one of the final bandlab projects I'll ever release

[lyrics]
i been here twenty years too long
i think its bout time that i send myself home
im nothin but a short-tempered bastard
somethin’s gotta get me home faster
you could run but it really dont matter
death is always two steps ahead

im a self-obsessed pessimest always talkin bout himself
i know what you think of me
i know that youd watch me bleed
i see where i stand when its bad blood
its too bad i dont care much
you seem to think that its bad luck
but i think my life is just fucked

give a fuck abt opinions i aint provin myself
just improvin myself
get me out of this cell
get me out of this hell

prod. tiresss

the shrooms from my backyard got me geeked

insta: deebotwosevenoh
ƘⱤƎƎℙⵠƘ𝝯Ỻ†🦇
surrender.



CHRI$TIAN creates a powerful blend of emo rap, trap, and 2000s emo with underground energy, crafting music that’s atmospheric, raw, and deeply emotional. His sound is built on a foundation of vulnerability and grit, exploring themes of heartbreak, isolation, and self-reflection. With moody production and honest storytelling, CHRI$TIAN’s music pulls listeners into a world of introspection and resilience, offering an authentic space to feel and heal. Tracks like growing pains / persephone and On My Own showcase his ability to balance melancholy with strength, making each song a compelling emotional journey.


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♡ *T̷̡̧̬̲̭̦̘̩̊̉͛̓̓̌͌̕r̵̡͕͈͚͍͍̼͕̍̀̈́̽̎̍͗̍́̏̚͜͠ǎ̴̯̀͠m̵̢͕̫̓̔͑̊̈ǎ̴̯̀͠* 𓃰
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✞ 𓆝 𓆟 𓍊 𓋼  𓋼 𓍊
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Repost me ! 💜

the shrooms from my backyard got me geeked

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