lyrics ⬇️
it was hard to see you last year
tear a page or two idk why I’m even here 

lost me when you heard silence
drive by when I just wanted peace and quiet 

she don’t ever get the memo
the less I talk the more she whine abt the money envelopes
like wachu got to show
pulling me apart when I wanna take it slow
If you see me from afar don’t think that I’m comin home
I’m had lost a game of love you did not want me to grow
why does life gotta be so tuff I wanna live I wanna glow
stuck in situations salty cuz you never wanna know

like please just let it go
you’ve done enough to hurt me so please 
leave me lone
I don’t wanna rest your soul
all this fighting gettin old
do you even really realize the lesson that you told
You don’t know how to take turns
takin money you ain’t earn
so I stare up at the ceilin 
wonderin what you worth
did I really miss her first

i think that there is no way cuz females are the worst
was it night or was it day when you gave me a curse
why does life gotta be so tough
stuck in situations salty cuz you never wanna know

if you leave me on curb with no body
ima find someone and give em some money
they like where you wanna go
life is so unfortunate so please just take me home
all my family thinks I’m stoned 
or is that what they know
i been trying hard to get away from anything at all
and she don’t pick up my calls
and that’s all my fault
probably cuz I called 100 times the night you did me wrong 
i think I’m lucky if a day in life you listen to these songs
and realize all the pain you cause
the burden that you was

let me watch the flames go up
while your friends hide in a bush
if I try to run away at least they would hook you up
think they wrote a whole damn book abt how I was such a crook
oh how it’s a shame
the feelings that you took

and I always took the blame
got me washed up in your looks
And then I realize I’m insane I start to coughin up my love
I’ll never get it in her brain oh my god let me give up 
the hundred times that I had said it
and you still don’t give a f***

what is your influence 
I think I’m watching too much horror movies 
is that it
or is that just my dumb conformities

I’m in the mist
facing problems never solving them

what is your influence (thorley)

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offbutton(voidrave99)

not home. - original

Cover of the song: 9TAILS - Gap Hats
The original beat was by Frander, nevrfall made an exclusive for not home. using the same sample

9TAILS - Gap Hats *cover* (nevrfall)

lyrics ⬇️

hear me out gimme two more days and ill be clean
double down 2 more days and if not then ill leave
trouble house, i feel like the destroyer of peace
a couple hours then ill be right where i wanna be
a lower power always tellin me that i should give up
but i dont wanna quit it cuz it was just a hiccup
i never wanna miss it i never wanna mess up
i know it could get better but i do not wanna fix it

and im sorry that i really took the long way home last night
roll the window down and feel the breeze

and im sorry that i smoked another bowl last time
cuz i felt like i couldn’t really breathe

somethin in my head
it make me believe 
they just want me dead
get it out my head

hear me out i dont wanna live this life now
turning down opportunities to hide out
ive been missing all these things while i lay down
and im wishin i could change but its harder than it sounds
and il truthfully that id be better off without the drugs
what they do to me oh i cannot explain it to my bruzz
it made me beautifully ruin all my things and all my stuff
and what im contemplating i dont even know if i can budge
find a cemetery lay my stupid corpse into the mud
like in February when i got tricked into someones love
i cant understand, we were sharing everything 
and now your other man makes you look like youre a freak
i might have a disease
might be OCD 
i roll my other sleeve up cuz it dont look right to me
and then my heart skips a beat
i cant feel like im free
lately everything surrounding me looks like it just bleeds

hear me out gimme two more days and ill be clean
double down 2 more days and if not then ill leave
trouble house, i feel like the destroyer of peace
a couple hours then ill be right where i wanna be
a lower power always tellin me that i should give up
but i dont wanna quit it cuz it was just a hiccup
i never wanna miss it i never wanna mess up
i know it could get better but i do not wanna fix it

hear me out (yunnygoldz)

[ghøst]
what is you puttin up this front for?
cus i know that you know you deserve more
dont be reachin out to me, this aint no encore
i put my heart on every beat, ofc they want more

everything you say never add up
your excuse is that i dont know how to math
but i graduated at the top of my class
aint no excuses, you just tryna be an asshole
& thats okay with me
i promise one day youll see
one day youll be
wishin for me

what is you puttin up this front for?
cus i know that you know you deserve more
dont be reachin out to me, this aint no encore
i put my heart on every beat, ofc they want more

[DeeboTwoSevenOh!]
Ive been flippin os, these hoes stay being on some fake shit
Pull up with the kult and sacrifice you by the pavement
True to my religion but ill sin if you keep hating
Always sky walkin, like im paul up in my spaceship

Bitch im haunted, in the walls, they talking
Pacing back and forth, inside this house i am a target
Definitely going crazy, running out of options
Frankly i dont give a fuck, cause bitch i been poppin

I dont care bout that no more
Feel like blowing up, ill escape this floor
Tryna steal my soul, opening that door
Cause you want me dead, just to write more lore

Killing me wont be my encore
A live leak, youll be all gore
So annoying, youre a cold sore
Hope you get trapped while they “explore”

prod. whatsgoodh1k