Tistik Words

this goes out to the man hawk. (@h-wk) aka @charles-thefirst. you will live on forever my g!

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hawk. - BAND$ (shwiLL cover)

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Tedy Andreas - Mercedes (ft. Alex Emami)
Produced by Alex Emami

Mercedes (ft. Alex Emami)

for my fallen hyung Rookadamus.
beat: before the rising sun by tom misch (thanks precyse)

How many brothers fell victim to the streets?
RIP Big Brother, there's a Heaven for a G.
Be a lie, if I told ya that I never thought of death
My brothers.... we the last ones left

How many brothers fell victim to the streets?
RIP Big Bro, there's a Heaven for a G.
Ignorance is bliss, but it's better to look. 
I had to get this off my chest: I wrote a letter to Rook.

Lyricks: 
i start this off by saying i wish 2015 brought you joy,
a year ago today i was broken, sick, getting by: unemployed. 
everyday i was getting high, honestly i couldn't handle the void.
LYRICKS became a painful reminder of a career i destroyed. 

i started to drink too: let go. Weighed over 200 pounds.
My face was already big, but now this shit was starting to get round. 
I lost my self esteem, empty pockets with empty dreams. 
Being broke made me not wanna rhyme anymore over mp3s.
like yo WTF. i'm almost 30 with writer's block.
These youngins rock a new cadence: and my flow just seemed not as hot. 
and i'm still rapping about rapping , like 'Lyricks you gotta stop.'
The worst part about it all: What's that? 

i had no project drop.

look... i had no faith in myself, i had NO PLAY.
i've been promising my fans a lyricks album since 08.
i've been promising my dad he wouldn't have to work that it's okay, 
i would provide for the family soon, getting paid thru my showcase.

but damn i felt like i failed, depressed when i was rolling a blunt.
my fans were in youth group back then and now they holding their son.
they all forgot about my skills now, I got lost in a trail 
they care about mortgages and their bills now and now they're rocking Adele. 

I remember like it was yesterday... September this year. 
I found your tape, HELL IS EMPTY AND ALL THE DEVILS ARE HERE. 
You were one of my favorites, all the others man they were terrible yo. 
AZN RAPS?! everyone else was wack compared to you bro. 

F150, I studied that shit cuz your flow was the truth. 
Jealous of rappers that was lucky to get you in the booth. 
You kept it G AS FUCK, but you kept dropping gems with the dirt. 
Spit that knowledge, take these SUCKERS to church. 

Thru your lyrics I felt your pain, 
thru your voice I could always tell that you hurt. 
Everytime I listen to FALLIN, 
got inspired and wrote a new verse. 

I felt stupid complaining about me when u had it worse. 
You gave me that fuel: to put my ass back to work.

I fucking owe you my g. We only met twice but I know you my g. You shared some laughs thru IG
you wanted me to show you my beats.  
You gave me props and told me u fucked w my steez. 
That compliment alone inspired me to go home and write  few fire 16s. 
You influenced my gritty style with the feelings you brung. 
I could be as ill as you, but no one will be as real as you hyung. 

This Christmas I was back home,  getting drunk in a bar. 
I heard the news that your life was tooken, and then i cried in the car. 
I was trying so hard not to, but I felt so bad for you man 
your amazing son, your beautiful wiz - I cried for your fam. 

I was so fucking pissed cuz homie u just got thru this bid. 
And when you got out, everything you posted was positive shit.
 You inspired me to better myself. Gave me the realistic outlook on knowledge in this game of chess like you set it yourself. 
You gave lyricks this second wind, I'm going to  rep us til the end, 
Im gonna carry your name if they know me LYRICKS they'll know Cyril Kim.

I saw christ working thru you fam, regardless of sin. 
I end this with the

REST IN POWER ROOKADAMUS THE KING

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Letter To Rook

It Ain't Easy

Mama Told Me (Not To Come) (Single Version)

produced by @latenightepisode + @theloniousmartin + Topaz Jones
mixed by Lionel Elsound
mastered by Chris Athens
cover art by rubberband.

Music video premiered by @FADERmedia on Nov 1
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