Cool Stuff

the thought of u is so heavy now 

lyrics🎈:

...and i still have their bed
with the little plush toys that come with it
just get out my head
like am i fucking serious?

what a fucking joke,
and to think i could've fucking opened up myself to them
but im so fucking avoidant

it’s been like 6 whole months,
and for some reason i think tomorrow that they'll hit me up
i just dont speak, i hold my tongue, when i should've spoken up 
especially when it means the most
proudly pushing everything, i shouldn't speak, i couldn't keep the peace 
and now i'm on my own

time don't wait for no one, no one
and every time i think of you i frown
yeah my eyes open wide for no one, no one
and the thought of you is so heavy now 

could've been the most
and a part of me wishes everything never happened at all
all the things left unsaid
probably pushed you away
how tf we weren't a thing when you were with me like all the time?
2 months just flying by

it's been like 6 whole months,
and for some reason i think tomorrow that they'll hit me up
i just dont speak, i hold my tongue, when i should've spoken up 
especially when it means the most
proudly pushing everything, i shouldn't speak, i couldn't keep the peace 
and now i'm on my own

yeah it's pretty cruel just slowly fading
yeah u leave me clues can't pick up baby
do u really think i wasn't this way? my mind always hates me
yeah my eyes are open wide but my heart colder than frozen

and i guess it's my fault too?
still have your plants in my living room
water them twice a week
and i tell them nice things
hope u know, despite everything
i'm wishing you well (and if you ask)
yeah im fine just as well

6 whole months,
and for some reason i think tomorrow that they'll hit me up
i just don't speak, i hold my tongue, when i should've spoken up 
especially when it means the most
proudly pushing everything, i shouldn't speak, i couldn't keep the peace 
and now i'm on my own

(...shit)
time don't wait for no one, no one
and every time i think of you i frown
yeah my eyes open wide for no one, no one
and the thought of you is so heavy now 

yeah it's pretty cruel just slowly fading
yeah u leave me clues can't pick up baby
do u really think i wasn't this way? my mind always hates me
yeah my eyes are open wide but my heart colder than frozen

haha


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@prodmusa [everywhere]
@soupandreas

freeacapella4remixes<3

hey i'm in texas, do u wanna hang/talk? (prod. soupandreas)

ANOTHER thirds flip i knoooooooow

https://soundcloud.com/korewakosu/thirds

jersey is so much fun omg

05

I know you're not alone
Well I know it's all interpretation and correlation
Oh have you seen it
I feel the heat on my skin from the sun
But I can't help but asking

Yeah so 
Why
So now I'm stuck in the desert and
I saw the serpent and the treasure
Now am I stuck here forever
Why
So now I'm stuck in the desert and
I saw the serpent and the treasure
Now am I stuck here forever

Well now I've realised
I can't just walk around with closed eyes
Get a grip of yourself
I know you're scared
Let's look at the semantics
I know I'm so pedantic
It's all perspective, it won't ruin my vision
We've gotta stop with all this indecision

I see it all the time (okay)
I can't believe I didn't notice you
And I won't hesitate anymore
Action over reaction
And I won't play pretend anymore

Yeah so 
Why
So now I'm stuck in the desert and
I saw the serpent and the treasure
Now am I stuck here forever
Why
So now I'm stuck in the desert and
I saw the serpent and the treasure
Now am I stuck here forever

the desert

i guess i'm homesick

⭐️ lyrics:

Lock myself in my room again
When I'm alone I can play pretend
That you're with me, laying in my bed
I guess some things are better left unsaid
You don't know how much I miss you
What more can I do?
I just wanna kiss you again and again, and again

I miss my room, I miss my bed
I guess I'm homesick
Nowhere to hide inside my head (Gotta get used to it)
These demons get into my brain
I'll make a deal with them
I'm taking pills, I'm taking hits
'Till I can't feel a thing

I miss my room, I miss my bed
I guess I'm (homesi-)
Nowhere to hide inside my head (Gotta get used to it)
These demons get into my brain
I'll make a deal with them
I'm taking pills, I'm taking hits
'Till I can't feel a thing

But I feel guilty for staying inside on a nice day
Guilty for going outside on a weekday
Gave up, I'm staying in bed for the whole day
Put on a smile even when I'm not okay

But I feel guilty for staying inside on a nice day
Guilty for going outside on a weekday
Gave up, I'm staying in bed for the whole day
Put on a smile even when I'm not okay

I miss my room, I miss my bed
I guess I'm homesick
Nowhere to hide inside my head (Gotta get used to it)
These demons get into my brain
I'll make a deal with them
I'm taking pills, I'm taking hits
'Til I can't feel a thing

I miss my room, I miss my bed
I guess I'm (homesi-)
Nowhere to hide inside my head (Gotta get used to it)
These demons get into my brain
I'll make a deal with them
I'm taking pills, I'm taking hits
'Til I can't feel a thing

homesick

stream

i'll do what it takes
111, my debut album, out now
prod. @st1cksyea @soupandreas and myself
mix/mastered: @soupandreas

official music video directed by @thisissully_ : 
https://youtu.be/uyH7R_G_8JA

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lyrics:
don’t know what to do until i’m face to face with everything that i just couldn’t get over last year  
and maybe it’s the wrong sentiment
can’t admit that i’m scared just to say
that i really missed you

will I ever see you again?
yeah i just do what i think it takes
what would I say to amend?
apologies are my own offense
i saw the stars in your eyes
and in a moment everything was fine
can’t help how you sit surprised
just cause i done found myself now

and everything i say is just whispers in the moment!
something’s telling me that i wont see you again
growing up i realized that i'm just my only opponent 
i could take a train i would walk through every mile

