please just make me your priority, i need you


lyrics: 
baby let me be your center of attention
please jsut tell me about the guy u didnt mention
i dont wanna hurt u, i dont want redemption
but when i needed u the most yea u were absent
yk that its hard for me to make it work out
and every single time u speak u make me crash out
idk whats wrong w me, ig we´ll find out
please just dont make me regret this
i wont hide now

baby let me be your hideout
yea u always make me wanna die now
i can nvr fix it, keep it quiet now
and now baby im thinking im the worst
im in desperse
gotta keep myself together even tho im hurt
i can nvr fix it yea u caught me at my worst
and idk why i stayed cuz i slowly lost myself

(silenthill 2 quote hihi)

baby let me be your center of attention
please jsut tell me about the guy u didnt mention
i dont wanna hurt u, i dont want redemption
but when i needed u the most yea u were absent
yk that its hard for me to make it work out
and every single time u speak u make me crash out
idk whats wrong w me, ig we´ll find out
please just dont make me regret this
i wont hide now
2x

center of attention (warheart)

I watched you from my car and saw you crawl upon her body in that dirty fucking room and boy i swear it drove me crazy
Biting on my lip to try and cut away the sound, yeah i know i fucked around but i swear im still ur baby
I know im stuck inside your vision when you fuck her, u wish that u could just forget and rip my stains out of ur covers
Do you ever stop to wonder if you make this shit too easy when you trick another pretty little bitch to think you love her

Im insecure every time i see a mirror
While ur telling me this shit im fucking holding back the tears
Wanna rip apart my body everytime i see you with her
Im a stupid little slut, and i should really dissapear
I could tell you everything you wanna hear
I could whisper all the stupid fkn bullshit in ur ear
Make you think a little, just enough to make u feel the fear
Think u wanna stay close? Couldnt even come near

You think that she"ll replace me? Huh
Talking shit but u still wanna date me
My hands are shaky, i could make u hate me
Break myself again really hoping you would praise me

I dont think ur ever gonna find her
U cant look away im the doll on ur grindr
You just wanna fuck me i see in eyes 
Im so sick of all the hiding, wanna feel alive 

Im your dirty little secret
Yeah u have ur reasons
Hiding me in public
God i feel i stinging
I think im needy
Twitching from the feeling
Cover up my mouth when you start to hear me breathing
I start to whimper biting back my tongue
Youre such a fucking mess when ur begging me to cum
Youre like a monster lappin up my blood
I dont wanna share, want u deep inside my lungs

insecure [darko]

@siliconflesh
@sshinju

imbed, my skin
let it fester
let it take me
etched on my skin
i wish no one
could look at me 
imbed, my skin
let it fester
let it take me
etched on my skin
u gotta help me
for my sake please

kms
im living in a stretcher
kms
what u say is always final
kms
sow me and make me lesser
kms
what u say is always final

pic by: @user-328807535

kms +siliconflesh [shinju]

MV OUT ON INSTAGRAM ! 

shoutout @spaceboyry for tha fye beat and @s0lemn for the ft

@haunted_sad
popped an oxy when im feelin ##down
crystalized hearts u n me were fallin out
anotha pill ima ##PROFESSIONALLONER
running back lookin 4 some closure
i was a loser i was comin down
popped anotha pill everytime u come around
dont talk to me bby i think that im fallin out
i aint not givin u anotha fkn chance

all of the words tht u fkn said
all of the words that u nvr meant
wish i could forget me ya im wishin i was ##dead
i thought tht i helped u but u jus left me dead
my life that im retrying u left me hollow too
u left me like a tragedy 
and now its haunting me
all of the past bby like what was wrong with me
ima #PROFESSIONALLONER looking4 closure

