2 years ago found this gem still had to comeback to listen and get absolutely shitfaced drunk to it

and its too late to give up now
im not trying baby even if i let you down
and its too late to be up now
im not tired tho my eyes are tryna sleep now
im not lying but my thoughts are deep now
and id try it but my wrists are getting weak now
i would have met you bro but i can barely speak now
im sick of trying now im sick of being let down

so what if the world caves in
(the worlds still burning)
would you leave me in the rubble for him
(no im not worth it)
and thats some bullshit you where never just friends
(you dont fuck friends)
and after everything i know we wont end
(and now i wont mend)

so what if the world caves in
(the worlds still burning)
would you leave me in the rubble for him
(no im not worth it)
and thats some bullshit you where never just friends
(you dont fuck friends)
and after everything i know we wont end
(and now i wont mend)

do you feel how i feel now ?
i feel weak and my body is let down
from me
if nobody can save you
then why leave ?
you want somebody to love you but not me

so what if the world caves in
(the worlds still burning)
would you leave me in the rubble for him
(no im not worth it)
and thats some bullshit you where never just friends
(you dont fuck friends)
and after everything i know we wont end
(and now i wont mend)

abyss (Slowed)

produced by wisssery and scryer
mixed and mastered by marc orozco

shattered in my mind to fight the feeling
lost in all the cracks of my ceiling
lost in thoughts of the months we were alright
do i cross your mind even sometimes?

will you just call me back?
maybe we can talk about the things i should've said when we were drunk on your couch
how could i forget a moment so perfect?
just wanna be worth it
i'll never be worth it
god damn, don't feel bad about being right now
i dont do shit for the gram, so tell your man pipe down
the days getting longer, i just wanna lie down
see you in everything and that's why i don't go outside now

sometimes (prod. wisssery x scryer)

Paparazzi prod. drma

Lyrics:

theres no place like home
theres no place like home
theres no place like home
theres no place like home
no strings attached
no strings attached
no strings attached
no strings attached

this is what she said

"i been kinda distant and i been making friends
can we catch up reminisce
no i don't want a man but i kinda want ur dick
i want the pleasure i want head
no strings attached"  

and this is what i said

"ok
we can do this shit again
i could fuck ur pretty face
in the burrow by the shed"
tho i dont want 2
but you'll pull at my arm
till i cave n i rock you

and i downed a bottle of some shi
ion think i'll make it back
i need a version of affection
cut a lil bit of slack
i jus need a kiss
need a love
need some me time
if we really gonna fight
can we do it past the treeline

this is what she said

"i been kinda distant
and i been making friends
can we catch up reminisce
no i don't want a man
but i kinda want ur dick
i want the pleasure i want head
no strings attached"

this is what she said

"i been kinda distant
and i been making friends
can we catch up reminisce
no i don't want a man
but i kinda want ur dick
i want the pleasure i want head
no strings attached"
no strings attached
no strings attached
no strings attached

judge, jury, & executioner

Prod @hiraethsry
Released with @ytstatic

LYRICS 

Hoping that she loves me again
Stuck up in the rain hoping something will end
I can feel its pouring but its nothing I cant
Stand on my own
Dark silhouettes
They chase me around my room
They make me lose my breath
The smell of her perfume
I swear it causes death
Don't take me for a fool
I know you want me dead

So Who am I
To make amends I feel like
I might have to die
To take my only life
I know its you and I
I know just how your feeling when I
Shake your hand
Before we go don't take your clothes
You feeling cold Just hold on close
Tightly squeeze I wont let go
You're all I know

My heart beats faster than you will ever know
In the gutter fall apart and by the grass il grow
To be the fastest seed the best of me
The biggest tree you will ever see
And il act like I never really care
All you did you never show I'm scared
But thats just lies I told
I know its old but I wont close the things I had
Blurred lines like it never really mattered
In my mind I feel shattered
Its affecting me and I know
Its depressing me cuz theres a hole in my
Sinking chest I can feel it when I go to sleep
Its in my breath I can feel it when it goes away
And comes right back it stays the same

So Who am I
To make amends I feel like
I might have to die
To take my only life
I know its you and I
I know just how your feeling when I
Shake your hand
Before we go don't take your clothes
You feeling cold Just hold on close
Tightly squeeze I wont let go
You're all I know

SPOTIFY

Who Am I

i am not the one
opening up
tryna fall in love
im making it up 

to you
but i always look like a fool
as wait for
the right time

you can never pick
even if i decide
its like a waveform, in the right night
coming out at me, like you held that knife 

coming through
sedatives in june
who are you?
i would never do this to you

ur pretty girl
with a pretty guy
could not forgive myself, how i ruined that night

if i say goodnight, and goodbye, would you look for me tonight

coming through
sedatives in june
who are you?
i would never do this to you

im a fool
walking through your room
i could never give up
never let go

whats it mean to you
when you look me in the eyes
baby you look like a no-bell prize
do it or die
long, late nights
stay up and cry

