Name: Pulse 98 by PsyBeatmaker
Duration: 4 min 59 s
Description: His whisper in one ear. Her touch in the other. And the heartbeat right in your chest.

When winning is the only thing, you already lost something.
A cinematic glitch-track about pressure, ego, and why the grind hits different when no one’s watching.

Life’s Just a Game

Knuckledrift

Head down low

His whisper in one ear. Her touch in the other. And the heartbeat right in your chest.

Pulse 98

Cat's got your nose tonight

“The Only Thing I’ve Ever Wanted” drifts between heartbreak and transcendence — a cinematic blend of ambient electronica, soulful vocals, and haunting melodies. Ethereal textures and pulsing rhythm carry the weight of longing through waves of light and shadow.

 #ambient #cinematic #emotional #darkwave #electronic #Needlessone

The Only Thing I've Ever Wanted

Я ЖЕНЩИНА

– “Halleluja (CTRLNOIR Edit)”

“Halleluja” is a modern soul-driven ballad blending emotional, raspy vocals with warm cinematic production. The track channels a Teddy Swims-inspired vocal intensity—raw, heartfelt, and dynamic—layered over deep R&B textures, subtle gospel harmonies, and soft atmospheric pads.
Built around themes of redemption, surrender, and rising after emotional weight, the song moves from intimate whisper-style verses into a wide, uplifting chorus carried by a soulful choir. Analog synth warmth, gentle piano, and smooth low-end tones create a spacious, winter-night mood.

A blend of contemporary soul, cinematic R&B, and modern gospel energy—made for late-night headphones, quiet moments, and anyone who needs a little light breaking through the dark.

Halleluja

Snow hangs heavy in the air tonight,
and the streets feel older than before.
Footprints fading in the quiet light,
like I’ve been here a thousand times or more.

The city whispers through the cold,
like it remembers what I’ve lost…
and every breath becomes a story
carved in frost.

And I go
where the winter knows my name,
where the cold feels honest
and nothing stays the same.
Where silence holds me gently
even when it aches…
yeah, I go
where the winter never breaks.

There’s a calm I only feel alone,
when the night sits heavy on my chest.
A kind of peace I never learned
from all the noise the world calls „best“.

Maybe I’m made for empty streets,
for frozen skies and quiet pain…
and maybe winter understands me
more than I explain.

So I go
where the winter knows my name,
where the cold feels honest
and nothing stays the same.
Where silence knows my secrets
and still lets me stay…
yeah, I go
where the winter lights my way.

And every year I break a little,
every year I grow.
Winter keeps the pieces safe
in places only I can go.

So I go
where the winter knows my name,
where the cold forgives me
and melts into a flame.
Where I can breathe again
without a reason why…
yeah, I go
where the winter
teaches me to try.

Snow keeps falling…
and somehow
so do I.

Produced @ Radical Life Studios
Created by X-TAC Music

This track was crafted with passion and precision, blending unique sounds and deep emotions. Feel free to edit, remix, or enhance – but always respect the artistry behind it.

For licensing or collaboration inquiries, contact us at music@radicallifestudios.de

https://radicallifestudios.de

Let the music speak! 🎶

Pulse 98

PsyBeatmaker

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