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I am a healthcare executive completing a dual degree, Master of Public Health / Doctor of Health Sciences, focused on raising awareness about behavioral health, specifically among teens and college students. My dissertation research is focused on raising up the voice of college students beginning with communities of color. I am committed to helping people connect to their purpose in collaboration with mission-aligned leaders. Together we will achieve great things!

Our project is a first step in raising awareness about a national health epidemic. All proceeds are reinvested directly into proactive strategies for improving behavioral health among youth, teens, and young adults in collaboration with community partners.

Our youth, teens, and young adults are reporting the highest levels of loneliness on record according to the U.S. Surgeon General. Our work is going to help change that through simple actions that bring people together for the common good, focused on lifting people up, and creating stronger in person connections.


At Your Feet

This song captures the beauty of everyday moments shared between two people in love. The lyrics paint a picture of a peaceful morning, where small, simple actions—like coffee brewing, a favorite song playing, or a shared glance—create an unspoken connection. The chorus emphasizes how their relationship is like music, made up of ordinary sounds and gestures that blend into a harmonious rhythm. The second verse highlights how even mundane interactions become special when they are together. The outro reinforces the idea that their harmony continues beyond the morning, flowing through every moment of their lives. Overall, "Sunrise Harmony" is a heartfelt ode to love found in the simplicity of daily life.

"Sunrise Harmony"

[Verse 1]
Morning light breaks through the blinds,
Your silhouette, a perfect line.
Coffee steam swirls in the air,
The simple joy of you being there.
The radio plays our favorite song,
Humming along as we move along,
Nothing fancy, nothing planned,
Just this moment that we understand.

[Chorus]
We're making music with everyday things,
The tap of your spoon, the way your heart sings.
Sunrise harmony, simple and true,
The beautiful rhythm of me and you.
Sunrise harmony, notes floating free,
The soundtrack of life between you and me.

[Verse 2]
City noise fades away,
When your eyes meet mine across the day.
Small talk turns to something more,
Conversations we can't ignore.
Mundane moments turn to gold,
In your presence, they never grow old.
The clock ticks by but we don't mind,
In this melody, we're intertwined.

[Chorus]
We're making music with everyday things,
The tap of your spoon, the way your heart sings.
Sunrise harmony, simple and true,
The beautiful rhythm of me and you.
Sunrise harmony, notes floating free,
The soundtrack of life between you and me.

[Outro]
The day moves on, the sun sets low,
But our melody continues to grow.
In quiet moments, in busy days,
Our harmony finds a thousand ways.
To play on, to play on...

Sunrise Harmony

Light Up The Night

"Page Blanche" is a vibrant French adaptation inspired by Natasha Bedingfield's "Unwritten," reimagined for 2025 with a fresh perspective while maintaining the original's empowering essence. Set to a backdrop of beatboxing and upbeat pop rhythms, this song carries listeners through a journey of self-discovery and creative liberation.

The title "Page Blanche" (meaning "Blank Page") perfectly captures the central metaphor of the composition—the untapped potential waiting within each person. The lyrics beautifully express the universal experience of facing uncertainty, finding one's voice, and embracing the freedom to write one's own story.

The beatboxing foundation gives the song a contemporary, organic feel, while the upbeat pop structure ensures its accessibility and dance appeal. The French lyrics add a layer of poetic elegance, with the rhythmic flow of the language complementing the percussive elements of the production.

Page Blanche

The lyrics depict a critique of the exploitative pursuit of the "American Dream," portraying a figure (symbolizing Sean "Diddy" Combs) trapped in a cycle of wealth, fame, and systemic oppression. Themes include dehumanization, racial exploitation ("tap dancing in hell," "black face"), and the illusion of success masking moral decay and incarceration ("cell at M.D.C"). The protagonist’s downfall—driven by greed, performative identity, and complicity in oppressive systems—reflects a broader critique of celebrity culture and systemic inequality.

A CELL AT MDC

"Quiet Storm" explores the silent battles we fight behind closed doors. Through ambient textures and vulnerable vocals, this track navigates the contrast between outward composure and inner turmoil. A journey through darkness that ultimately finds solace in emotional release, "Quiet Storm" speaks to anyone who's ever worn a smile while drowning inside. The atmospheric production creates a sonic landscape where whispered confessions echo against gentle electronic pulses, inviting listeners to find comfort in shared vulnerability.

