Verse 1

It’s almost 12 clock and i just wanna go home
trynna create a reason for me to leave all, forget the troubles and problems, don’t want you think that its something to do with Uni, its not. Cuz i don’t want you to fathom that when i see her it hurts so much that i can’t even work, i promised myself that words won’t fail me anymore, the last time that i spoke to you i felt so stupid, hoped that you’ll forget the whole thing happened, damn i wish you knew i flattened

What other cords i think i pulled, what are the chords i played to think, to clink, to chink to make you blink and notice things that no one can, the weirder the better, remember the things that i’ve stressed huh? i’ve said ugh, i wish that i hadn’t , but this do not matter, i’m left almost shattered. The glass shattered, my brain chattered, i even couldn’t hold myself, i told my friends that we couldn’t talk no more so they thought that i sold them off, and now they’re mad, they hate my guts, i do not blame them, come on, i hate me too, and we have that in common

Chorus

If you got a second chance
and you could go home.
Escape it all.
It's just irrelevant.
(And i know just the way out, its)
It's just medicine.
It's just medicine.

Verse 2

So, we’re off to 2nd verse, you thought it couldn’t get worse, but it does, and its terse, nah, how could be terse , my life just dispersed, so many pieces i need to connect them back to find remains that seem so out of place, yes, and every single one of them is out of place, you’re out of place, my mind is hot, i will not face another case, disgraced where i’ll be labeled as an outer spaced. I’m spaced enough, you think i’m fool? I see you people laugh and smile but then i turn, you turn to evil , do some things that wouldn’t dream of

Or am i so psychotic ugh, i make up things, to make my life a bit less static. I have no one to tell this to so i go so erratic, dramatic changes become a fanatic, fantasies of a place where everyone isn’t based on being so systematic

Hook:

When everything in the world is bold and feels so real
You trynna make up a world where nothing could ever be a
predicted by people, but then you realise that yah, alone and no is there to , help you create your fanta-sy

My fantasy, 
i cannot be wrong,
i cannot be stronger,
my life almost over,
if i give u-up

Give u-up
I cannot give up,
You’ll eat me alive,
and i’ll not become myself
i’ll be just like you, i will be just like you-u 
like 8 billion people

Confessed

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i have loved you since we were 16

Deep end ~Birdy(cover)

Deep End - Jen(Birdy, Cover)

Don't Get Me Wrong - Lewis Capaldi cover

Fall out of love - Alessia Cara

Cover twenty-two:


Sometimes you're too busy to see what's right infront of you. 

Normally, I would be the one to pour my entire heart and soul into a one sided thing and afterwards it would be me, who had to deal with the bruises. 

Luckily I met someone who returned all the love I gave in the past.
This happend about half a year ago. I met someone who would share all their love with me, but now I was too busy looking for love at other places.

'Till this day, I regret my stupidness and I wish I could turn back time.


" In search of perfect, when you had it with you all along. "

One - Lewis Capaldi (cover)

Don't Get Me Wrong - Lewis Capaldi

Spent the last 20 hours solid remixing Emily Burns - Is It Just Me? and unfortunately my laptop overheated and i've corrupted the project.

But i'm releasing it anyway because i'm batman,
Writing this really got a lot of things out on a personal level, if i can pass that on to just one person then it was worth it.

Merry Christmas! Hope santa gives you what you want and if he brings you coal use it to burn his house down!  
<3

Emily Burns - Is It Just Me? (PROJECT SH3LL Remix)

All I Want - High School Musical | Xtiian COVER

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In this game of life, each of us at some point
must make a decision..whether we follow our
dreams or settle into the design in which our
society tells us and let go of our own destiny..

_-x " Never Let Go, You Dreamt it for a reason.." x-_
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Emily Burns - Is It Just Me? (PROJECT SH3LL Remix)

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