solitude:

everynight im on the same shit, in the studio n i cant miss
i cant blame nobody for this hole im in
im jus gon keep digging till my brain cave in
its been so long but it feel like yesterday when ts tore me up
pour me up, it aint no liqour in my cup es morton grove
think they tried to warn me
but i never been good at listening to what im told
yes or no, are u rly down for forever, lmk



Empathy:

it’s okay, I got me and my friends we all here
we got opps, bitches watch n they hope we dissappear
she feed her hunger with my tears/that’s why I never cry 
oh my gosh let me guess i bet you’ve never lied
you have, you tell yourself that I’m so terrible 
so you don’t feel as bad for some shit that’s unrepairable
I hope that you’re glad, you seen my sister lose her life 
you couldve got with my friends but had my family in line you chose my brother in law, u must wanna see me fall
oh gosh it’s hard to believe
when you look into my nephews eyes
did you see them grieve
did you tell yourself their mom is looking back at me
and that her brothers back at home 
wondering where i could be
he would snap if he found out
and if he dies that’s alright 
we’ll have something to talk about
yea something relatable
two siblings that are dead 
and their life was never full 
i’m not a fool

Empathy - nvrfull ft. solitude (neverforever)

fireflys
i dont even understand how theyre alive
darkness every night is filled up by their light
i cant even light up my room if i try
cuz ima be in the same spot every single night
its not been great but i know that its gonna be alright
i walk outside and it feels so hard just to try to survive 
and this the last time ima walk away from the places that i havent been

always asking what i did
ill tell em what i do 
trouble breaking promises and never ever telling truth 

shout out to fire flies theyre keepin me alive
cuz theyre out every night and theyre spreading the light
sometimes ill be petrified and i hate that new state of mine.

lately ive been going over things that have been underlined
i can be a loyal man
medieval knight
this armor weighs me down but ima stand up ima fight
explain every single reason that i need you in my life
all these consequences tormenting my mind i cant describe
nobody gives me a single reply i guess its fine

i get it now, im not theyre type

silent where theyre still around
its so astound how they leave me out when they’re in town 
cant make em proud
i been working down into the ground
theyre in the clouds
i cant wait until they make it down
to where im found

i give all glory to the god above 
he gave me sound
put everything around me he surrenders all doubt
he can save me if theres nothin in my life-its going south

i get it now, speak through my mouth

I get it now (yunnygoldz)

Don’t talk to me 
I need some space and peace 
Let me rot on my own 
Let me drown in sorrow 

Tell me I’m not good enough 
Cause I know Im not enough 
So I’m back to nodding off
Zoloft won’t let me feel at all 

Why oh why would you lie to me 
When I know that I’m disguised but still a NEET

Would you give up on me yet 
I know that I’m still a mess 
I can’t leave to find again 
Take a pill then get to rest 

Why does it always follow me 
I try to hide but it glides to me 
And I won’t forgive myself for  me 
And I won’t forget what I’ve done to myself 

It won’t leave 
It owns me 
Controls me 
Let me drown in my waterworks 
You say that I’ve changed but I’m still the worst 
No one can help me on this earth 
So why would I stay another rotation

give up on me (prod.seen)

will you reside by my side
or are you gon leave when this shit get strenuous?
how come you lie when you know i was tryna hold your hand so we could see the end of this?
you aint ever care like i did
oh you want peace? go find it
how you 2faced & one sided
that dont even make no sense
youre the reason why i get tense
i just blew thru all my bands
brand new cullinan, brand new lamb

i just wanna know how come God ain’t have no sympathy for Empathy?
5 months that question been killin me
i need to see him again
its gon take my whole damn life just for me to wrap my mind around this shit
& i feel so bad for questioning my God like that
but can you blame me?
please dont hate me
i fear you already do
call me crazy cus i use my brain & connect 2&2
it aint right that he gets everything taken & she gets to move on

i can see the end from here, its not too pretty
look at me in my eyes & tell me that you wimme
put aside those white lies, just be straight up wimme
ion need no fake fucks, you either with me or you not

will you reside by my side
or are you gon leave when this shit get strenuous?
how come you lie when you know i was tryna hold your hand so we could see the end of this?
you aint ever care like i did
oh you want peace? go find it
how you 2faced & one sided
that dont even make no sense
youre the reason why i get tense
i just blew thru all my bands
brand new cullinan, brand new lamb

ion need nobodies help from here x3
ion need nobodies help x3

[prod. youphoria]

two faced, one sided

Lyrics:

