close w/ pitfall (greentop)

Credits://
@prodelxnce
@bodygaard

Notes://
im one bad day from becoming the person on the cover...
im losing it...
plz help...

Lyrics://
ouch wtf
i just been here chillin in the cut
(like what)
till you decided to act tough
can you shut it cuz i’m busy rolling up

if you want to hold a grudge then keep it tucked
are you done i’m tryna go and get some lunch
you can’t pin it on me if you’re life sucks
cuz it’s gone on & on & on, long enough

i ain’t ever tread lightly
if you got a problem come and find me
you don’t ever talk of me highly
so i can never put that shit behind me

i can tell you want to be me ok
that fine but you have to wait
in line, in time you will find your place
don’t mind the shade when you on my wave

think it would be better if i was, (dead) nah
said he gonna kill me cuz i won’t stop
who the fuck is you, sorry i forgot
but bro won’t keep his word cuz he lies a lot

i ain’t ever tread lightly
wanna go astro just like Kylie
you don’t ever talk of me highly

wish i could get away from you
but this whole ordeal has turned severe
you aren’t the one i’ve learnt to fear
cuz you can’t ignore me when i appear

anytime anywhere you’re going
i’ll be right there, fuck about a motive
living rent free, had to smell the roses
so what you focus on is not my problem anymore

#IAmDelusional (prod. elxnce)

That's A Rack

overarching slowsilver03 lore

@yungkurtains
@1spxce

Standby + Kurtains (Space)

shoutout misa we so inspirational mannnn : https://soundcloud.com/shadowkingkillz
prod. me :p


what do i do???
i got like, nothing to lose
i got like nothing to prove 
but im still thinkin about me n u 
(PAUSE!) 
wrist glow, ball out, i cannot 
so high, just like an astronaught 
goodbye to ur memories 
youre a melody, my favorite thing 

but then u calld me up 
and you had to say... 
that you think about my eyes, about everyday 


talk to me sweet now
i cant feel now 
i hope that you feel proud 
i did broke down
your face mask peeld back 
i see your tru colors now 
your fake laugh. hate that. 
i cant go another round 

just talk to me sweet 
i want you to talk 
talk 2 me sweet 
talk2me talk2me 
the pain fades...

(misa)
i swear.. 

tell me how bad do u want it?
mayb im jus bein so honesttt
till death do us part i promise 
had it all but i lost it... 

i swear.. 


talk to me sweet now
i cant feel now 
i hope that you feel proud 
i did broke down
your face mask peeld back 
i see your tru colors now 
your fake laugh. hate that. 
i cant go another round 

just talk to me sweet 
i want you to talk 
talk 2 me sweet 
talk2me talk2me 
the pain fades... 


i woke up this morning with u 
all in my head, yet again. 
u came around n spoke 2 my friends 
when u and i were different. 

you used to b 1 of us
so sweet just like 7up 
im on a leash like a mut 
u did it all just because 
i had a fever, a rush 
they said dont leave her, shes good 
you used to b 1 of us. 
you used to b 1 of us..

T2MS w/ misakufoxx

lyrics:

how to deal with this?, fall apart
and if they told me to stop then i would start
and my legs are looking red i think i'm stuck

crying forever, singing together
in my bedroom hoping it'll get better
wasting days and weeks i regret it
legs looking like wax on a letter

rip my veins, but i know i'm not that tough
riding through the city, through the valley, look at stars
think you're heaven sent you could just teach me how to walk
but i don't know, she said no

2013, this year i'm feeling different
you said you're indifferent, i don't care bout anything
tell myself that i shouldn't think too much
tell myself that i'm trying way too hard
speak my blood so i do not have to talk

talktalkatalakallakl

cant even speak of things i'd do
broke myself down for this tune
i hi, i friendly, i bye too!
goodbye you, everytime you want me to

rip my veins, but i know i'm not that tough
riding through the city, through the valley, look at stars
think you're heaven sent you could just teach me how to walk
but i don't know, she said no

crying forever, singing together
in my bedroom hoping it'll get better
wasting days and weeks i regret it
legs looking like wax on a letter

everything i do 
comes back to where it started
i need something new
just less boring just more average

