produced by secre (2024)

ghost

I thought I needed you
I thought I'd bleed for you
I thought I'd rip open my heart so I could be with you

girl I never needed you
why did I bleed for you
ripped open my heart to give a fraction of the world to you
fraction of the world to you

no I'm not okay
but I'll say that I am in the doorway
I don't ever wanna get in your way
I just wanna be with you who cares about the foreplay

killing my vitals slowly
how did I get so angry
ripping my hair out with my claws
I don't wanna be here like at all

time kills everything I thought I'd never see you again
withered away as all the termites ate at my skin
everybody said I fucked up when I told them the truth
maybe I am just a suck up to the plot of the news

dont wait for me
two blankets in the trunk of the 95 pontiac babygirl that's a must

oh cant you see
I did this all for you and I so can we still be us

so can we still be us
I did this all so we can still be us

so can we still be us
I did this all for you and I so can we still be us

can we still be us

can we still be us (secre x heyrick)

tell me what u want
where u goin in the nighttime?
wakin up late wit nobody by my right side
pourin up drank just to make it til the sunrise
dont know what to say i aint nun more than tongue tied

took a couple grams i aint a bitch
faces fade away so take a pic
feelings never stay so take a hit
think i took too much i gotta sit

think i took too much im steady sippin
fiji water on me bitch im drippin 
grab ahold of me my hand is slippin
off the edge im boutta see the endin

i dont wanna waste another day
dont know how much more that i can take
stayin sober sayin im cliche
had to care i had to find a way to

battle
bottles
whippin murceilagos

in fh5 i aint makin shit on distro

rattled
thoughts roll
into da mental

take my life wit a blade to da wrist hoe

takin flows from songs ill drop tomorrow
sittin in the bottom of the barrel
drownin in this stupid fuckin sorrow
never trustin next time ill be careful

 bring it back in  
got an o-z rolled up in the nightstand 
you dont know me you aint ever met my best friend
c-h-l-o-e thats my right hand
swear that mf got my back when
rollin down the window caughtchu lackin
up the k n we get straight to blastin
camera lights  we cant forget the action

soberr_24

soberr_24 (secre x flesh)

Lyrics:

make it stop
i wanna bloom but i know every flowers born to rot
make it stop
i wanna bloom but i know every flowers born to rot

make it stop
i wanna bloom but i know every flowers born to rot
i’m breathing, keep breathing, pollution
parasite, i’m falling victim to the snakes that let my body drop
i’m bleeding, consuming, delusions (x2)
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out

wish i loved myself just a little bit more
so i’d have that strength to walk out that door
wounds may heal but my scars stay torn
angels turning demon with them devil horns
every single day i’m getting closer to the grave
watch em go ghost but i gotta stay brave
insides rot, now there’s nothing but decay
Insides rot, now there’s nothing but decay

make it stop
i wanna bloom but i know every flowers born to rot
i’m breathing, keep breathing, pollution
parasite, i’m falling victim to the snakes that let my body drop
i’m bleeding, consuming, delusions (x2)
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out

skin full of bugs, pins and needles
lungs full of blood, brain full of beetles
eat me away, dead or alive, crying out for help, tryna survive
i’m tired of the pain, all the nights i prayed
the ones you hold close, keep the sharpest blade
bones wash away in the acid rain
all that’s left here is regrets and pain

Credits:

Art: messy
Production: secre x chris marek
Mix/Master: yunny goldz

bugs prod. secre x chris marek

femboi dreams

Lyrics; 

Girl you are always on my mind 
I gotta go babygirl I gotta go now
You know everything will heal with time 
I gotta go babygirl I gotta go now
I know you don’t sleep well at night 
Your alone now baby your alone now
And just know everything will be alright 
When I go home
Imma hold you 
Girl you are always on my mind 
when I scroll through my phone 
Late at night time 
I never thought I would be here again 
I never thought I would see the sunrise 
And I know you don’t sleep well at night 
Your alone now baby your alone now
I can’t wait to look into your eyes 
We’re alone now
I gotta go now. 

I stand alone at the crossroads
I only know what you taught me to be 
And now I feel like a no one 
Is this what you want me to be?