Sedatives In June (feat. American Dead Cross) (prod. irby)

you can bet the whip go fast when i press the gas i promise
people think im mad, but i ain’t talk back cuz they hate it when im honest
im always in the center of the room im in but there’s two sides to iconic
such a shame that i wasn’t born flawless
see the pain when you look in my eyes, oh
no you wouldn’t think im suicidal
well that’s the point of it i guess
i smoke so much that i just overthink the stress
gotta get out my head, gotta get out my-

xanny pill make it so hard to feel
thinking that nothings real, thinking that nothings real
oh that xanny pill, xanny pill
make it so hard to feel something real
i just want my heart to heal, a heart of steel
living that way isn’t ideal
if it was someone else would u throw that life away?
you’d rather kill yourself than to live another day
i wish that happiness wasn’t so goddamn cliche
i wish it wasn’t hard to say that im okay

you can bet the whip go fast when i press the gas i promise
people think im mad, but i ain’t talk back cuz they hate it when im honest
im always in the center of the room im in but there’s two sides to iconic
such a shame that i wasn’t born flawless
see the pain when you look in my eyes, oh
no you wouldn’t think im suicidal
well that’s the point of it i guess
i smoke so much that i just overthink the stress
gotta get out my head, gotta get out my-

gotta get out my room, just to get out my (head)
gotta take out the shrooms, just to get out my (head)
gotta get out soon, before i blow my (head)
before i blow my head 
before i blow my-

you can bet the whip go fast when i press the gas i promise
and i never talk bad they just think im mad cuz im really just honest
always in the center of the room im in im really iconic
there’s two sides to iconic

iconic

-Iconic+ [prod. neverforever]

just forget it w/ yung van & brvski

produced by michael harrison
thank u amo

lyrics

and if im to die tomorrow will you cry at my wake
ill be okay
i hope you know forever is longer than you think
i lost my mind
cause i cant do anything
i cant live a normal life without you
the sky wont be blue
she get mad at everything that i do
but its all for you
and i dont have a purpose at all
but i hide it with the music and the photos on my wall
and my body is falling apart
theres blood out my nose
and my lungs got tar
oh and she gon' cover up her phone in the car
i wish it didnt hurt so bad but imma play the part
oh ill give you my eyes ill give you my heart
oh please just stay forever i will make another song for you my love

if forever really means forever
then why do i see us not lasting at all
but the warmth that you give my cold heart
is just enough for me to ignore it all
i cant help but feel like you wont ever stay
in bed i would curl up
oh if we can make this last another day
then i would give you the world
can i kiss you if the mood is right
we can fall in love another night
if i see you again
as i close the shades to hide the light
i contemplate if i should write another love song again
i dont even feel alive
channel all my negativity through the focusrite
its so late at night
love is blind so i will never see
except your image right in front of me
ill never learn my right from wrongs
ill write another love song

if we can make this last another day
than i would give you the world
im nothing if you choose not to stay
im the string to your pearls

my last love song w/ kiddamo (michael harrison)

prod by me :)

Lyrics:

you sat me down at the end of your bed
told me that you loved me to fuck with my head
listening to if it means a lot to you
i hope i meant a lot to you

i hope i meant a lot to you
i was naive to trust you
especially after all that i've been through
sorry i talked about my past too

is this too real for you?
bullshit, i don't care for you
you're a liar
you're a fake
i can't believe i trusted you
now i'm all alone with a broken heart
don't come crawling back to me, it's not in the cards

you sat me down at the end of your bed
told me that you loved me to fuck with my head
listening to if it means a lot to you
i hope i meant a lot to you

i hope i meant a lot to you
i was naive to trust you
especially after all that i've been through
sorry i talked about my past too

is this too real for you?
bullshit, i don't care for you
you're a liar
you're a fake
i can't believe i trusted you
now i'm all alone with a broken heart
don't come crawling back to me, it's not in the cards

i hope i meant a lot to you

𝙥𝙡𝙪𝙣𝙜𝙚 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙜𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙙 𝙞𝙩'𝙨 𝙜𝙤𝙣𝙣𝙖 𝙗𝙚 𝙖 𝙗𝙖𝙙 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚

Mixed by weepings ( went off broo <3 )

Lyrics:

[hero]

I might take a fuckin nosedive
plunge into the ground it's gonna be a bad time
maybe impact with a skylight
i'm alive and a survivor in the crash site aye

[weepings]

I might take a lil nose dive
coke drippin down my throat
blow smoke 
out of the window
puffin that indo
everyday I decay
lately I've been low
playing nintendo switch
up all my flows
I know
soon baby you'll be a ghost

every damn call dial tone
I can see that you're home
why you ditching me
it's history
I'm missing your lips kissing me at night
alright I'm caught up in my mind
yes I'm seeing but I'm blind
my perception is confined woah

well I know I can't just show my feelings
I'm so high I've hit the ceiling
please don't cry ill be your healing
soul I know my mind is peeling

[hero]

I might take a fuckin nosedive
plunge into the ground it's gonna be a bad time
maybe impact with a skylight
i'm alive and a survivor in the crash site

nothing’s ever going right
hair over one eye like a pirate
i won’t fuckin sleep tonight
i don’t wanna see the light
damn man
and I haven't been okay
and things not looking great
drinking on a sunday
man i'm tryna find a way
make it through to the next day
and we're cycling, revolving through the motions better pray
above these altitudes my brain can't process
living with the shame
maybe it's for the best
my head it ain't been put on straight

like the shutter on a camera go click click click
the trigger on my head goes one two
maybe a hit or maybe a miss
still 17 with no first kiss
and i'm gonna go home nightmares tonight
said i was okay baby i lied
no one was there and no one could miss
something like this piece of shit

https://soundcloud.com/caspr/beer-pong-tourney-champs-2k20
produced by caspr

Nosedive w/ weepings [prod. caspr]

INSTA @HARDLYLUVD
NEWMUSIC OUT NOW
formerly known as iitscxm

Paparazzi prod. drma

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