poolside++chateau - between friends (ft. EDEN)

slowed n reverb or whatever

poolside++chateau - between friends (ft. EDEN) symmai edit

made in covid jail. hotel room, new york

you can only get part of what you want

🔒 (demo)

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my longest dean blunt ever

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EDEN's 365x27 is back again.

i don’t know what to say
sometimes
this could be anywhere in the world
sometimes I struggle to ask for the things that I want
i feel like i’m getting in the way
sometimes it’s easier not to speak
a lot of the time i feel like i’m standing inches from a jenny holzer
trying to let it tell me something
only seeing fragments without context
PROTECT ME FROM WHAT I WANT
how to escape a feeling that everything is quickly replaceable
trying to learn how to sway in the breeze when necessary
for periods i felt powerless
i switched up the texture, switched up the priorities
regained a feeling of control but was bittersweet i couldn’t bring everyone with me
like a child acting out to test the limits of the love from their parents
even when the love is revealed to be resilient,
everyone’s exhausted
now caught in limbo
trying to hold onto a new life in an old world
salary your friends or lose touch with them
everything that doesn’t demonstrate material growth is demonstrable failure
on an endless ladder what ring could possibly bring happiness anyway?
the more you try to stretch these moments out and live them, the faster they will all slip behind you
in climbing we are brought to life
one step closer to feeling heard without speaking
and emerging from the doldrums where this could be anywhere in the world
to a foundational: 
i was here, and this mattered to me

ICYMI 
I WAS IN LOVE



I do not own this track, nor its contents. I am only reuploading the track in soundcloud. Everything from this goes out to EDEN.

365x 27

ORIGINAL : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v5t-vNwCTcA

For my Pleasure (:

LYRICS:
the cordons drawn
the eyes are wrung
the song is sung
the bloody morning
a face of god
its all it was

and i loved him
and i killed him
i loved him
i killed him

a night at court
hollywood
thats all it was
a violent mess
sing down the lens
thats all you get

and i loved it
and i killed it
i loved it
i killed it

i could use a call or some old friends
the sky was on the floor cant see no end
and they said where you been i said nowhere
been trying to figure out where the hope went

im a glimmer in the night
you can pin your hopes to
im a refraction of the sky
you can pin your hopes to

EDEN - Violence Dec2023 2.611 [Demo]

unreleased

GHOST^!

I need an easier way to listen to this besides the yt uploads.

FoamCliff Dub2023 1.1.mp3 (Demo) - EDEN

Sur la terre, tout est joli

Speaking of another life
Rooftop convos, backstory of tattoos
I can't imagine
I contact fast, high hopes got dashed
And you called me up
I can't believe my luck
The ghost I love's in love
With someone else and he doesn't know about us
But now it's fading away
And now it's fading away
(I feel something)
And now it's fading away
It's fading away
It's fading away

But can't I make you see, you belong with me
Don't you know you're throwing it away, throwing it away
Throwing it a-
Can't I make you see, you belong with me
Don't you know you're throwing it away, throwing it away
Throwing it a-
Sometimes when I feel, but it doesn't mean
I just wanna throw it all away, throwing it away
Throwing it, throwing it away, throwing it away
Throwing it, throwing it away, throwing it away
Throwing it

Gunners in the air slow motion
Got me feeling something strange, it's a cold ocean
Ahadadream showing me new ways
I had a dream, there was no escape
You got me back in your own ways
I ate that karma, now the debts paid
Eye for an eye, we saw each other change
Orbits we had decoupled, in decay
Then a couple years show me new sides of familiar faces

We fell out of touch, out of sync it chafed
Fell on my face hit you for commiserations
The teeshirt said the heart had changed
Though, sex made me a ghost in the shell

But can't I make you see, you belong with me
Don't you know you're throwing it away, throwing it away
Throwing it a-
Can't I make you see, you belong with me
Don't you know you're throwing it away, throwing it away
Throwing it a-
Sometimes when I feel, but it doesn't mean
I just wanna throw it all away, throwing it away
Throwing it, throwing it away, throwing it away
Throwing it, throwing it away, throwing it away
Throwing it

I feel something
Its fading away
Its fading away

EDEN - ghost in the shell

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