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1/2 of a release with prox and thorjn

prox remix - https://soundcloud.com/proxdotbleep/thorjn-grave-of-proxbleep-remix

original by thorjn - https://thorjnmusic.bandcamp.com/album/tales-of-the-canary-cage

on the brink of collapse - juha remix

4/?

MADE WITH @nadpher YEAAAA

ITS ALL FUN AND GAMES UNTIL YOU BREAK THE DISGUISE >:)

SITTING CUTIES

MIMIKYU

MIMIKYU WITH NADPHER

The phrase "liminal in hospital turquoise and blood mask" arrived in my brain early one morning as a hypnagogic hallucination, inspiring me to dig through my dream journals and explore some of the more interesting entries -

Lucid dreams, vivid and visceral and textural.

Spacial and temporal inconsistencies, often considered normal in the context of dreams.

Ghosts from the past that continue to haunt, many years after their real counterparts have exited my life.

Feelings of loss and grief on scales I've never experienced in waking life.

After spending too long believing I didn't have the skillset to put these thoughts and feelings to music, it is done. Hopefully everything has been reflected and is felt.

Produced by @amaranth_todd
Released by @glitch-dot-cool
Artwork by @lungslash (twitter.com/lungslash)

Inglorious

and so

lyrics:
summer's over
we could take a walk if you wanted to
it's not the same and it won't be
without you

it's hard (it's hard)
when things change
i'm feeling different colors
i'm feeling out of place
it's hard (it's hard)
i wanted so much more

another summer
i'm still here waiting for you
colors are changing, skies are graying
but i like the rain, 
don't you?

it's hard (it's hard)
when things change
i'm feeling different colors
i'm feeling out of place
it's hard (it's hard)
i wanted so much more

the end

Caution

Keep the spirit alive! F*** the commercial shit.

> Free Download for the Deejays on my Bandcamp! <
Every support and comment appreciated x <3

FREE DL

DistØrder - Fuck the commercial sound

Beauty and Brutality

This VA seeks to unveil the immaculate metric, the perfect alchemy of harshness and gentleness, of grace entwined with violence. For beauty and brutality arise at the very conception of narrative: twin, complementary forces of life that awaken novelty, the eternal cosmic dance of creation and destruction.

The music unfolds as testimony: bass lines that strike with raw force, melodies that embrace with tenderness. Each track reminds us that joy and sorrow are carried in the same breath, that collapse and renewal, despair and devotion, walk hand in hand.

The artists offer fragments of their journeys: trials endured, spirits broken and restored, their commitment renewed in sound. This is not only music but witness, a reminder that to love the world as it is, in its wounds and wonders, is the hardest vow.

Beauty and brutality are not enemies, but mirrors, reflecting us back to ourselves, guiding us toward wholeness and awakening.

Let this compilation speak where words fall short: of darkness and light, of heaviness and grace, of the paradox at the heart of existence. A sonic invocation to face the abyss, and to love it anyway.

Compiled by Razael

Artwork - Sacred Symmetry Design

Mastering -

All tracks mastered by Biolab Studio, except -

Track 16 - D.O.C

Track 22 - XianZai


06.Hon_ne - Love Without Feeling (200bpm)

LÏAR LÏAR

oneiric ephemerality.

@imnyah

Buy = free download.

