just another scar that will not fade,
theres too many to care.
i expose myself to the day
in exchange for despair.
lost hope and i can not cope,
thinking about the rope.
theres some tracks where i could kill myself,
where i should kill myself.

happiest song

i am overwhelmed, yet again. yet again.
i find everything is just too much, with no crutch.

i cant see things how they really are

this is one of my favourite tracks ive ever made

blind

if you just saw the world through my eyes.
i dont want to miss you or feel like bad person.
if you just saw the world through my eyes.

i just wanna be understood.
i just wanna be understood.
i just wanna be understood.

i dont want to miss you or feel like bad person.
if you just saw the world through my eyes.

i just wanna be understood.

if you just saw the world through my eyes

thank you for listening
im annoyed that it came out so quiet, the spotify version will be fixed though. I basically stole keepsecrets melody from you will never change

i let you down

and the silence is too loud,
I turn to no one else.
And so what if I'm alone?

and the silence is too loud

a thing can only be as beautful as is lasts.

so let me go back
and do everything right

hope, out like a light,
without fight, i shouldnt but i might,
and if i do then who are you
to tell me that im wrong?

so let me go back
and do everything right

let me go back

what if my brain is a hijacked radio receiver?
a conscious cosmic mass of hatred is dividing me.
forces pulling me, emotional gravities,
on a different frequency by myself.
and so you see, my fate is in my hands,
the hands of an idiot who’s sabotaging his own plans.
i could stop now, but i already can’t.
im trying to numb the numbness, its doing harm.

bang and the dirt is gone

a cover of carry the zero by built to spill. i recorded this on the 14th of may in 2023. I find it interesting how I changed my accent for this song, I don't think it sounded good

carry the zero. cover.

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I don't think no I I don't think
I don't think no I I don't think
I don't think no I I don't think
No one gets me like you do
No one gets me like you do
No one gets me like you do I know

i’ve been feeling like myself.
but i’m fine and i dont want help.
i used to want to kill,
the devil has a clutch on me.
tracing sigils and drawing blood,
bloodletting cause i didnt give a fuck.
tracing sigils and drawing blood,
bloodletting cause i didnt give a fuck.

I don't think no I I don't think
I don't think no I I don't think

No one gets me like you do
No one gets me like you do

I don't think no I I don't think
I don't think no I I don't think

i don't think (featuring my DEAR friend max)

im already wanting back winter again,
i wanna put on my gloves again.
a familiar coldness on my skin,
i wanna put on my gloves again.

sunpoisoning

meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow

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