Ethereal Matrix

OH I CAN'T HELP IT, I'M SO STUPID
SILLY WORDS, SPILL OUT, MY TWO LIPS
IT'S ALL NONSENSE, WE BOTH KNOW THAT
BUT IN THE MORNING, YOU'LL SEE MY TEXTS
YOU'RE SO FUNNY, WHEN YOU'RE TALKING
BOUT OTHER GUYS, THAT YOU WERE FUCKING
I'M STILL THINKING, THINKING BOUT JUDY
I HOPE YOUR HAPPY, THAT I'M STILL OBSESSED
NO TWO WORDS CAN LEAVE AN IMPACT,
EXCEPT THOSE WORDS;
WE SHOULD STOP TALKING *these are not two words*

OOOOOH X2 *say it like Judy Hopps just left u for Nick Wilde ;(*

JUST KNOW THAT, I DID IT FOR YOU
I NEVER REALLY, WANT TO HURT YOU
IT'S JUST BETTER, STAY AWAY NOW
JUDY HOPPS, YOU CAN LOVE NICK WILDE!!!!

oooo *say like you just got defeated by Nick Wilde and you stubbed ur toe*

No Discernible End In Sight

I Luv Judy Hopps

wohh yeahhhh
oooh babyyyyy *sing like this is your most popular song on soundcloud*

my bones are brittle, my knees are weak
she drank too much, know we can't see
we're moving and groovin, shaking and jiving
oh baby you know, we're living and lying
she gets all nautious, she start to vomit
pretty girl puke all over the TOWN
she runs out crying, I run right after
fuck up our lives, till it's a distater

cuz

we all know, we're dead by 30
we, don't go, til the PROM IS OVER
WHY, ARE WE, NEVER SOBBERRRRR
ohhhh oohhh

CUZ WERE DRINKING AND DRINKING
WE'll BREAK ALL THE BOTTLES
YOU'LL HIT ME AND I'll just Start to WODDLE
WAKE ME UP SAD IN A DITCH
FOR I AM JUST SO PRETTY IN PINK *ya know like the movie*
GIRLL PUKKEEEEEE
OOOOOHH OOOHHHHHH
PRETTTY GIRL PUKKEKEEEE
oooooohhhh oooohhhh
COVERED IN PUKE
COVERED IN PUKE
COVERED IN PUKE
COVERED IN PUKE

I never wanna see you again, you threw up all over my fucking... fucking cargo shorts...

Girl Puke

Why can't I sleep, whenever I think of waking up next morning,
why can't I sleep, whenever I'm up thinking bout your stupid fucking
face, with dimples, blonde hair, and tire tracks round your eye holes
I LOST SLEEP, THINKING BOUT THEIR PROBLEMS, I LOST SLEEP
WITHOUT MY MELATONIN BOTTLE

I GOT MELATONIN, I WANT, YOU TO PHONE-IN
CUZ I GOT, SEROTONIN, CUZ I GOT your mother fucking SEROTONIN
your mother fucking SEROTONIN
AAAAhh AAHHH
your mother fucking SEROTONIN
AAAAhh AAHHH
your mother fucking SEROTONIN
AAAAhh AAHHH
your mother fucking SEROTONIN

Melatonin Omen

I’m just another why in a thousand tries
Of boys who think they wanna fuck you
But every time I lie I think I wanna die
When I say that I kind of want to

When he’s looking I get so anxious
I’d stop to help it, but he’s so cute
He gets so jealous, his blood starts pumping
And his face gets so scrunchy and I feel a little funny

Oh boy, I’ll smooch your bug bites any day
So come in closer, it’s so easy
Cortisone kisses baby
I’ll make them heal so quickly

I’ll smooch your bug bites any day
So come in closer, it’s so easy
Cortisone kisses baby
I’ll make them heal so quickly

Cuz I don’t know what to do
Because I just can’t get over you
And I know I’m a joke
Because I just can’t get over you

And I know
It’s a problem that I can’t control
Something happens when your face gets close
Oh no, I’m thinking bout our future while she tells me bout our honeymoon

And it’s so boring, I’m kind of snoring
Day dreaming bout the way I’d kiss you
Would you be blushing? Would you be nervous?
Would you be everything that everyone was looking for?

Oh boy, I’ll smooch your bug bites any day
So come in closer, it’s so easy
Cortisone kisses baby
I’ll make them heal so quickly

I’ll smooch your bug bites any day
So come in closer, it’s so easy
Cortisone kisses baby
I’ll make them heal so quickly

(Oooh’s)

Bug bite darling
Face so fugly
You wanna get an itch
But you know it’s all for nothing
When your face turns red
And the blood is on your hands
Let it run
Let it run
Let it run
Til you end up dead

It’s so addicting
I hope it kills me
When you hold me tight in bed
It’s so addicting
I hope it kills me
When you hold me tight in bed

Fucking come back bro I need you, fuck!
Fuck, I'm gonna kill myself, I don't care, ok
Oh! That's it, I'm dead, I don't care, I'm dead
I don't care, I'm dead, I don't even care
Oh! Guess I'm alive, what?

our friend's house...<3

bug bites / darling (feat. stella marie)

Sleep deprived summer nights
Mosquito bites were nothing more
Reminders of the days before
We fell in love, my lightning bug
Fill the space of stars above
When suns were tired of waking up

Once I finally find you
Did you notice it too
Did you notice it too

I'm asleep
But I'll always find you
Call me back tomorrow
So I can stay until the morrow

I'd sing a thousand lullabies
To try and fall asleep tonight
But every word and every verse
Just leads me back to she or her
Oh boy, is this the end of me?
My face feels red but I'd love to see the ending!

Strung up in your arms tonight
Is this what it feels like
Is this what it feels like
Is this what it feels

our friend's house​​​.​.​. Vol. 2 <3

love note

backseat driver (willyrodriguezwastaken cover)

Gear

Vocal and Instrumental cover of the beginning one of my favorite songs.. Second time posting my singing ever!!

眠れぬ夜 - Saijo Hideki (Proxima64 Vocal + Keyboard Cover)

tracklist
2814 - 恢复
artemis - elysian fields
big bud - a way of life
photek - the fifth column
j majik - the spell
4hero - parallel universe
j flesch - unwanted
aquasky - dezires
seba & lotek - so long
2814 - 恢复

dj tofu live @ yayemarket 0 [07/25/2025]

one day i ate some strange paper
and i saw what god looks like
and it scared me to death
so i transformed into a bike

and i cycled away
into the sunset 
and i ran into the sun
and i burned to death

under enemy control
they just tell me where to go
i follow the little green men
lead me to my death

every day my brain manipulated
every time i’m seen i feel hated
make me into cheese
let me fly like the bees

give me a friend
give me an end
to never have been
where i could be seen
don’t let me know
i don’t want to know
i met a cute girl
we died on our own

i met a moe girl
and she was made of blood
and i was made of blood
and so we bled
the wound wasn’t deep
but i couldn’t see
the sky that night
was a little too bright

someone said drowning is tanoshii
so i went down to the beach
but when i got there i couldn’t find the sea
so i went back and my family

said i should go to the hospital
but there were no doctors
it was a spaceship
so i went to mars

it wasn’t fun at all
i wasn’t even there
i’m still not even here
i pulled out my hair

then the world exploded and everyone exploded too
it was pretty cool, you should have been there too
i didn’t cry because i already knew
none of this is real none of this is real

last time i went outside, the sky was twisted
and the smiles on people faces were twisted
i prayed to go please make me into cheese
let me fly like the bees

Made Of Blood

Producer and composer, original synth compositions; keyboardist since age 5.