zy & Nyah - as dreams shaped the void

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͖̤̙̙̖̹̱ͅa̠͔̲̳̲̠̭l͖̬̝̬̝̘ͅl͉̤ ̗̘̫̗͈̟͇͈ḭ͔̝͖̮̜̥͔s̮̪͇̯̻̗ ͍̠̯n͚̬u̥̩̩̣͈l̹͓l̳͚͖ ̗͚̹͓a̼̘̣̜̟̘̞͖̯n̯͇̳̱̰ͅd̻͕̬̗͚̰ ̼̞̣̙͎̼̙̲͕n͍̪̦̫̣ͅu͎̜̰̞̤l̼̗l̝͉̲͔̩̩ ̖i̹̪͓̥̘̞͕͚s̰̼ ̝̤̯̱̫̝a͓̞̣l̙͉͉̲̜̞͔̣l̤̩̰͖̪̲͈̲.͍̖̥̦͇̰͔
̜̹͇̺b̠l̝̟͔̝͖̹a̝͚c̜̖̱͙͔̜ͅk͉̮͖̩̭͙ ̘͖̗̮̥͎̮n̮̙o̹̩͓̩̪̙̠̱i͓s̭̞̘͖͎̬͙͉e̞̰;͕͎̩̼̝̤̝̮̖ ̭͙̞̖͉̬͓̜̜ṱ͎͉̹͍͍̺ͅẖ͍̮̱e͙͖͉͓̙̹̲͇ ̭s͇͚̯͓o̰͔͕̭͕̪u͉̹̯̫̭n̖̙̤̦d̝ͅ ̭͉̳̩̩o̝̮̩̠f̬̹̤̞̳͈̦̲ ̜̳͓͙̞ḏ̫y̯i̫̟̮̞̖̟̟n̟̩̥g̥̦̺ ͉͔̫͕d̜̼̯i̖̲̙̫͙͎̺m̼̗͇ͅe̗̯̰͓̙̙̺̤ͅn̜̹̣̱̗͍̰̮s͔i̗ͅo̭̤̘͚̱̱̥̘n͓̬͚s̳̺̳̼̼͕̝ ̻a͚͎͉̱͔̙n̖̺̺͖̜̱̟̯d̗̹̗ ͔͕̲̬͍̳̱c̯̯̯̘̹r͓e̦̹a̲̖͕̮̰̻t͇̟͎͇̲̟i͇o̩̗̺͚̥n̠̪̲͕͍ ̝̠̼͈̫͍̯ḭ͓t͙̝͍̦̟̲s̻̫͓e̫̪̪͚̪̠̩l̞̳̥̬̺̯͙̩f̫̼͔̹̦͎͔.͔̬͇̳̺̮̜̭
̫̯̯͍̬e̱̘̲͔̺̤͈̜q̠͕̳͓̰͕̮͖̜u̲̤͓̭̔ͬͫ̊͢a̗̱̲̘͇̮̬l̮ ̪͓̙̮̩̹̫̼͙o̲̞͖̬p̖̥͚̬̳̞̠̞p̦̜̗o͎̩̟͓̳̰s͈̬̱̲i̩̬̙͍̹͚͚̬̱t̻̩͚̞͍̝̭i̳̝̤̙̣o͉̹̙͕͎̫̭͎n͎̦ͅs̭͎̪̥͈̺ͅ.̦͓͔
̠̮̘͇͈̝ͅN̤͉͕̰͕͖̲̖o͉̺̭̳͉͍̣̦͍t͇̗̻͎̦̠͔h̲̥͓̦͎̤̻̗i͈͙͕̰n̠̬̬͙̻ͅg̜͍̻̜̬̺ ̫͇̻̼̗̯ͅc̫̞͉̰͔̳̱a̜̭̖̤̫̤ṉ̩̥̞̹͍̝ ̫̼ͅe̗͔̫̤̰̥s̺̜̬̰c̭̱a͎̰̲̳ͅp̘͕̜̺̠̜̜e̯͎̝̞̹̞͓͉̱ ͙͖t̳̜̺͇͉̺h͚̘̺̟ͅe͎ ̣̺͖̪̣i͉̤͔̙n͇f̥̠i̲͚n̥i͚̙̗͕̯̤t̯̪̬̳e̖͉͇̹̗͇̬̪,̲ ͚͖̫̳͍̺ͅh̝̻͕͙̲y̰̝̩̮p͖̯͚̜̪̫̦e̜͕̭͕͕͇͉r͕d͚̭̞̻̝̘̜͔i̠̯̝̱̭̠ṃ̣̟̣e̠̜͇̼̬̪͉n̯s̩i̫̖o̙n͓͍a̞̲̱̳̜̪l̗ ̦͍a̦̫̗̙b̫̺̣̖̪̝̠̝ͅy͔̦͎̣̤̭̝s̭̫̤͓̫̮̠s̭̱̗̪̺ͅ,̻̠̮̞̯͙ ͙͈͔̠̳̟t͈h̙͚a͈̤t͖̦ ̪͇̤̣̯i͍̱͇̹̝̦̖̜s̺̠̹̳̭͎ ̪t͎̝̫̘̣͕͙͇͕h͚͎͇̜e͈̺ ̟̮̘̜f̭͓̤̩̹r̮̯͉̫͈̟͙a͎̜͕̩͚̞̘͔c̱͈̬̼t̟͉̳͙͈̣͓̤a̦̲͇̟͉l̙͔ ̣͚̻o̖̟̱͎͕͙͕̗̜f̼̦͔̖̯̮̳ͅ ̞̠͓̘̯̜t͉͙h̯̱̦͍͔e͔̗̦ ̜͔̗̪̮̼d̹r̖͚̰͙̬̯̺̝ḛ̠͍͚̙͔̪̘a͍̙̱̳m͈͓̤̹͖e̠̣ͅr̝͍͕'̲͖͕̣͍ș̺̲̺ ͎̭̰͙̭̤̰m͈̟̱ͅi̹̼̞̩ͅn͉̠͕͙͚̭d̘̬.̮͙̞͎͙̩͓͓͈
