i hate sex and think it's gross,
do you know what i want most?
i need it more than i need you,
because it's better and i always knew.

i want to smoke again,
i need harmony and zen.
i miss it more than i miss you,
because it's better and i always knew.

you're on my mind a lot,
but do you know what's on my mind more?
it's what i'm alive for.
until the call of the twelve-bore.
x2

i can't get enough of the stuff,
you're my love when times get tough.
you'll always have my back,
until my lungs become black
x4

better than you

it’s never that serious,
so i’m ok.
maybe i’m delirious,
with numbered days.
although i can’t see the light,
i stay around.
it’s not that clever now,
so i wrote these sounds.
don’t let liars fool you,
they don’t understand.
maybe they don’t realise
their harmul words.
i listened, stuck around,
and then i found
out that the world hates us,
we are hell-bound.

i am an alien.

to whoever's praying on my downfall, thanks for thinking about me

fool 

i know that i’m just your clown
wear makeup on my tears 
and all my honesty 
wish i could deal 
when your not around 
but i fear your becoming 
a part of me
 
i know that im just your clown 
tear my being 
for all of your
 comedy 
oh god
can you hear my vows 
don’t make me 
a part of this tragedy

im just ur clown 
makeup to hide
 all my insecurities 
you say that 
your never down
but i feel it whenever
 your fearing me 

come onto the dance floor
what you mean
you ain’t dance before? 
take one shot 
and take ten more 
took too much 
then throw up on the floor 
you said you just wanted more 
then you walked out that door
i can’t think 
my brains so sore
my eyes are tore
my wrists just pour 
FUCK

 i know that i’m just your clown
wear makeup on my tears 
and all my honesty 
wish i could deal 
when your not around 
but i fear your becoming 
a part of me

nothing you havent heard before

cool boi

(prod. dead yami)
hey u can u be mine i think that we could be smth someday
jk yea nevermind i forgot i still have my nbk
so i have little time before my brains are all over the place
you stupid fluoride minds will feel the wrath and also get a taste

im up to smth stupid im up to smth dumb
im up to smth stupid im gonna grab my gun
im up to smth stupid almost forgot my bombs
why am i so damn useless? cant wait till were all gone

i never had a real love in my entire life
unless u count my arm who really loves my old knife
mom im so sorry but i cant take this anymore
not my fault fully its mainly all of those goth whores

im up to smth stupid im up to smth dumb
im up to smth stupid im gonna grab my gun
im up to smth stupid almost forgot my bombs
why am i so damn useless? cant wait till were all gone

i feel like i am nothing
one day i will be something
i do not deserve loving
but my gun deserves humming

yea i feel like nothing, yea i feel like nothing but thats alright

im up to smth stupid im up to smth dumb
im up to smth stupid im gonna grab my gun
im up to smth stupid almost forgot my bombs
why am i so damn useless? cant wait till were all gone

im up to smth stupid im up to smth dumb
im up to smth stupid im gonna grab my gun
im up to smth stupid almost forgot my bombs
why am i so damn useless? cant wait till were all gone

cant wait till were goneeee x4

im up to something stupid

its not in my head

PROD BY necromancer1447       /    surf curse cover

freaks (surf curse cover)

vessel of desolation
rotting in isolation
if youre to good for me
ill die in misery
going through the stages
pain infused in all the phases
and youre too good for me
ill die in misery

vessel of desolation

balancing the parts (fixed)

I recorded this for a label who are creating a compilation album with all the money going to support palestine ill put a link when they release it since its only on bandcamp

with the sun in my eyes,
temporarily blind,
in the light what will i find.
obscured by the light,
i can’t see but it’s not night,
and nothing’s alright.
with hope in front of me,
my mind still atrophies,
so what will i be.
nothing that i can see
i cant see past the dark,
because the truth is stark.
i’ll let time tell,
and right now it says its hell.

nothing is wrong,
it’s just taking so long,
and success feels like a con.
the measures don’t apply to me,
so how can i be happy,
that’s what i’ll never be.
but we’re forced to anyway,
and we have to every day,
strive towards a false goal,
and get sad and old.
the truth is a lie,
i follow and with no clue why,
but there’s no time to stop,
or you’ll lose to the clock.

confronting the truth

prod @thisismyreality
tell me if you wanna die bc 
i been watching you
if i watch you sleep at night
i miss the taste of you
ik i you watch me cry im i joke to you
tell me if u want me to die
i do that just for u
i wonder how can you sleep at night
i just be watching you
tell me do you want me die i been thinking all about
how i kill myself at night 
its such a scary sight
my obbsin hunts me 
you tell me you love me
you stab me so fucking deep
that my soul starts to deplet
my heart eyes start to go away
you said u love me
you said you need but you want 
my life keep

i donțt feel so good
god i hate my life
just wanna die
wanna clear my mind

sitting here on my bed
with a bag of pills
fall asleep in my room
wishing i can feel the thrill

momma told me turn away
everything's downhill
i wanna get out
but my life's a landfill

tell me if you wanna die w naerobi

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balancing the parts (fixed)

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