
i don't know where i go or how i ended here
and when i feel like you are next to me i have nothing to fear
and don't cry baby you can say you meant it, and justify my tears
and you're right next to me but i'm alone yeah i'm alone 

[torr]
i saw the light, and it lead me to the corner
can you call this life, hanging right off of the border
we could travel time, and rearrange the order
but i might just die before the 2nd quarter

we'll both be close to 40 soon
what are you looking for, where to?
i think i'm running out of time to be alive
i been looking back at the question

i like, you'll do, you like me too
beyond being a part of you
i been a bastard to you too, i'm sorry

[musa]
sunlight,
i feel i'm missing, 
from my pores
feel like i need to go out more
and they say that if i do that i'll find someone 
and if i'm telling you the truth i'm always someone's lesson
i'm cynical, now
but i thought that i was wiser
no friend, person, or entity to say that you admire 


dying to know,
dying to know
it's the weight i hold, and it's pulling me under 

dying to know,
dying to know
that i'm only here for a person that won't show

[torr]
one more tattoo upon your face
you pray to god that it won't fade 
away this time
you pray your parents pay no mind
we been avoiding every hard fact
sleeping on the tarmac 
knew that it was different when you gave me my guitar back
every-time i heart back, 
you don't wanna start that
in the fast lane redacting, baby

[musa] 
jet-lag doesn't explain the fact that i'm so tired
caffeine, nicotine, oh god i'm fucking wired
pushing back to my old ways, why am i acting like i'm wiser?
no friend, person, or entity to call or to admire

dying to know,
dying to know
it's the weight i hold, and it's pulling me under 

dying to know,
dying to know
that i'm only here for a person that 
(what are you waiting for?)
won't show

.. won't change, oh

the weight i hold (with torr)

written & prod musa
mixed: soupandreas and musa
mastered: soupandreas

lyrics:
this world starts spinning and it don't stop spinning,
all i see is red when i'm falling down
and i'm scared we're just gon' make a mess
and let our words digress 
and leave no dividends


they say that i talk a lot,
but every-time I try to speak my chest locks up from the thoughts
i mean it’s part of questioning my mama said that i'm wrong 
left home at 17 I think, would she love me if I fall?
oh how i've grown very tall…
yeah & back when u asked if I had ever wondered
whether or not i was a man 
thought I was scared of who i am, heart breaks again and again
while i'm just sitting on your bed,
i don't know what the point of it is but i don't want you to stop

i'm a believer in cause & effect
a savior and causer of death
escape but i fall from the fence
home is a long way out but i'll just race until i'm calling the bets
stalling to pay off my debts
failing to keep you in mind

this world starts spinning and it don't stop spinning,
all i see is red when i'm falling down
and i'm scared we're just gon' make a mess
and let our words digress 
and leave no dividends

crashing like ocean waves
manic emotional states
faith, i give innocently
care when i'm minutes late
fight back when i know that you were right
cause the consequences of knowing everything you could've seen if you just stayed by my side
oh
baby just quit meddling 
adrenaline course through my veins, my nerves are just twisting up, in 
and then you look at me with eyes, distract me from listening
i aint seen you in a min, coping is harder than gin
& its off in a minute 
oh
they say that i talk a lot,
but every-time I try to speak my chest locks up from the thoughts
i mean it’s part of questioning my mama said that i'm wrong 
left home at 17 I think, would she love me if I fall?
oh how i've grown very tall…
yeah & back when u asked if I had ever wondered
whether or not i was a man 
thought I was scared of who i am, heart breaks again and again
while i'm just sitting on your bed,
made of boxes as your frames, and we laid there all night


this world starts spinning and it don't stop spinning,
all i see is red when i'm falling down
and i'm scared we're just gon' make a mess
and let our words digress 
and leave no dividends

spotlight
coming in hot
a yellow flash is all it takes I see you when i meditate ’til you beeline
you always do
there’s no rational for you staying
so irrational for you to think I wouldn’t

go for all the second dates the morning after
I wonder what the fuq i said
to make you get up and leave

take my place
for now i need a minute

take my place
before i make you leave and throw it all away (yeah)
take my place
and we can call it even
read my face
i wish i was dreaming
it’s all on me
you threw it all away

well I’m not gonna force it
telling horror stories
i couldn’t show you love in a purgatory now i see it
it’s all transitory
if its a yellow-white flash, it’s an allegory i wonder what it takes
i’ll settle for my fate
but i wouldn’t let you wait
you sighed from my mistakes


i wonder what i would be doing if it wasn’t for you
hiding from the truth is all i’ll ever do
ah fuq! i wish i said to you
‘no please don’t get up and leave’

take my place
for now i need a minute
take my place
before i make you leave and throw it all away (yeah)
take my place
and we can call it even
read my face
i wish i was dreaming
it’s all on me
you threw it all away
yeah

and i stay lit
just a little bit
too long cause i wanna catch a glimpse of it you said you didn’t know me anymore no you said you didn’t know me
it’s my fault you let me go