Go (prod. Secre)

2. you tore my heart (feat. ilykira)

prod by @prodsecre

ashes howl the wind burns up
feel acid in my scars
the corpses lie my foes are dead
feel woeful in my heart

not enough, cleave souls apart
sent branches to my past
fuck, black pus - slurrish language
my heart is tensing up

war's over with the tip of a spear fought eons for my heart
no clovers in sight, no chlorophyll the soil is burning down
i wipe my face my hand is red my blood is drippin' out
i hold the stance my foes are dead it almost took me out

now get up, dirt's the side of my face
lift myself from the ground there's a look up my shade
popped a perc to my head, took that shit to my heart
im a divine giant, time turns people to ash

and if could rewind this frame backwards
i probably really wouldn't cuz of the massive fought
i see her shovelin ash, now she begs me for more
there's no way she finds anything thats left

war's over with the tip of a spear fought eons for my heart
no clovers in sight, no chlorophyll the soil is burning down
i wipe my face my hand is red my blood is drippin' out
i hold the stance my foes are dead it almost took me out

now get up, dirt's the side of my face
lift myself from the ground there's a look up my shade
popped a perc to my head, took that shit to my heart
im a divine giant, time turns people to ash

My Hair Turns Blonde - Foes (prod. prodsecre)

treefolk (prod. secre)

Lyrics;

Girl where do you go?
Were all alone
I’m feeling cold yeah

Girl where you go?
Were alone and it’s cold yeah
Home, should’ve known 
Where you go?
Where you go?
Where you go?

The pain hits 
I don’t wanna write shit
Fuck that, move back 
Imma hit the pavement 
Dirt Nap
Cut you off quick your like hair
Bitch you grow back 
I don’t make shit imma lowlife
I own that
Shoutout to my first track it made a couple views 
Started on my own I got my homies with me too
I ain’t short of anything so baby tell the truth 
Are you talking to another guy?
Cause he gon lose a tooth 
I got titos in my hand and I don’t really fuck with you
But the vodka make me think a little bit it’s kinda rude
Got me slurring on my words 
And fucking up inside the booth 
Think I’ll take another shot and fucking pass out in my room
Guess I’ll write a song about you baby 
Every fucking day
About the way you fucked me over
I’ll recover I’m okay
Girl I hope it’s almost over cause the summer coming quick
And I never go outside when I just kinda feel like shit 
So when the pain hits 
I don’t wanna write shit
Fuck that, move back 
Imma hit the pavement 
Dirt Nap
Cut you off quick your like hair
Bitch you grow back 
I don’t make shit imma lowlife 
I own that 
Shoutout to my first track it made a couple views 
Started on my own I got my homies with me too
I ain’t short of anything so baby tell the truth
Are you talking to another guy?
Cause he gon lose a tooth 

He gon lose a tooth 
He gon lose an eye 
I don’t really care 
Now baby please 
Don’t say goodbye..

Dirt Nap! (prod. Secre)

prod secre x tiedforsilver

i dont need a thought process
could do without the options
tell me what to be i feel like nothing but an object
i could be your prospect
you could be my prophet
wheres the road ahead of us gone i think ive lost it lost it

im nauseous
scratch that i meant noxious
fill my body up let it dissolve with all your toxins
i cannot be cautious
sorry im obnoxious
i dont mean to be a pain i dont know how to stop it

what do you want from me
ill try to be
your anchor
indefinitely
ill writhe and seethe
in anger
why are we 
so blind to see
a stranger
as a friend
with good intentions
never

(you and i could try to work it out)
ive spent enough time in my mind to know its not the answer
is there a god in the sky respond to my prayer
maybe i wanted to die i couldnt find my savior

turn me into sumn i cant even look at
stare into a mirror and a stranger is what looks back
8 grams in my book bag
smokin after school to kill the feelings that i hold back

ripped away at my life
got gutted with my own knife
im tired of livin in strife
i thank the demon inside

that caused the place i reside
to wither in front of my eyes
you couldnt keep me alive
no matter how hard you try

i dont need a thought process
could do without the options
tell me what to be i feel like nothing but an object
i could be your prospect
you could be my prophet
wheres the road ahead of us gone i think ive lost it lost it

im nauseous
scratch that i meant noxious
fill my body up let it dissolve with all your toxins
i cannot be cautious
sorry im obnoxious
i dont mean to be a pain i dont know how to stop it

what do you want from me
ill try to be
your anchor
indefinitely
ill writhe and seethe
in anger
why are we 
so blind to see
a stranger
as a friend
with good intentions
never

wha- wha-
want from me
ill try to be
your anchor
indefinitely
ill writhe and seethe
in anger
why are we 
so blind to see
a stranger
as a friend
with good intentions
never

strawberry amnesia

I write down all my thoughts that trap me 
I live in the past 
Am I free fuck no 
Whats this all about 
Fantazie the day I go out 
Fuck the pills they don’t work dig it up though
Throw me in the dirt I don’t wanna grow old