i feel u tuggin’ and pulling 
in my head stumbling footings
i wear these scars on my body like i’m just covered in bullets
lost when i’m winning again
you said you’d change but you couldn’t 
only opposition is my self-demise

front flipping into a concrete wall!
feels real nice, watch the back-drop fall
cause your sorrow’s inviting 
with this i’ll solve it in writing
these days i’m lacking excitement
feel free to call (me up)

will I ever see you again?
yeah i just do what i think it takes
what would i say to amend?
apologies are my own offense
i saw the stars in your eyes
and in a moment everything was fine
can’t help how you sit surprised
just cause i done found myself 

something tells me it’ll be a while
maybe for a minute, i’d pick up if you dialed
i could take a train i would walk through every mile
if you said okay i would fucking reconcile things with you

i’m feeling lost in the moment
quickly forming codependencies it’s all we’ve got
by the time I knew just how to judge your motives
now it’s too late and i’m really scared of growing up

(x2)

(will i ever) see you again?
yeah i just do what i think it takes
what would I say to amend?
apologies are my own offense
i saw the stars in your eyes
and in a moment everything was fine
can’t help how you sit surprised
just cause i done found myself

crash test dummy

music video :)

crash test dummy (prod. st1cks, soupandreas, musa)

spotlight
coming in hot
a yellow flash is all it takes I see you when i meditate ’til you beeline
you always do
there’s no rational for you staying
so irrational for you to think I wouldn’t

go for all the second dates the morning after
I wonder what the fuq i said
to make you get up and leave

take my place
for now i need a minute

take my place
before i make you leave and throw it all away (yeah)
take my place
and we can call it even
read my face
i wish i was dreaming
it’s all on me
you threw it all away

well I’m not gonna force it
telling horror stories
i couldn’t show you love in a purgatory now i see it
it’s all transitory
if its a yellow-white flash, it’s an allegory i wonder what it takes
i’ll settle for my fate
but i wouldn’t let you wait
you sighed from my mistakes


i wonder what i would be doing if it wasn’t for you
hiding from the truth is all i’ll ever do
ah fuq! i wish i said to you
‘no please don’t get up and leave’

take my place
for now i need a minute
take my place
before i make you leave and throw it all away (yeah)
take my place
and we can call it even
read my face
i wish i was dreaming
it’s all on me
you threw it all away
yeah

and i stay lit
just a little bit
too long cause i wanna catch a glimpse of it you said you didn’t know me anymore no you said you didn’t know me
it’s my fault you let me go

It's my fault you let me go

the music he plays makes me want to drive off of a bridge, it's just not for me i guess

he's driving but i won't stop messing with the radio

https://spiritofariel.com

we're all gonna die

10.10.22

we're all gonna die

Chatblanc

[Intro: (Ethan Justice), (Ryan Hall), han.irl]
"Oh my God, that fucking sounded sick"
"Just, here, here ya go...
There's a different version of us that's also a different person"
"Ah this is so much fun now!
I just put my hydroflask down
And it feels like 20 pounds was just lifted off from my body
She's a runner she's a track star
If I had anything to say to my future self it would
Probably be... uhh fuck money... get bitches"

[Verse 1: Atlas in Motion]
You remind me of the sunrise
Only ever see you on a bad night
Interrupt my blue with your bright light
Creep in through my window
Everything’s alright
Gonna be just fine everything’s alright

[Chorus: Atlas in Motion & han.irl]
(Thought it would be fun but it fucked me up)
(Thought it was kinda fun but it fucked me up)
(Thought it would be fun but it fucked me up)

[Interlude: (Ryan Hall) & han.irl]
"I'll take a video I'll take a video for you for later"
"han what the fuck..."
"where'd the music go, wait?"

[Refrain: han.irl]
Shit how'd another summer end?
Can you hit me up I'm running out of patience?
Shit, maybe we could try again?
And I'll call instead of looking through your playlist

[Verse 2: han.irl]
Wait-wait–
How'd we fade out so fast?
Didn't think you'd leave me in the dark like that
Had me flying so high now my ego crashed
Staying up listening to Call Me Back
Thought it'd be fun, but it fucked me up
Now I'm running out of time
Running out of luck, but it's alright
Everything's alright... Everything's alright?
Alright? alright? al- al-

[Chorus: han.irl]
Thought it would be fun but it fucked me up
Thought it would be fun but it fucked me up
Thought it would be fun but it fucked me up
Thought it would be fun but it fucked me up
Thought it would be fun but it fucked me up

[Refrain: han.irl & Atlas in Motion]
Shit how'd another summer end?
Can you hit me up I'm running out
Running out of patience?
Shit, maybe we could try again?
And I'll call instead of looking through your playlists?
Shit how'd another summer end?
Can you hit me up I'm running out of pavement?
Shit, maybe we could try again?
And I'll call instead of looking through your playlists?


[Outro: (Ryan Hall) & han.irl]
"This is crazy"
"This is so weird cause like I can imagine myself in the future pressing play on this voice memo to listen to it and hearing myself say the exact things that i'm saying right now in sequence of the way that i'm saying them in this second. So if you really think about it" "Woah this is really pretty""The past and the present and the future are all like... the same thing... 'dude this isssss' maybe not, maybe it's just..."

fmuuu (with atlas in motion)

venturing cover https://soundcloud.com/02_26_2001/in-the-dark

in the dark

yolo

олигарх

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tires on fire

Dynamix Open Submission 2019のために制作した楽曲です。

Transparent Colors

Illustrator : ひなすみれ
https://www.pixiv.net/artworks/68342469

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hey i'm in texas, do u wanna hang/talk? (prod. soupandreas)

Musa

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