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USE TO BE

Produced by @horoshavibes
Additional guitars by @sainttomorrow

LYRICS
I left flowers at your grave
As if just to say
Though you may be long gone
Your memory remains
Wish that you were still here
Wish I could take your place
But I'm in need of closure
So I've decided not to stay

They say it was an accident
You can never really plan for them
So when all your friends left mass exodus
You stayed behind like my happiness

All of the trauma she endured at your hands
Was it enough to push her over the edge
Many nights I laid awake
Soaked with regret
For the love that I had left
So today I'm leaving these

I guess that bastard got 
What was coming to him 
They read your diary and saw all the things he did 
But that won’t bring you back no
There’s no solace here in that 

I wish someone had listened 
When you said you wanted to leave 
So now I’m taking the last bus out of this town 
And I’ll keep your memory with me on the breeze

Said I'd come back for you
But I never did
I turned my back on you
I'm such an idiot
But I can't be held to promises
That I made when I was just a kid

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I've Decided Not to Stay (Prod. Horosha & Saint Tomorrow)

Paparazzi prod. drma

u hurt my feelingz!!

nova:
fuck you, you stupid BITCH
that hurt my feelings-
when you told me im so ugly
my god, ur such a meanie

and
fuck all ur stupid shit
you hurt my feelings!
when i pop, ur gonna hate- that ur life is so beneath me

my god, ur such a meanie!
i hate the way you tease me
you made fun of my hair and you told me i was weak so i pushed you off the swings
made you cry
that made my week
then i heard you fucking snitched so i punched you in the dick and said-

fuck you, you stupid BITCH
that hurt my feelings-
when you told me im so ugly
my god, ur such a meanie

and
fuck all ur stupid shit
you hurt my feelings!
when i pop, ur gonna hate- that ur life is so beneath me

trech:
terrorized from a distance
burned my bridge with persistence 
hate and mind, what’s the difference?
was too shy to defend 
so i internalize to pacify the need for
anything or anyone to understand 
but i dont think u can..

trech & nova:
fuck you, you stupid BITCH
that hurt my feelings-
when you told me im so ugly
my god, ur such a meanie

and
fuck all ur stupid shit
you hurt my feelings!
when i pop, ur gonna hate- that ur life is so beneath me

ur life is so beneath ME
and i made it look so easy!

nova:
fuck you, you stupid BITCH
that hurt my feelings-
when you told me im so ugly
my god, ur such a meanie

and
fuck all ur stupid shit
you hurt my feelings!
when i pop, ur gonna hate- that ur life is so beneath me

buh-bye!

u hurt my feelingz!! w/ trechor boy (prod. WellFed)

just forget it w/ yung van & brvski

Grateful In The Silence

You say it's alright
And I'm just wrong
And they say suck it up and just move on
Cut too far into it
And now it's pouring out

Say that you'll stand by me or disappear
You'll be behind me or nowhere near
Tell me that you'll support or not at all
You're not who I thought and I won't crawl
I won't crawl

No I don't need to hang around
For I am blue when you're about
Fucked this up truly
And Now I'm down

Say that you'll stand by me or disappear
You'll be behind me or nowhere near
Tell me that you'll support or not at all
You're not who I thought and I won't crawl
I won't crawl

CRAWL

Crawl

I'D LIKE THAT

I'd Like That

darling, no my love doesn't last
but maybe you're the exception
maybe we're the exception
and I'm always singing songs about the past
but it's you I've been missing
maybe it's the beginning

I don't want to swim in your ocean
I know I'll get carried away
you say that I'm void of emotion
I don't know what made me this way

I don't want to make a mistake
I know we're growing older
rest your head on your shoulder
I don't want to push you away
baby can you stay over
LA's cold in October

I don't want to swim in your ocean
I know I'll get carried away
you say that I'm void of emotion
I don't know what made me this way

I'll run until I reach your house
I've got this thing I want to talk about
you know I'm scared of heights no doubt
but you're a drop worth falling down

Arrival

"𝕒 𝕡𝕖𝕣𝕗𝕖𝕔𝕥 𝕡𝕚𝕔𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖 𝕚 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕓𝕦𝕣𝕟"
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lyrics:

