Playing God

My first effort into the realms of music production. This is a pre master of a track I made in Bitwig Studio.

It's about a nomad travelling for miles and miles across the barren waste lands of a place unknown.

Making this a free download, if it floats your boat, why not grab it. If not, then hey, I'll try harder next time.

Ballad of the Nomad

Flotilla of Hope

Throughout:
Hope and Heart, Here we are

Show our soul
Show our sane
Show we know to feed now
Sail
Pure power to you
Be gone sulphuric drone
Hate can't mute heart
If this hope we clone

Oh fine flotilla
Great humanity
We pray a path for your good sanity
Show them we're here
Show them we care
Show them new hope
To add to their prayer

Brave brother and sisters
The sith won't win
Forward fearless knots
Al Nakba to thin
No highjacked god can stop your love
The world is watching with most human dove

Feed the children
Sustenance of normal
Show them human hearts can hold them
Give real rights
Help them survive
Show them Earth has loving eyes

Flotilla of Hope
Our greater good
Flushed fear because we know we should
Aside evolution selection awaits
If heart can win and protect these traits

God power good humans
To all of you
Here's praying your hearts can make it through
Show the kids were here to break hate wall
Show the true love can prevail for all

Flotilla of Heart

'Shadows In Fallen Clouds' Chemtrails are covering our skies worldwide daily. These chemtrails contain a mixture of chemicals and heavy metals. Most of the worlds population appear to think that these chemtrails are clouds or contrails and some are even oblivious to their very existence. However I am not and am well aware that what is being sprayed artificially in the upper atmosphere, won't stay there for long and will soon succumb to gravity. So then these chemtrails start to fall to earth, with their pollutant toxins. We are then breathing these in and eating the food produced from the contaminated ground and drinking the water. 
My track then 'Shadows In Fallen Clouds' is my protest to this assault on the earth and every living thing on it.
Alan

CON-FUSION

Shadows In Fallen Clouds

Ich war jung und brauchte das Geld

sonic structures and silent stretches
https://soundcloud.com/sonic-textures

Open collaboration based on Jo's  Poem, vocals, and drumbeats
I added some synthezisers 

Photo: H Skeneby  - Laxbäcken i Kopparberg

nettle seeds (copyright Jo Richter)

he got locked out of her garden
before this springtime's floral bloom
as he saw her soft glance harden
saw different patterns on her loom

he found some fallow, barren wasteland
on a hill of thistles, nettles
to cultivate defiant plants and
to get scarred by willful brambles

go feed on nettle seed
thistle oil and fibre weed
there is nothing else you need
nutrient rich and bittersweet

haggard, thin and somewhat healthy
his medicine was on demand
to overcome fatigue and palsy
when there is nothing left to want

go feed on nettle seed
thistle oil and fibre weed
there is nothing else you need
nutrient rich and bittersweet

sonic structures and silent stretches and well   -   nettle seed

Ambient Bite 592

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First Incarnation - The Modern Soma of Humanity // Gold Light

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One might argue that Ritalin serves a similar societal role to Soma in Huxley’s "Brave New World," offering chemical management of mood, behavior, and productivity, though it is self-administered rather than mandated by the state. Ritalin is prescribed to enhance focus and calm, but its use (and misuse) can also produce euphoria, dependence, and withdrawal symptoms, echoing some psychological mechanisms attributed to Soma’s fictional role. However, Ritalin is a real stimulant with known physical and mental risks, while Soma is a literary creation imagined as uniformly pleasurable and socially pacifying—making their “purpose” comparable mainly in philosophical critique, not medical reality.

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lyrics written and narration provided by fictionalive

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music is the song 'gold light' written, produced and provided by, courtesy of mobygratis.com and its crew, licensed

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vocal production, arrangement, final mix and drop by fictionalive

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artwork illustration by and courtesy of peter uertz, düsseldorf / germany

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fusion of it all - 
fictionalive with with popoems series and the hyper media reports

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dropped
wednesday, october 8th, 2025
4 pm central european time
tea time, right

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First Incarnation - The Modern Soma of Humanity // Gold Light

Shmailo

[Verse 1]
Not when I share my secrets,
not when I play it smart.
Not when the words are polished,
but when they fall apart.

When my face is red and trembling,
when my voice begins to shake,
that’s when the world stops scrolling,
and something starts to break.

[Chorus]
When I cry, you see yourself,
reflected in my eyes.
When I fall, you understand,
it’s how the soul survives.
It’s not the strength they follow,
it’s truth they recognize.
Three hundred hearts awaken
when I cry.

[Verse 2]
I used to hide the shivers,
pretend that I was fine.
I thought the cracks meant weakness,
that I’d be left behind.

But mirror cells remember,
the body always knows.
Tears become a language
that every human shows.

[Chorus]
When I cry, you see yourself,
reflected in my eyes.
When I fall, you understand,
it’s how the soul survives.
It’s not the strength they follow,
it’s truth they recognize.
Three hundred hearts awaken
when I cry.

[Bridge]
No filters left between us,
no masks to hide behind.
In a world that worships plastic,
a tear restores the mind.

[Chorus]
When I cry, you see yourself,
reflected in my eyes.
When I fall, you understand,
it’s how the soul survives.
It’s not the strength they follow,
it’s truth they recognize.
Three hundred hearts awaken
when I cry.

[Outro]
When I cry, you breathe again,
like rain against the sky.
You remember what it means
to live, to hurt, to try.
It’s not perfection calling,
it’s love that never lies.
We find each other’s faces
when I cry.

when I Cry [Edit]

When I Cry [Edit]

Note: In light of the recent AI breakthroughs, we feel it's important to clarify that we've been working with voice modulation since the mid-1990s – originally inspired by David Bowie's album Outside. Our approach predates AI-driven tools and is rooted in treating the voice as an instrument, shaped and sculpted through earlier technologies.

We fully understand that questioning authenticity may not be the intention – but it's worth remembering that all electronic music is, by nature, mediated and transformed. Even Nietzsche pointed out how modern tools shape us: inserting paper into a typewriter already creates a distance that handwriting does not. Perhaps birdsong is the only truly authentic sound. 🐦

Writes original song lyrics and takes custom lyric requests under the artist name La Wi. This platform is also home to the creative collaborations of the Psychonaut Collective (The Psychonauts). Thank you for your support and appreciation.

When I Cry [Edit]

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