̻̳̝̮̗͚f̖̯͕͕o̼ṟ ̩͓͚̠̖ͅa͇̝̝ḽ͖̱̗͈l̫̩̥̝ ͉e̹̝x̗͔̮̟̜̣i̼̯̖̟s͉͉̺̯͍̹t͇̰̗̱ͅe͕͕n͔̹̫͇͔͓c̝͉̮̣͇̖e̲̤̦̻̗͕̥̟ͅ ̰͙̬a̰̳n̤̲̝͙͙̭̪d͎̦̫͓͙ ͇͎͕a̝̱̥͇͔̪̣l̯̟͙̬̬̣̱l͈̯̣͉̼̣̱ ̥̳̘t͇͔̠h̝a̗t͔̣̘̝̹̮ ͚͇͇͙̫̘̱l̦͓̗̠̰͖͚i̩̩̙e̘̣̮̺̭̟̫̼ș͈͎̤͇ ͈̹̹̭̫̫̤̣b͙͖̰̦͈e͈͙y̝̘̱̭̻̻̯̣o͚͖̭̳̰̼͇n̝̭̱̣̗̳͕͉͍d͎͙ͅ ̫̬̘̯̙͙̳i̥̩̦̬̯̞̹t̳̝͎̯̠͖ ͚̘̰̗͍m̤̮̭̟̻a̻̙̭̹r̜̲͖̥͍̤͈̼k̬̗s̺̟͓ͅ ͈̭̠̙͙o̘̗n̹̙͍̰̪̜̺ͅl̖̤y͇̭͈ ͙͚a͚͙͖̙̭ ͙͈͙f͇͖͓͉̳r͈̰ͅa͎̞͔̙̰͕̲̝c̣͇̝ț̗̲̰i͓̜͕̞o̬̫n͎̯̯̮͓̥̗̭ ̥̭o͍͚̝̲f̹̪̙̝͙̥̪͉ ̳̞̯̗t͖̞h̪e̺̥̠ ̩̘̲̝̪v̝͙̩̲o̰͍͔͕i̦̫͎̠͍̼͎̟͉d͈̥͓̠̹͔̝̥'̰̯̤̪̟̼̟s͇̺ ̗̪̥̫͕̝d̩̫̺̺̳̘r͔̠̜e͓̤̺̱̺͔a̰̰̖͍m̝.̱̹̩͕̻ ̰̤̰̰̭̠
̣t̯̥̳͇̜̯̰̺h̗̬͕e͖̞ ͓̙c̩̬̜̣̝̼̥̫u̱̬͎b͚̪̘̤̮̮͍̰e͓͙̙̤͚̦̟̟̞ ̜̻͚̮s̩͙ḥ͚̝̖̲̦̬a͈l̥̠̟l̻̲̖̮̲̯̱̼ ͖̞̜̦̤̫b̯̗̹͙̠̤̗̤̱e͍̦ ̝̱̜o̳͔̲̠͔̤͕͇p͎͉͚̦ͅe͖̬̥n̜̤̲̩e̲d͕̣̩̩͇̩ ͔͕̭s̝̥͇o̖o̳n̳̘̦̤͈̣.͙̙̳̣.̞̥͖͖̹.̰̼͇ ̯̞̻t͖i̼m͍̦e̩̱̬̣̖͇ ̗̰̗͕̝̻͉͇i̲t̮̪͉͉s̯̲̱͎͚̯̤̬e̦̼̠̰͉̪̳̺l͇͔͍͓̰̟f̬͍̥̝͈̞̘̩ ̪͕f̰̻͖̪̯͚̞e̻̠̜̪̰ͅe̼̪͈͈̘͇l͍̺̫̯̮s̙͉͕͖̞̺ ̺n̖̦̱a̺̝͙ṳ͚͙͍̹̼ͅg̺̥͉h͕͎͉̖̘͉̣͖̗t̞̖͎̖͈̞̭͉ ͇w͖͈̰̰͕̜͙̭h͔̠̩̱̲e̠͚̻̙͎̗̥n͚̼̗͈̣̭͕̭ ̣͙̳̪̠ͅͅo̟n̲̫̱͕e̗̙̖ ̞͈̩͈͉h̩̠̰̠̲a̳͖̣͇s͖̟͈ ̺̰̮͓͔e̜̘̼͔x̣͍̙p̳̙̪e̜̮̖̭͉͔̤̯r̹̞͉̯i͈͔͖̲e̻͉͓͕͈̠̟n̬̫̮̘͈̤̞c̱͔̤̙̮̦̣̘e̟̙͓̞̖ḏ̹ͅ ê̺̹͈̗̬͗̍ͅt̪̪̣̬̱̻̰ͮ̆ͬ̌e͎̙͈̤̙͈̜͎̊́ͫ̔̅̈̓r̤̳̩̱ͦͥn̻͍͙̖̹͂̎̄͒ͦ̍íͭ̆ͅt͚͍̹̣̩̤͓̍̈́ͅy̙̥̠̋̒̊̑͛̚.͓̖̯̩͇͚̖ͩ̌͌̌͐ͅ

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