Essentials

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chilling-indie

jen vibing

JENNA :(

Got me really wishing I was on a four leaf
Just tear my luck I got it 
Triple sevens my xan just dropped me
Just tear my luck I got it
Like goddamn I don't want to get rid of you
Like goddamn I don't want to waste all my youth
Like goddamn (tear my luck, tear my luck)
I just want to understand 
Am I the fucking only man
That loves her shes the only thing the only thing to me 
Its not really fun without me 
You want me to be good friends I got it 
Fuck my feelings then you brought it
Going on
I miss pronounce your name 
You giggle with that stare 
I don't know where to stay (yea)
But maybe at your place
God dammit don't leave me to it 
Ill flip this world upside down
I cant be seen underground 
You lit the flame of my tongue 
I got to sing out the sun (x8)
Got me really wishing I was on a four leaf
Just tear my luck I got it 
Triple sevens my xan just dropped me
Just tear my luck I got it
Like goddamn I don't want to get rid of you
Like goddamn I don't want to waste all my youth
Like goddamn (tear my luck, tear my luck)

idontknow

White walls with patterns on the print 
don't call Cuz i got no defense 
just banging my head against this wall
just wanting my pills to stop my fall
but i want to be real (God damn I don't want to feel)
i want to feel real (God damn I don't want to feel)
Hurt myself to feel again god damn I don't want to live

It's just voices in my head
cant take it stuff it out 
wake it up and feel it down
hurting me like I'm the clown
but I feel right (right right)
But I'm tied tight (tight tight)
In this box of mine
in this box of mine

White walls with patterns on the print 
don't call Cuz i got no defense 
just banging my head against this wall
just wanting my pills to stop my fall
but I want to be real
I want to feel real 

You found me 
what I got to do to hide you
I don't want the truth to find you
I've been down for the snow white i want you 
you've been questioning my choice
but I'm not good 
cant take it stuff it out 
wake it up and feel it down
hurting me like I'm the clown
but i feel right 

White walls with patterns on the print 
don't call Cuz I got no defense 
just banging my head against this wall
just wanting my pills to stop my fall
but I want to be real
I want to feel real

I want to feel real

The world is ending soon
I'm terrified of being lonely 
The words I speak don't need a story
But all I have is love
All I have is love
All I have is love 
My love is worthy 
Does my feeling even matter
got my ass a status 
smoking blunts until I'm feeling matter
Take my ass to Saturn
I've been waking up without my lighter
got me in a fighter jet jet jet jet
Flying all alone doesn't feel right
Why does my smoke got to fill with lies
Why does my folks got to hate my eyes
Is it all closed I'm just feeling fine
I got nothing to do with myself
I've been just out of fuel send my help
I've been just out of fuel send my help
I'm sorry I didn't make it lets get high
Feeling sad in a vac got my starfox vibes

I've been wishing on a star cuz its clear now
Baby i just want to last but I got seconds now
Life is really movin fast cuz I'm idle and down
I hope it don't hurt at the end

flying all alone

new recipe

[lyrics]
_________________
You tried so hard
to die with heart.
You lied at the start
Now you're fine,
but you can't find
anyway to light
your path.
Your fast to
give up quick,
to shit it out.
And you stop trying so hard.

Let it fall.
You let it all
gain weight
so quickly you will lose the day.
You are vain.
You're walking too slow
okay to get your quickie
justice is not like you
want to use so
you itch
you bitch
and complain.
Its okay, since you're 

behind on life.
Cause there's a time
when you die;
Could be today,
could be 80 years.
As long as you got 
what you need,
what you want
You can stall.
All along ‘its’ not here.
So just be dear
to what's near
your heart.
Your Heart.

behind on life

[lyrics]
____________________

hold the hand that heals you most
hope the band is just a host who
talks and sings and plays the things
you want them to.
just for you.

in a ballroom
everyones dancing
friends and family
dressed up fancy
for the change
you arrange

hold their arms
to make you stronger
as the years get
hard and somber.
the scenery changes
and arranges

you and these memories
that u cherish
so close to your heart.
that is why you
are so sweet.

i cant even think of the seasons changing.
arranging without you in them.
who knows what the future holds
all i hope are good things for you
all i hope are good things for you
all i want are true sweet moments
all along the rest your life
getting all the love u put forward
all the love from every moment
i will cherish all these moments
i will cherish all these moments
i will cherish all these moments
i will cherish all these moments

true

death

Aimee
is someone i met
through a friend
in a time i thought
there was no end
to the stage of life
im in.

changing
is the way i have
always been.
was so hard to lose 
all those friends.
but now i feel like
i am not alone;
im not alone.



changing

10:11:24, 2.57 AM

play with me

cover of bright eyes' song "false advertising"

false advertising

answer

Re-Do (Modern Baseball Acoustic Cover)

an ode to addiction (among other things)

blue and Green

smells,
and sounds,
and visions all around
i know the walls can speak,
but they chose to never try it out,
and ur soft bright soul
is memory heavy
and your memories
are for remembering
this.

and it hurts
and it burns
and it flirts with my heart
let me learn
from myself.
and im waiting,
please dont forget me.
im not forgetting you
nothing else to do
but remember
you
and your

curly curly hair
deep deep eyes
loveable sensibility
youre paintings are alive.
the rhythm of your voice,
impeccable pizza choice.
honesty and modesty
the need for patience.
i finally learned that.

i need you, i really need you.
i need the real you.
my heart can see blue.
my heart can see blue
my heart can see you
my heart can feel you
my heart can see skies
in second lives,
sunsets and trees on mountain sides
my mind can write
write out the stars
this place is yours
and you are me
and we are you
 a family
i want to be
with you at the end,
in the end.

curly curly hair.
deep deep eyes.
loveable sensibility,
you’re paintings are alive,
and you painted my heart,
on the walls of yours
and i knew from the start.
because i could tell.
how you felt,
how you felt
when i saw ur eyes, and you looked at mine.
i saw you feel it, too
didnt you.?

didnt you feel it, too.

Heavyy

Atlas-My Body Is A Hell

[LYRICS]

Find 
your heart 
in the middle of the ocean.
Everyone departs
in the midst of the commotion
Say goodbye to Heather
for a year. While
she gets drunk
on beer.
 
I try as hard as i can
you know,
I am only a man
on my own.
I float like a stone.

Heather are you home?
I wish i hadn't left you alone.
Because i truly truly miss you,
and i wish i was with you.

As much as i've bled on my own;
I could bleed for two.
Didnt say what i need to say
to you.  
All i ever wanted was a lifetime.
All ive ever wanted was a few things 
and my life’s timeline
is weak and misleading
the truth.
And my “truth” was always you.
All i ever wanted was a lifetime.
All i ever wanted was a liE / (a lot)

opportunity

[MERCH]

____________

[lyrics below]

Its the change, isn’t it?
It’s the change.
I know
i am different.
I hope, i’m not the same
as i used to be
on different days. 


I came a long way,
Spent long days,
To be here with you.
But if it's not the
same, I don’t
have to stay.
I can go away, again.


Take me out.
Dump me in the sea 
to let me sink down.
Learning
where it gets really dark;
that there’s no sharks.
just junk yard parts.
One chair, and one tv.
It’s just me beneath the sea.

Its the change, isn’t it.

One Where you Understand

PUNCHiE