It's my fault you let me go

lyrics https://genius.com/Wishlane-attempt-to-disagree-lyrics

inspired by
https://soundcloud.com/thatcherblackwood/achromatopsia
https://soundcloud.com/underscores/gunk
https://soundcloud.com/iamnovoamor/seneca

attempt to disagree

lyrics https://genius.com/Wishlane-pulling-at-threads-lyrics

inspired by
https://soundcloud.com/clovehitch/compass
https://soundcloud.com/defsharp/selective-morality-1
https://soundcloud.com/janeremover/be-back-soon

pulling at threads

heaven protects the queen
written by: musa
prod: musa + st1cks + BLVZE + hennenbeats
mixed by: st1cks & musa
mastered by: st1cks

lyrics: 
baby these scars too deep 
now my only compass is responsibility yeah
moving all the pieces
she said
“i’m checking to prove to you heaven protects the queen”
and when the mirror falls
would you try to sweep the glass as your apology?
ay 
this no complaint it’s confession 
borderline hate and attention 
i stay your favorite obsession
you say I crave it all

(break) 

I could never fly alone yeah
I just really tried to let go
say goodnight baby I won’t see you at home 
Yeah 
right me when I’m wrong and
Miss me when I’m gone 
ay
I, already knew before it started 
I, promise I tried my hardest 
Goodbye, baby im gon’ leave you alone
Yeah 
dnd my phone 
you gon’ miss me when im gone
ay

baby these scars too deep 
now my only compass is responsibility yeah
moving all the pieces
she said
“i’m checking to prove to you heaven protects the queen”
and when the mirror falls
would you try to sweep the glass as your apology?
ay 
this no complaint it’s confession 
borderline hate and attention 
i stay your favorite obsession
you say I crave it all

how u tell me that u love me and you switch up
act fucking different when you feel like it's convenient 
bloodshot eyes
you can see my crooked smile
i'm alright
sorry if i take a while
(haha)
idk what was said i'm not remembering
couped up, down in my basement had no rent for weeks
cooler now,
2020 got the best of me
all good now, want you to change don't take it lightly

baby these scars too deep 
now my only compass is responsibility yeah
moving all the pieces
she said
“i’m checking to prove to you heaven protects the"
(Queen)
and when the mirror falls
would you try to sweep the glass as your apology?
ay 
this no complaint it’s confession 
borderline hate and attention 
i stay your favorite obsession
you say I crave it all
(drop)

stalemate (prod. musa + st1cks + BLVZE)

Produced by Soutjay & Cole Calico
Guitar Solo by Soutjay
Cover art: picture by Stoney art by Azucena @azuu.cena (IG)

Lyrics:

Chorus (Cole Calico)
you tell me you didn't know what I had in mind
then you said "give it all up, know where to draw the line"
you had me running in circles trying to live a lie
I couldnt catch my breath enough to save my life
theres something running at me in the shape of you
and when it hit me I fell so hard I spit out the truth
had me searching for nothing I didnt have a clue
I couldnt come up with anything but a bad excuse

Verse 1 (Cole Calico)
been so spaced out, I've been hiding my face now
I've been keeping my head down,
if I see you might pass out
don't know what I'm talking about
I just keep running my mouth
saw you headin straight at me I couldn't make a sound
and I keep getting closer,
but I don't think I'll get my closure
and I blew my cover
I just keep on thinking it'll all be over
as soon as you see my face
you say I didn't come the way you wanted
take off running at a moments notice
collided with me I could feel my heart stop
and now you're leaving me here lying on the asphalt now

Chorus:
""

Verse 2 (Wishlane)
well I think somebody's under my bed
a blown fuse corroding me out of my head
and god how I'd love to keep playing pretend
but I let my whole damn life go to waste instead
and by now that's probably what you expect
I'll let you give me a bullet before I give myself respect
escaping my own detection
I'm fiending for self rejection
deciphering my own message
and siphoning things that I can't be

Bridge (Wishlane)
I just wanna love it all the same x4

Outro (Cole Calico)
I couldn't come up with anything but a bad excuse x2

Bad Excuse feat. wishlane

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VICTIM - corefish, alkyl, thatcherblackwood, MXJIA, & oldcollin

Hello Miss America!

lyrics:
Well hello miss America!
I'm not the prettiest boy you've seen i know
but I been tryna fix it though
ill show 
that it hurts when I stay broke 
in my 
memories when I wanna die
but someone tells me why?
that its hard to cry
in my mind
I never wanna lie
then maybe its my fault
I wanted this way to long
babe I'm tryna be free
but how do in everything
cause maybe I don't want to talk
cause I been up for to damn long
and how I want
it if u got it now
I just wanna know if u will
love miss America
you
love
 miss America do you
love 
miss America you
don't have to love like I do
love
miss America
you love 
miss America do you
love me America do you
love, love
but America 
what you do to her
don't guide her never change
not America
someone different
no your so much
more to me
do it all again
nothing different
but my body feels insane
miss America
do you love the night
are you waited time
just to feel alright
I just wanna see
something in your eyes
don't wanna wait for my breathe
miss America 
are you here tonight
I don't know what do
feel like I'm dying
if its all my fault 
hope that your alright
hope that ill be
loved
miss America
you
love miss america do you
love 
miss america you
don't have to love like i do
love
miss America
you love 
miss America do you
love me America do you
love, love

Miss America

time does not wait

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stalemate (prod. musa + st1cks + BLVZE)

Musa

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