[verse 1]
you are perfection ain't nothing less
sundress so tight, you dress to impress
the taste of your lips makes me second guess
if i can commit cause i am depressed
a perfect picture i will burn
drown in the liquor I got her concerned
sunlight is waning so we should return
the stars in the night, an image that is burned
RIGHT IN THE BACK OF MY SKULL
ALONG WITH THE IMAGE OF HER GOING COLD
MY LOVING SWEET EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE KNOWN
TAKE ME INSTEAD, PLEASE GOD LET HER GO HOME
why cant i find what i seek
blacked out, wake up at the top of the peak
drowsily realize she left me again
this time forever, my mental descent

[verse 2]
run back to my house flip through photographs
my mind cannot seem to come and grasp
my angel is dead, will she fall from the heavens to see me again
maybe im dreaming this whole damn event
under my bed i found the red sweater that she has left smells just like perfume she got at celeste
first time i saw her, she stole my heart; theft

[bridge]
i really miss you
i need a tissue
you were perfection 
and this was my fault
I let you hit the asphalt

[hook]
perfect connection i knew
right from the start showed affection to you
i can't believe you're gone what will i do
stay in my bed for 5 months cause im blue
x2

[verse 3]
I seem not at home when
you ain't give me dome bent
i seem not at home when
you aint give me dome bent
why cant i just find what i want
fuck my damn life why cant i restart

[bridge 2]
all this fucking pain in my brain
think ill kill myself just so we can meet again
will i take a bullet or jump in front a train
take some cyanide, or resume being insane

[hook]
perfect connection i knew
right from the start showed affection to you
i can't believe you're gone what will i do
stay in my bed for 5 months cause im blue
x2

[outro]
trapped inside my headspace
coping by just smoking the whole god damn cigarette case
known as the boy who got that damn red face
anxiety building its causeing the fucking headshakes
hope you got your bets placed
cause honestly these people be moving at an intense pace
get up out of bed and get your debts paid
someday you'll escape the pain no matter the intensity

mourn [prod. Ryini]

guccihighwaters - dead

this reminds me of tak and the power of juju

alterboy w/ LastLife (prod. kaktus)

hope you like it! :)
lyrics:
tossing and turning in bed
thinking bout what you could've said
but instead
at this party
you sat there quietly
as always

too afraid to say a single word
too afraid that you'll mess it all up
too afraid that you'll make a fool out of yourself
now post party you regret not talking more than ever
not even a simple "hi"
came out of your mouth to her that night

this was your one and only shot
a girl like hers the reason you chose the clothes that you brought
but now youre left here in bed
thinking about what you could have said

too afraid to say a single word
too afraid that you'll mess it all up
too afraid that you'll make a fool out of yourself
now post party you regret not talking more than ever
not even a simple "hi"
came out of your mouth to her that night

spotify

too afraid

Wish You Well

With Fire

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6gf0NWXgy3h039ihOnmTCW
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/fi/album/te-amo/1502202052
YouTube: https://youtu.be/--cWaGiUIyI

[Verse 1]
I'd lose my mind over you
I wish it could always be us two
It's easy when all we do
Is smile like nothing mattered

And even if we're serious or not
My heart will skip a beat and that is nonstop
And every single attribute that you've got
Is perfect in a way that makes me like you a whole lot

[Pre-Chorus]
With you it feels alright
You're saving my dark nights
What matters in my life
Is holding you by my side

[Instrumental Chorus]

[Verse 2]
Butterflies are flying around my room when I’m alone
I can’t get you out of my mind I guess this means that I’m in love
I’m lost inside my thoughts, I’d rather be lost inside your eyes
If home is where your heart is, I don’t know which way to go

Oh no, I think I finally found the one
You’re the one that turns the frown on my face upside down
You’re the one that pulls me up when I’ve drowned
You’re the one I want to wrap my arms around

[Pre-Chorus]
With you it feels alright
You're saving my dark nights
What matters in my life
Is holding you by my side

[Instrumental Chorus]

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