nothing, nowhere - Upside Down (DSTRT Remix)

the clouds move fast up here
i'm high as hell
i've got a midwest darling that i sip from a flask
i like to ask her when she thinks that you'll be calling me back
and california feels far away
good luck with that
i've got a stained glass heart that could put some color on her face
and god just gave me shaky hands because he's begging me to change

i'm high as hell
the clouds move fast up here
the clouds move fast up here

i've got a midwest darling that i sip from a flask
i like to ask her when she thinks that you'll be calling me back
i dance around the desert all night with a couple bullets in the mag
if i get cancer from the sun i'm going out like your dad
faith 
patience
i'm high as hell

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high as hell (p. jacob vallen)

written, recorded, and produced by foreign forest and lund

lyrics:

[foreign forest]
hey october
do you remember me
time has passed
but now you’re back
i bet you think
i look a little different
but I still feel the same inside
i just have a few missing
pieces that I’m trying to find
this october
i'm laying in the leaves
eating pumpkin pie
this october 
going outside
Staying up all night
this october
i want you by my side
this october
until the end of time
we can be ghosts if you want to
you can let go
but I’ll hold you

[lund]
lean on me
put your trust in solid ground
a safe place we can both be free
life move thru the
ups and downs
ups and downs
all i need
your voice the sweetest sound
my all, my everything
in you a home i’ve found
a home i’ve found
heal my scars
knew the moment
that i met you
came from the stars
a work of art
heaven sent you
melt my heart
skippin beats
when we kiss too
i don’t want to be
anywhere but here with you
fan a flame
no our love won’t die
spend forever to eternity
lost in your eyes
silhouette of you
dancing in my mind
know i’ll never leave
want you by my side

[foreign forest]
hey october
do you remember me
time has passed
but now you’re back
i bet you think
i look a little different
but I still feel the same inside
i just have a few missing
pieces that I’m trying to find

October

october (feat. lund)

IF LOOKS COULD KILL

Serenity's Despair (TC MIX)

Track five from Make It Through Fall

Guitar/Lyrics/Vox - Lil Xtra
Additional Production - Kado

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And she says

I just want to see the real you 
Show me what your limits are, what you will do 
Answer that you’re looking for won’t thrill you 
Wishing on a shooting star as it kills you

Separated by the start of a new plague 
We’ve been living in the dark need a new day
So we fail at the sights that the news play 
And fall apart to the sound of the new age

And I wish you’d believe it when I say 
Things are hard right now but it’s okay 
When it heals then you’ll feel much less pain 
Just the scars to remind you to this day

I Keep picking up the pieces 
To see if they still fit 
But I know something’s missing 
We both know how this ends

My bed is cold she likes it hot I guess he’s everything I’m not, never forgot 
It’s okay it’s okay 
I guess I knew it from the start I knew you’d break my Fucking heart, I played my part 
it’s okay okay

We just want to leave in the worst way
Didn’t want to be here in the first place 
I’m just gonna surf to a new wave 
And fall apart when your heart strikes doomsday

So you sleep all day and I can’t rest 
Couldn’t be what you want just the next best 
And I told you everything, shoulda left it at
my dreams, so you couldn’t pull my heart out my chest but

It’s beating right there on the floor 
As you say, “just a little more” 
“I’ll always love you don’t forget”
Is the worst lie that you’ve told yet
But I hope you remember me
Cause I remember everything 
Please don’t talk to me like that 
I know you’re never coming back

My bed is cold she likes it hot I guess he’s everything I’m not, never forgot 
It’s okay it’s okay 
I guess I knew it from the start I knew you’d break my Fucking heart, I played my part 
it’s okay okay

(It's okay, It's okay)
It’s okay that you left me in pieces 
It’s okay that you left me in doubt 
It’s okay that I don’t know the resasons
But now I have to let this out

It's okay that I hate you
It's okay that I hate you
It's okay that I hate you
...I don't hate you, I just hate this

It's okay that I miss you
It's okay that I miss you
It's okay that I miss you
I'll never say I miss you again