What do you say tho fear the unknown 
Like a bullet shatter this love 
Will I die all alone like a mistake 
Reverse to a sad time get away 
Turn the tables I’m unable 
So hopeless show me purpose 
Future I want not this shit
I can’t feel a thing wtf am I trying for 

I write down all my thoughts that trap me 
I live in the past 
Am I free fuck no 
Whats this all about 
Fantazie the day I go out 
Fuck the pills they don’t work dig it up though
Throw me in the dirt I don’t wanna grow old

I don’t wanna grow old no
Baby please just break my bones 
Cuz I’m a letdown pay the fuck up 
On the table cut my heart out 
Lucid dreams about love I never found 
Of a time and a place I wish exist now 
Got a cardinal follows me around 
Could it be you could it be death 
Could it be a sign 
Fuck it I don’t regret 
Noose on my neck cut off my assets 
Drain my last breath (nope) as the sky cries 
Look in my eyes 
To whom it may concern 
goodbye

To Whom It May Concern (prod. secre swallowtail x heyrick

Remember (Feat Pinkboi & Scorpio)

my goat gave me a feature go follow him > https://soundcloud.com/scor_pio

emotionless (ft. scorpio) (prod. secre)

sun goes down, you’re not here (secre x heyrick)

nothingsreal (prod. secre & heyrick)

on the highway i been racin deathwish
on the pavement marks on my back lash whips
sickle sentiment that i reap on the worst days
she sews the rope that ties a noose around my cervicle 

on the highway i been racin deathwish
on the pavement marks on my back lash whips
sickle sentiment that i reap on the worst days
she sews the rope that ties a noose around my cervicle 
cut the forecast short, i don't wanna be here no more
every worthless soul, cuts the chest open akin to a door
tell me what you want more, would you prefer that i never speak again
or would you prefer my dissent to descend,
discontent to comprehend
we'll pretend that this is all but the end 
and that we never had but an option
and could you recognize in these solid eyes of mine
that these words i speak are only made of lies
i hope you realize

on the highway i been racin deathwish
on the pavement marks on my back lash whips
sickle sentiment that i reap on the worst days
she sews the rope that ties a noose around my cervicle 

on the highway i been racin deathwish
on the pavement marks on my back lash whips
sickle sentiment that i reap on the worst days
she sews the rope that ties a noose around my cervicle 
cut the forecast short, i don't wanna be here no more
every worthless soul, cuts the chest open akin to a door
tell me what you want more, would you prefer that i never speak again
or would you prefer my dissent to descend,
discontent to comprehend
we'll pretend that this is all but the end 
and that we never had but an option

deathwish (secre x heyrick)

better (secre x tiedforsilver)

im so sick of lyin on the floor
you're all i think of when i fuck anymore
the tree fell on my skin
oh the flesh feels good
every fuckin word i say
i'm always misunderstood
i'm afraid of contemplation i don't trust my brain
you say every day we spend together feels the fuckin same
you hate when i help you
i'm feelin insane
oh let me forget you
erase my pain

am i worth it to you
do you care for me still
if i let you go, would you crawl through my window sill
it's a lotta love that you aint got to feel yet
bet if i said what you say you would fuckin hate that
and if i called you by your name well cut my fate slack
oh and things aint been the same, you cover up bleedin veins
i just wish that you could trust me 'nuff to let me know your pain

you caught a break from me, but you gotta say what you mean
cause i can't let it go on when i'm feelin this way
aren't you sick of me yet, don't you know who i am
im the thought that you wished never crossed your mind
and i'm the feeling you wish you could forget when you were nine
aint it lonely when you know me to my brain stem
fucking sick individual won't you take him 
(take his life from him, he doesn't deserve that shit)

sick (secre x ryankelly)

i shouldn’t write a song
but idk where else that i could say it
move along but
every time i do its like a phase
and am i wrong?
cause i can never tell
when i’m to blame
so move along
cause idk how else to cope with pain

you wear and tear
go ahead and rip me love
but i’ll still stop and stare
cause i know that you’re hurting too
but this shit’s just unfair
say how much you miss me
but you really do not care
cause i broke down in front of you
and he’s still fucking there

on the bad nights
did you lose sight
of me
you move like
it’s never you & i
darling
i hate life
but i’ll keep on fighting
cause i got lots of ghosts
and i would hate to see them starving

i would hate to see them starving..

i hold my heart in my hands
but you’re still feeling the tension?
walk all over it again
it’s fine i won’t even mention…
spit all over my face
then ask me why i’m regressing
baby could you ever change
cause i don’t get that impression

guess i'm to blame [prodsecre x prophecy x veilonme x kre8ore]

hollowbody / deadwood / 4ever
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