[intro]
Here I am just sitting in, staring out, 
Thinking, thinking about how 
 We were just in a drought 
but it finally rained  
droplets of water still waiting on my window pane, pain, pain, it's all pain
And the wind keeps blowing in my eyes 
but I’m still sitting here inside  
wondering why life feels like a ride I can’t get off of but desperately need to

I need to,
I need to

[Hook]
Just
Fkn '
Stop 

Stop,
Stop, stop stop,
I gotta get off this ride
I gotta get off this ride
I gotta get off this ride
I gotta get off this ride
I gotta get off this ride
This ride
This ride

[Verse]
But I’m seeing through me now, it’s ridiculous, I’m pitiful  
trauma got me all fkd up, just like a little girl 
still scared of what's lurkin' in the dark
‘cause she saw what lies inside it 
So she spends her life hiding 

Yeah,
 she’s protected herself all these years, she’s so dutiful  
always keeps her eye out, waiting for the funeral  
And that's me, I guess, 
I guess I'm talking about me but my mind keeps whirling thoughts 
And it won't let me be  

I wonder if healing’s supposed to feel like this—  
like waiting for weather, like staying alive just so I don't miss
Something beautiful
And here I am now
like ashes that never cool all the way down  
like knowing the storm passed, but still flinching at the sound  
I whisper, it’s fine, it’s fine, I’m fine now
but even the wind doesn’t believe me  
and neither do i
I -
I can't remember what so good about life.

[Hook]
I gotta get off this ride
I gotta get off this ride
I gotta get off this ride
I gotta get off this ride
I gotta get off this ride

[Verse 2]
and it won’t let me rest, won’t let me breathe,  
won’t let me trust a single quiet thing.  
every gust of wind feels like a message I can’t read.  
the fan spins like it’s mocking me -
same circle, same circle, same circle.  
everything in this room moves except me,  
and the longer I sit here the more I feel  
like another part of the furniture -
burnt-out curvature, posture permanent,  
body turned fixture, mind still murmurin’.  
I’m wearin’ the chair, or it’s wearin’ me,  
stuck somewhere between burden and scenery.  
the corners collect me, dust learns my name,  
I creak when I breathe, and the air does the same.  
maybe this is all there is -
just breathing and waiting and pretending it’s motion,  
some kind of cruel,
 still devotion.

[Bridge]
but I can feel it building again  
that tilt, that pull, that carnival spin  
the one that keeps saying hold on  
when I don’t want to hold on  
I don’t want to hold on  


[Hook]
And I  -
I just gotta get off this ride

Just
Fkn
Stop 

Stop,
Stop, stop, stop,
I gotta get off this ride
I gotta get off this ride
I gotta get off this ride
I just gotta get off
Off
Off
Off this ride

[Outro]
and the worst part is  
I don’t even know where off is   
I just know I can’t keep riding  
with my hands nailed open  
and my eyes wide shut  
while the wind keeps blowing in  
and the world keeps turning  
without asking if I want to come along

[Hook]
And I  -
Oh I, -
Yeah I -
I just gotta get off this ride

Just.

Fkn

Stop.

Stop,
Stop, stop, stop,
I gotta get off this ride
I gotta get off this ride
I gotta get off this ride
I gotta get off this ride
I gotta get off this ride

I gotta get off this ride

Get Off This Ride

Hi guys, as some of you know, I had an injury this week so this song doesn't stem from a lifestream for once.... I still wanted to give you guys something so this is one of my older demos Grey Love and I made back in da studio , and John Osborn mastered😍

Lyrics:
I’ve been thinking 
I’ve been decrypting
I’m on a mission 
But I’ve been feeling weight 
Increasing as I train
But when there is no pain 
U know the saying it goes 

Diamond under pressure 
What doesn’t kill u makes u 
Stronger but the tension
That I feel within my space 
Like why are u acting strange? 
Deep down I came to aid
And you came here for the hate and the fame 

All the 
Fake love 
Man I feel some typa way 
Wanna say some 
But may silence pave the way 
Always stand tall 
Don’t level down 
I’m sorry I 
Thought we were something worth 
Talking about 

Wanna 
Lay low, 
Wanna give my phone away 
If I say so 
Maybe can I take a break 
If I praise gold 
Can I make a dime? 
I’ll stand in line 
Little sheep
I think she left, she’s out of sight 

Pride is the sin 
Don’t be fooled by the shifting disguise 
And if pride is the sin 
May I raise a toast for you and I 

Reaching closure
Losing composure 
Crashing on a sofa 
What you see is what you take 
It’s just an ancient masquerade 
There’s no rehearsal 
Straight to play 
You pray the steps you take 
Wont miss the lane 
Don’t lose the game well 

Balance is bout the motion
But how can I ride the bike 
If the road is rocky and the 
Co riders want my spot 
Like, what is really taking place? 
You like the wheels, is that the case? 
A tough girl is fun to chase? 
You must’ve heard I sit still 

Pride is the sin 
Don’t be fooled by the shifting disguise 
And if pride is the sin 
May I raise a toast for you and I 


CAMP MARS

ET.PATXKEISHH