I’M DOING FINE I SWEAR TO GOD

My bed is cold she likes it hot I guess he’s everything I’m not, never forgot 
It’s okay it’s okay 
I guess I knew it from the start I knew you’d break my Fucking heart, I played my part 
it’s okay okay

Make It Through Fall

Track six from Make It Through Fall

Guitar/Lyrics/Vox - Lil Xtra
Additional Production - Kado

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Lyrics:

Do my thing in the night time
I'm having dreams in the daylight
Don't give a damn if it's not right to the minds that can't see 
That I'm not defined by
The cash in my billfold
Or my songs on the billboard
I'm defined by the action I take
For the difference I make, the kids aren't alright

I know I'm negative but you wouldn't believe what you'd see when you develop it
Oh I want to be a Pulitzer prize winning piece
But I'm all out of focus and my edges are creased no no...

Cause I can't be your lifeline
I hope that you know that I tried so
Very hard before I went and fucked it up I always do
If I could be what you need I guess this might be different 
But As It Stands I need to leave to keep my wits about me

Cause nothing's the same, I don't think this will grow
Cause you think I'm a pain, and I think that it shows
And I think I should stay, but you want me to go
I think I love you but I don't want you to know, no no..

I think I lost myself but It's all the same
And you can keep your dirt or throw it on my name
Yeah I know it hurts life is full of pain
But it still goes on isn't that a shame

Cause I can't be your lifeline
I hope that you know that I tried so
Very hard before I went and fucked it up I always do
If I could be what you need I guess this might be different 
But As It Stands I need to leave to keep my wits about me

Keep my wits about me....

As It Stands

nothing,nowhere. - nightmare

Gone by Lil Yung Pharaoh
available on all streaming platforms

lyrics:
Yeah, yeah
We doin' drugs in the party
Shit, somebody come stop me
I might OD on coca
I can smell the aroma
We got that snow, Nova Scotia
I sip until I'm slumped over
Shit, we off Percocet pills
My bro just touched me on shoulder
He said he wish life was over
Then I said, "Bro, why you trippin'?"
I wish I said something different
'Cause if I said something different
Then maybe he'd still be livin'
I swear sometimes when I'm drivin'
I wanna fucking crash the whip
I don't like being in public
So I just do the dash and dip
I always wish I told him this
Instead of, "Homie, pass the spliff"

Don't commit no suicide
Right now, it's a do or die
Wish it was just you and I
Don't commit no suicide
Right now it's a do or die
Wish it was just you and I 
Buss down on the Cartier
Sad songs my guitar, ay, yeah
Do drugs in the party, yeah
Buss down, buss down, Cartier
Do drugs, do drugs, Cartier
Do drugs in the party, yeah
Yeah, yeah

I was gone off some molly
If I OD it's on purpose
I'm just tryna stop the hurting
But shit man these drugs ain't working
I just touched bro on shoulder
Told him I wish life was over
Same bro that I grew up with
Them birthday parties, sleepovers
He just brushed me, said I'm trippin'
I don't think he was sober
He must have thought that I was joking
He was gone off the coca
I'm so gone off the molly
Tell my family, "I'm sorry"
I tried to reach out they brushed me
Now this blade finna cut me
20 years up on this earth, then I just turn into a ghost
They said I could have been so much
But that's how the story goes
(So I just do the dash and dip)
I always wish he told me this
Instead of, "Homie, pass the spliff"

Don't commit no suicide
Right now, it's a do or die
Wish it was just you and I
Don't commit no suicide
Right now it's a do or die
Wish it was just you and I (Dee B got that heat)
Buss down on the Cartier
Sad songs my guitar, ay, yeah
Do drugs in the party, yeah
Buss down, buss down, Cartier
Do drugs, do drugs, Cartier
Do drugs in the party, yeah

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Gone

nothing,nowhere. - lights (4444)

feat. @cozyboycries
prod. @antongxldn & @prodiof

I know she only want me cause she know I'm going far...