do somthink new

a letter to someone who wont even know 
-L


i’m average everlasting need a medic I’m on a stretcher doing damage when I don’t answer tried to call up but it’s like never you said so what I don’t know about this shit I don’t really give a fuck way to high off the shit I’m gone I’m stuck I’m really feeling starstruck bitch I’m lost all gone alone no one uh uh so what you know you know because she won’t ever be the same guy my family on my ass I don’t think it’s OK you could see it in the face


i’m average everlasting need a medic I’m on a stretcher doing damage when I don’t answer tried to call up but it’s like never
Your love is toxic I don’t want it don’t even want it but I need it don’t got no options don’t you know options see you talking to all your friends like I’ve been unconscious got this pain eating me away hitting at my noggin we used to talk you should talk as friends everything was set but then you wanted more than you had never could forget but I needed needed you could I bee a fool I had this pain it wont ever pass leave it in the pass I would give u anything didn't have it was the way you had to move knocking me off track

Spotify

whatimfeeling

@saturn27 <3
@kggn <3
@15elias <3

[hook]
wish i was better at being myself
im covered in dust
n im sittin on the shelf
yea all my songs suck
i dnt rly like to dwell
so i put it in the past
n i keep it to myself

[verse]
blank face no emotion,
know im chosen but im not one 4 boastin
come n pull up to the party know we're posted
divide ur boy with the 9 whats the quotient
200 in the coupe we not coastin
lot of pain, need acetaminophen (yea i said it wrong idc)
lot of words carry a ton if theyre spoken
feel like midas way i touch it its golden
ima show off but i dnt like to show it
gun on my hip if i sqeeze it explodin 
i dnt listen to u cuz ik ur bars are stolen
im stuck between two walls n now theyre closin
stand at the closed door i wish it was open 
i got alot of conflicting emotions
some days i wake up n feel like im floatin
n some days it feels like im frozen

[hook]
wish i was better at being myself
im covered in dust
n im sittin on the shelf
yea all my songs suck
i dnt rly like to dwell
so i put it in the past
n i keep it to myself

[saturn verse]
its a bleak day
and i dont wanna play pretend
think youre doing better when youre off my end
stack it big and then i spend
never gonna feel this pain again
wait a minute
i guess that im the one who did it
im so efficient
at ruining the things im given
im never finished
i try to paint another picture
and then i miss it
and then i miss it again
losing my friends
push away bad things inside of my head
they tell me things that i wish i aint said
but i keep on pushing i know theres an end
i know that theres an end

pretend w/ saturn (kuru & elias)

@mutkidjosh
prod @sshinju @mariette0
kaiyo shit fr
espio shit 

heres a bunch of words in a row:

tell hr that i luv her
but she thinkk tht im ann #asshole
said yu pullin up wit stickz
but we knw u c4p bru
im feeln like a ghost
feeln like im casp3r
said ur bullets strng
but by bulletz goin fastr
my shootinz accuratee
iss knda like a freethrw
glock 17 mke him freez
like a t pse
ya they sendin me sum
heartz well i dnt need thse
yh she tellin me sm secretz
i cnt keep thse

yh im dress'd up n tommy
but im sad ಥ_ಥ
yh u cnt afford my feature
hmie u #downbadd
cnt get lackin wit da bros
i aint goin out sadd
yu a  fckn snake
ddnt think yu'd go out like datt

i need sm chrme hrts
on me badd
i feel lke @mutkidjosh 
always dress'd up n high clss ;)
wit da mob actn crayz
we die fastt
srry it had 2 end dis way
i ddnt thnk it fckn lastt

(joshy boy)

tell hr that i luv her
but she thinkk tht im ann #asshole
said yu pullin up wit stickz
but we knw u c4p bru
im feeln like a ghost
feeln like im casp3r
said ur bullets strng
but by bulletz goin fastr
my shootinz accuratee
iss knda like a freethrw
glock 17 mke him freez
like a t pse
ya they sendin me sum
heartz well i dnt need thse
yh she tellin me sm secretz
i cnt keep thse

midnight city w/ mutkidjosh

@saturn27 @1yr
Produced by @baredex-522947753
Cover art by @skoolio
Executive production @0rch_id @imanidxl