Quiet Storm

What you need
What you want
What you have is a test
Of what you'll give
What you'll lose
When you're at your worst and at your best

And the night will break your heart
Only God can see you through
The world will rip you apart
And God will carry you through

There is no great reward
There is no great truth
There's only one thing to do
Just try and make it through

And the night will break your heart
Only God can see you through
The world will rip you apart
And God will carry you through

He said
If the sun refused to shine
I will still be here
And if the mountains should crumble
I will still be here

And I think that this time
This time I really will change
And if I do it will be for you
For you

And the night will break your heart
Only God can see you through
The world will rip you apart
And God will carry you through
He said

Sol Ritmo - God Will Carry You Through

Electric Heart

"Ayla" is a captivating and soulful track that delves into the idea of fate and cosmic connection. With its melody and emotionally charged lyrics, the song tells the story of a love that feels destined and eternal, as if two souls have been intertwined across time and space. The narrator reflects on the overwhelming feeling of recognition upon meeting Ayla, as though their bond transcends the present moment. 

Each verse is layered with nostalgia and wonder, expressing the sensation of meeting someone who feels both familiar and new, while the chorus strengthens the theme of an undeniable connection that can’t be broken by time or distance. The bridge introduces a moment of vulnerability, as the narrator longs for answers, yet finds comfort in the certainty that they will always find each other again, no matter the circumstances. The track's rich, atmospheric production complements the lyrics, creating an immersive listening experience that feels like a journey through both heart and space.

Ayla

Verse 1:
She was the queen, the symbol of beauty,
Her eyes, stars that captured all the gaze,
But with time, she saw herself fade away,
And young women came to steal her grace.

Chorus:
She won’t accept aging, she’s dying inside,
The years have worn her down, but her pride’s still high,
She watches them, those young ones, full of light,
And her heart aches with envy, a painful sight.

Verse 2:
The men admire them, her world falls still,
She hides behind another face, against her will,
The curves of time have changed her form,
And before these girls, she feels reborn.

Chorus:
She won’t accept aging, she’s dying inside,
The years have worn her down, but her pride’s still high,
She watches them, those young ones, full of light,
And her heart aches with envy, a painful sight.

Bridge:
The looks she once sought, she no longer finds,
She’s lost in the crowd, in silence and behind,
The young ones shine, and she feels so small,
She wants to steal what they don’t even recall.

Chorus:
She won’t accept aging, she’s dying inside,
The years have worn her down, but her pride’s still high,
She watches them, those young ones, full of light,
And her heart aches with envy, a painful sight.

Outro:
She dreams of finding her glow once more,
But youth slips away, she can’t ignore,
She’s a queen, but from a past long gone,
Watching the young ones shine, helpless, alone.

The Queen

Xak Stahl: Sonic Alchemist and Storyteller Extraordinaire

Xak Stahl is a boundary-pushing artist who transforms life's complexities into captivating musical narratives. His unique sound—a fusion of indie folk, electronic, and alternative influences—creates an immersive experience that resonates with the soul. Each composition is a journey, inviting listeners to explore the depths of human emotion and the heights of musical innovation.

Introducing Zoé Le Fleur: The Voice of Enchantment

Elevating Xak's sonic landscapes is the mesmerizing Zoé Le Fleur. Her voice, a perfect blend of ethereal lightness and raw power, brings an extra dimension to tracks like "Ce qui est juste" and "Heartbeat High." Zoé's performances transform these songs into anthems of the heart, her dynamic range perfectly complementing Xak's intricate compositions.

From Personal Struggle to Universal Resonance

Xak's musical journey is one of transformation and resilience. Early works like 'Neon Dreams' and 'Rising Through the Darkness' showcase his gift for turning personal challenges into universal themes. His latest opus, 'Major Arcana,' is a bold exploration of life's archetypes, with each track inspired by a Tarot card, beginning with the adventurous spirit of 'The Fool.'

A Multifaceted Artistic Vision

Beyond music, Xak is a visual artist and storyteller, weaving rich narratives across multiple mediums. This interdisciplinary approach infuses his music with a depth and complexity that invites repeated listening and deeper exploration.

Join Xak Stahl on a sonic odyssey that challenges perceptions, touches hearts, and celebrates the transformative power of art. Each track is not just a song, but a world waiting to be discovered.

Page Blanche

XAK STAHL

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