Prod Me

shoutout @decago n @1altr

every day that passes by
i rly wanna die 
i wanna go 2 sleep forevr i jus wanna cry
ur presense made me feel whole
felt like i could try
n now that ur gone i rly wanna die
restarting my life i wanna fkn damn retry :) 

ik im the problem 
my life that im not solving
counting days till im not here 
cant see myself so clearly
i cant seem 2 escape these problems
i been hiding in the darkness
restarting my life wont solve em 
ik that im the issue- 

i dnt wanna miss u (miss uuu)
i jus wanna kiss u (kiss uuu)
ik im the issue (issue)
crying in my room i miss u

i dnt wanna feel this way jus anymore
i been hating myself 2 the core
i wanna die 
i wanna die baby
i dnt wanna feel my emotions lately
cant keep this 2 myself yeah i cant hide it
evry day that passes by i feel dying
my own life yeah that imma be jus ending
i dnt wanna live this way anymore

itwouldbebetterifiwasdead (decago x altr)

Prod me

https://on.soundcloud.com/4dDzfNfuJooKKxqc8m

Suki - open hotline (yuki)

i could really use a wish rn..

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Digital prince (PROD. NITEFÅLL)

donniedarko.mp3 w static (prod NITEFÅLL)

s/o nitefall


lyrics:
all this knocking i cant hear you
yea ur dumbass turned me to shreds
i cant believe you
yea u are js stuck in my head
the floor beneath you
yea its breaking down cuz its glass
and ts over i guess
dont wanna see u again

yk i cannot change 
im going through it again
all that shit that i hate
yea now uve done it again
memories starting to fade
yk im not the one to blame
got me down on my knees
i cant feel you

am i wrong if i would nvr switch it up
am i wrong for thinking that ud leave me
am i not enough
am i wrong for all the things i did
yk that i was lost
am i wrong for really not tryna giving you upp

all this knocking i cant hear you
yea ur dumbass turned me to shreds
i cant believe you
yea u are js stuck in my head
the floor beneath you
yea its breaking down cuz its glass
and ts over i guess
dont wanna see u again

yk i cannot change 
im going through it again
all that shit that i hate
yea now uve done it again
memories starting to fade
yk im not the one to blame
got me down on my knees
i cant feel you
2x

broken glass (nitefall)

lyrics:
Eyes wide open, I ain't slept in days
Blood on the floor where the light decays
Footsteps follow but i walk alone
Heart like Hammer, breaking through a bone
I don't feel nothing just a fog in my chest
Tried to escape but this place doesn't rest 
Walls keep talkin' when i try to breath
If i make it out, it won't be as me
Woke up cold with the lights turned red
Silence so loud that it rang in my head
Rooms rearrange when i close my eyes
And the sky looks wrong like it wearing a disguise

shout out prod.nitefåll for the beat <33

Disguise (prod.yuki)

Lyrics:
Just woke up and i dont feel my head
Theres a syringe layin’ on the floor with unknown substaince left
Lights vent out im afraid whats next
everything feels quiet except the voices in my head

Flicker in the light and my vision’s getting blured
I can scream how many times i want but ill still be unheard
I will put the bullet down ur throat if u say a word
I dont even care i just need a way to be cured

I might have gone insane cuz i see the bodies on the floor
I dont have much left And my neck is getting little sore
And the monsters  creepin’  here doesnt help the situation 
I might just get over it and head back to a station

These are not the real ones these are the ones without brains
Gonna fullforce swing the axe towards their fucking face
I keep talking to myself why this keeps happening to me?
The only thing i want in life is for them to be free.

Substance (yuki)

www.soundcloud.com/incant09

Lost the flp

clone

with @Danix2k1
prod me

lyrics
me

Buckshot du bliver ramt med noget peber
Spin back for vi ved at du ik lever
Snart lort og du mister et par fingre
Snart lort men jeg ved at du ik gør det
Du en bitch og jeg ved at du ikke tør det
En million og jeg ved at du ik rør det
Ja for jeg ved at du ik rør det

ja for jeg ved at du ik gør noget
hvid bil hvid porche ja jeg gør noget
alle haters snakker nu men jeg høre ik noget