Aachzz:
From the times we wasted
And my minds left vacant
Tell me to be patient 
Can’t wait another night to tell me that you hate it

I can tell what’s on your mind when you leave
The voices speakin to me like it’s destiny
The ghost up on my shoulder tells an elegy
It’s so sad but with a pretty melody
But what it really lacks, a sense of empathy
I really wish you knew what it all meant to me
I’d lay my heart down on the line and let it bleed

Deeb:
It’s time again to fuck it all up
I’m dead weight with my feet in water
Catacombed mind, all of its so somber
Torn apart, massacred and slaughtered 

Talk to me calm, not with that type of tone
I can’t bare all the sights of you noddin off
This house is not your home, I think it’s time to go
Call me back when you know it’s your time to stop 

I spend my time here in this hay
Forty tucked out of the way
Fuck around and catch a stray 

Will you look me in my face
Tell me all of your mistakes
Let me know that you’re okay

I’ll go unnoticed 
In this hell, I’m the only one that’s frozen 
Crawl up from the grave while it’s storming
I don’t wanna see your face while in mourning

Aachzz:

From the times we wasted
And my minds left vacant
Tell me to be patient 
Can’t wait another night to tell me that you hate it

From the times we wasted
And my minds left vacant
Tell me to be patient 
Can’t wait another night to tell me that you hate it 
x2

I went thru psychosis at a sewerperson show (irby x jolst)

i just wanna drown inside your love
wanna feel your everlasting touch
id give you it all 
know its not much
just to let you know that youre the one
i just wanna drown inside your love
be here when you feel like things get rough
never leave your side no matter what
i just wanna drown inside your love
i just wanna drown inside your

cold lips 
sweet mint
wont forget the taste
long trips
heart aches
wont forget the pain
over and over
play inside your brain
dont care what people say 
i wanna change the way
you think
love means never ending things
no distancing could ever come between
bandaging up every pretty piece 
of what they left right here for me
i wish that i could make you see
flaws are just like flowers growing leaves
they say perfect cant exist it does to me
want this forever and i mean it
first time in my life not keeping secrets
i could be just who i want
its what i needed

drown inside your love (6astard)

made 3 years ago so i’m dropping it by itself instead of in the collab ep 💕 s/o @user-411557229

nowadays ion go out
city look like a ghost town
3 digits on the dash
check my phone for the comedown
how it feel to be alone now

if i keep it down, never make a sound
call log empty but the bottle aint
staying quiet now, yet this silence loud
left the read receipts on my overlay
then act surprised when friends gotta leave
fuck it never said that you had to stay
in fact better yet fuckin hit the books
cuz it’s nothin left 2 say n drugs to take

she told me hop off the adderall
we just not meant to be after all
i’ll be somewhere in the night time
cause ur not urself when there’s alcohol
i got sum thoughts i aint said yet
swear this codeine got me touchin sunsets
i got purple stains all in the bedspread
and i’ll be by myself till i drop dead
baby i’ll get back 2 you in the morning
i know to you that my life ain’t important
took away shit that was making me numb
blade drip my blood and it paint in the portrait
nowadays when it’s dark out
see ur face with the same doubt
leave that bitch in the past
and leave my name out of ur mouth

nowadays ion go out
city look like a ghost town
3 digits on the dash
check my phone for the comedown
how it feel to be alone now

spectre w/ residential.

lyrics 
im sweating thru my clothes
do u feel me
u dont know shit about the real me
wake up just to vomit
could u heal me
wake up check my phone and then its back to sleep

ion do this for u
bitch i do it for me
can i skip this cutscene
already know this story
oh it gets disgusting 
my dreams way too gorey
dont know why they care cuz im just way too boring 

hold onto me dear
itll be alright 
im at peace with it
im along for the ride
ive been losing sleep
but still i feel just fine
such an awful sight 
oh it could make me cry

oh my hair is curling like it did before
im gritting thru my teeth i feel like im at war
salt forms on my body from this ocean shore
and if i could rewrite it i dont think i would

im sweating thru my clothes
do u feel me
u dont know shit about the real me
wake up just to vomit
could u heal me
wake up check my phone and then its back to sleep
ion do this for u
bitch i do it for me
can i skip this cutscene
already know this story
oh it gets disgusting 
my dreams way too gorey
dont know why they care cuz im just way too boring

two faced, one sided

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