@s0lemn
yuh feel like ichigo im hollow
yuh ion wna c 2mrw
tell me can u luv me back
ik im always askin dat

im top 8 like myspace
gtf up out my face
g22 like getsuga 
shoot dat btch dey wont c ya
do ts for my fam do ts for my friends
talkn sht on tragedy
all u hear is blam

i didnt wna go back
not2 my old ways
im takin all my sadness
and turn it into rage
if i catch u atta spot
ur life will end tht day
mfrs think im playn
til im smokin whyhaze

ipopthesepillstrynaforgetu w/ s0lemn (spaceboyry) *MV OUT NOW*

prod @decago n @yashio20k

im #tryinguntilidie

lyrics: 
how am i gna try when i been feelin low ?
u were the one yeah u made me feel at home
i been sad how am i gna cope
i was jus always chasin back what we were

u left me always sading away everynight
remember all those days iwantedtodie
u ripped the soul outta me u ripped it out my life
u stabbed my heart down u left it in the dirt
i couldnt chase back everything we were
i couldnt fix all the problems tht we had
so imma runaway but im livin in the #past *imma runaway
i miss u baby layin in my arms

i wish bby yeah u nvr needed me
burning all the letters bby that i had 4 u
i crystalized all the tears tht i bled 4 u
u see i told u baby? i needed u more then u needed me
when u replaced me baby jus so easily
gun 2 my head wish i cld #forget it all
cause everytime i slip and fall kno tht i do wrong
u left me #hollow2thecore u nvr meant it

ya u jus nvr meant that
im #tryinguntilidie till im jus succeeding
i been high up bby 2 the ceiling *yeah yeah
baby i jus wanna die again

y-yeah i know tht u nvr needed me
u left me in the background jus so easily
and i was decaying straight from the start
and all the #scars tht i got up on my arm
all the tears i bled 4 u all those words i said
all those promises u made tht u nvr meant
im back in my head again jus wanna die again
put a bullet thru my head so i could forget it all

iminthislifeforonemoretry (yashio, decago)

murder scene (greyrock)

i do not know how i feel
everytime we talk yeah it never felt so real no
everytime we lie yeah it always make me feel wrong

i do not know what yo say
every single day i wake up with this pain 
i try to wash it all away
bleach my fucking skin but it always seems to stay

i dont really like to rush
everything was fast and we slowly fell in love
now im stuck here in the mud
taking all ur shit so my skins getting tough

@s0lemn

dope and drugs i take the best
i cant even rest oh my god im a mess
why u playin i know when ur faking 
you dont even wanna spark a conversation

xannies on my tongue bitch i dont wanna think right now
smokin loud pack i aint tryna hear u out
broken bitch im doping leave my heart open 
i cant even trust noone pussy on some hoe shit

i got too high not to flex up 
i almost die yeah i went cold 
im just tryna die quick what u want from me
yeah u can have it all but u dont need me
i do not know how to feel 
i do not how to feel 

@samsweater

pending

Bleach w/ s0lemn + samsweater (askenemy)

@spaceboyry @ssj5-junk
sample flip by me (´꒳`)♡



@6cainhearts
face down face down 
creased but i dnt fold
if u nvr wake up
i will nvr let go
kings blood in my cup
heilig antidote
evn as i get fucked up
im not gna show u

tie a black soul gem at my throat
tClub gettin dough but im still broke
lone star shine up above, symbol my hope
fight one-sided needa up
wht i been dosed

fright night ya ik im fried
no invite
standin outside, no sleep 2nite
lie like takin breaths
ion want none of tht
castles built on sand
crumble if i dnt act
dark knight but th dope white
k- lines in th Waymo
zoomin out, remote
got th kinekt but nvr emote
i can nvr faceIt cz id demote

@s0lemn
fcxkd up ima dope headd ,,
ya i luv a good high wen i feel dead ;
its 2 much u left unsaid--
4got everything tht we meant,,

breakin the passion i built on my own ,.
sever the ties til im cut @ my core ,_
tally my arm ima settle the score , {
ur nothin i knew from a second b4 , ,.

come on have some selflessness , ,
dont give into arrogance __

@6cainhearts
sleep w peace 2night
were gona win this fight..

face down face down 
creased but i dnt fold
if u nvr wake up
i will nvr let go
kings blood in my cup
heilig antidote
evn as i get fucked up
im not gna show u

tie a black soul gem at my throat
tClub gettin dough but im still broke
lone star shine up above, symbol my hope
fight one-sided needa up
wht i been dosed

habit (anaviluxx, ewvaaikai, deltovv)

yukiii