@Danix2k1

yeah just cut my heart if i still alive
i wont spin back u can stick a knife
id rather be dead, then try to survive
i felt i was frozen n tysm
один в этой комнате, но я слышу плач
паническая атака, меня накрывает страх
и тебе лучше не бежать, кровь на моих руках
и все свои секреты я скрываю в рукавах
я могу снова доверять но только лишь своих мечтах
i wanna trust u but i cant trust u
n i dont rlly know what i can do

spin back w/Danix2k1 (prod me)

Hey guys im back..


i did it all so u could feel good
i didnt ask for u to be rude
instead u looked at other dudes
why the fuck do u gotta be so crude?

u texted me, i took u back in a heartbeat
i swear to God, u were the only person that understood me
i need my noggin rewired, uh im feeling so tired
i wish that i was higher its only a desire

im a mess, im a mess, uh, i only fuckin stress
i really tried my best
but u ended like the rest
tried to talk so much shit, come and get some
u aint ever pullin up bitch u aint nun
yuh, u were always tellin me i could say sumn
yeah, then u pointed at me, with ur fuckin gun

im shaking i got too much anxiety
u thought of me and then u told urself that u dont give a fuck about me
i wish i wasnt too much to handle
i saw ur eyes and i felt so dismantled

(...)

im cold, i feel so much better in the snow
everybody looks surprised when im depressed while im making dough
i gotta stay quiet, im in an all black coat
smoke up take some robotabs, i feel like that i can float

i need my noggin rewired, uh im feeling so tired
i wish that i was higher its only a desire

im a mess, im a mess, uh, i only fuckin stress
i really tried my best
but u ended like the rest
tried to talk so much shit, come and get some
u aint ever pullin up bitch u aint nun
yuh, u were always tellin me i could say sumn
yeah, then u pointed at me, with ur fuckin gun

u ended like the rest (takouri +kionako)

#straycats @hartfxlt

I dont wanna love cos ill never have that
fall into that hole i will never get back
do not reply its ok ur on the snapchat
feel like spira me all i ever use is cashapp

and it makes me cry when u dont wanna talk 
and i wonder why i always talk alot
am i going insane i think i lost the plot
i always do things without thinking a thought

feeling bad for myself i know its pathetic
and im always in my head yea im always stressin
i just wanna be at the top where im winning
always find myself standing in the wrong position

@hartfxlt 

I'll take my leave girl its best I get going
u fade with the leaves see ur face when its snowing
inside I bleed there's no way to slow it 
can't stitch it or sow it, end is close yeah I know it 
falling apart inside and that won't change 
thought u were on my side its just so strange 
how u lie and lie and lie 
it really tears me up inside 
whole clique in the club yeah I'm with straycats 
she told me she in love baby don't u say that 
couple nights ay that's all we really have 
if i had it my way u never would've really left

Thinking a Thought Ft Hartfxlt (savestate)

weeks on end (anaviluxx, vipex)

@anotherdaypassesmeby
its hard to be me
life putting me through hell
you hurt me so good
yeah, you really do it well
cuts and bruises
they begin to swell
i been lying through my teeth
i know it’s not good for myself
i been grinding my teeth
got these pills inside my mouth
i been doing way too much
and its not good for my health
when i fell down
yeah, nobody helped
hop out in that gown yeah
generational wealth
you don’t know what i’ve been through
cry so much need a tissue
yeah, what’s your issue?
hey, what you into?
yeah i really miss you
I’m not perfect
yeah, i sin too
can’t get through these issues
cry so much need a tissue
don’t know what i’m into 
but i just really miss you oh no
hey
i just really miss you oh no
@hvrting
dropping pain into this styrofoam
no friends ima die alone
day to day spending time alone
u dont kno what i been thru
struggling to cope with my issues
falling off the edge
ima slip thru
even in the rain
i would sprint to u
i was a loner
i felt like a reject
u pussies r posers
swear u all playing pretend
lying thru my teeth
kno its not good for myself
u were nowhere to be found
when i was down nn needed help
its another day
i dont kno where im waking up
racks in i b raking up
pray my bruddas make it out
not copping zips
we smoke by the pound
no i dont wan let u down
in the deep would u let me drown ??
suicidal thoughts running all around
falling i hit the ground
miss who i was around you
kno everything about you
u aint like that
i said it 
u aint show up
drop 2 pills inside this cup
i take a sip
might throw up
wish we cld never grow up
wait until i blow up
remember how they treated me
when i was still a no one

Suki - open hotline (yuki)

yukiii

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