Name: sHirt by PUNCHiE
Duration: 3 min 1 s
Description: this was supposed to be a Christmas Song. (oops)

Is it just me or does it look like the kid in the middle is in a bag? Great song though

ive never related to a song this much it hurtss anyways love the song

now that it's december I can actually listen to this christmas song :')

sample: it looks sad - creature

i saw you in the window of my room
i saw you in the window of my room last night again
i screamed, "please don't go" at you
but those fragile bones still seemed to move so fast
and i know it hurts to hear
but i'm just no god damn good, my dear
i promise you i would not lie
i die to live and live to die

no one ever told me what the words feel like
no one ever told me what the words felt like
when you're asleep in empathy
and i'm awake in entropy

i met you in the parking lot outside of the high school
breathing in the fumes from cigarettes and trying to act cool
you asked me "do you hate yourself? i can tell you fit the part"
i said "self loathing? listen, just don't even start"
can't put into words the way that you intimidated me
was fighting with a mirror over which side was the fakery
we shared our stories, showed our scars
made that promise, crashed your car

no one ever told me what the words feel like
no one ever told me what the words felt like
when you're asleep inside a ditch
passenger seat, i lie and twich 'cause
no one ever told me what the words feel like
no one ever told me what the words felt like
i watched you die and spoke your name
but neither of us felt the same

NO ONE EVER TOLD ME

passed out in some garage
someone broke my guitar
spilled beer on your friend's couch
but i'm not fucking sorry
i'll see you tomorrow
i've gotta sleep some more
and when i leave your house
you'll hear me slam the door

i woke up in the eve-
ning with you in my bed
i wondered what was going on
i wondered what we said
both of us high as hell
surprised that we could speak
said something fucking stupid
and then you said to me

i don't know where i'm goin'
and i don't know what i feel
and i don't know who i am
or what is real

got a gig tonight
don't think i have a ride
supposed to start at 6
i'll be there at 9
what the hell's my name?
i don't remember it
and who plays in my band?
oh, i don't give a shit

i might hit the town
like where's the party at?
and stuff my fucking face
until i have a heart attack
i'm probably better off
a memory or dream
but for now i'm here
at least that's how it seems but

olive jacket, magenta hair
pale skin with a piercing stare
you see through my eyes to my brain
swallowed whole by an empty void
wondered if i'd be destroyed
but somehow you saved me from it

speak in tongues through a speakerphone
never see what i need to know
i always just do at the end
question morals and need support
swapping spit in a pillow fort
i'm drunk on a sunday again

i'm fading out
but i'll open up
at least i would
but i'm frozen shut
god damn

white lies on the telephone
might cry if i make it home
but something tells me that i won't
water bottle of alcohol
on my teacher's desk in a middle school
we all must find our escapes

broken clasp on a cookie jar
empty cabinets, looking hard
for something to eat in this place
going hungry or maybe starving
myself because i hate who i am
oh, i do, oh yes, i do

i'm fading out
but i'll open up
at least i would
but i'm frozen shut
god damn

i'm fading out
but i'll open up
at least i would
but i'm frozen shut
god damn

frozen shut

Honestimated

Who Cried For You?

Who Cried For You

an ode to addiction (among other things)

this was supposed to be a Christmas Song. (oops)

sHirt

we're not leaving btw, we love all of you <3

~ ty for 200 ~

< 𝘧 𝘢 𝘳 𝘦 𝘸 𝘦 𝘭 𝘭 >

i've never felt less like myself 
than when i'm naked in reflections 
truly wish that i could exit this body 

and it's coming on again 
starting to crush again 
can't wait to fuck up every friendship that i've made 

but i've never felt more like myself 
than when i'm drunk alone 
at 3 a.m. again 

'cause my stupid brain can't help but get attached 
to every person whose attention 
even barely starts to drift a bit my way 

oh, here we go again 
here we go again

sorry

here we go again

Colab

Secrets I Belong

another old sad reflection.

Lyrics: 
Man, fuck tryna to socialize, I wanna be  mesmerized by nature while I’m outside, people make me wanna die

And if that hurts I’m sorry, but I’ve obviously lost my shit when I cover up suicide with a Christmas party

And my jokes just involve me juggling my fate
I’d rather talk to you than make songs but I can’t be real with a fake
Man, at this point, everything I make
Can be a joke or a cry for help, so fucking give or take

I’ve been questioning everything
I try calling other people but they let their phone ring
So I leave them alone, can’t be annoying
I show the bigger picture, but they never see the whole thing

I let my feelings out even though I can’t sing
I’d let them out to you but I’m afraid I might cling
I can’t handle this tonight, I can’t handle this tonight
Don’t know if anything I’m doing is ever completely right

And I’m all alone
But I don’t do anything about it
And that’s the saddest thing about it

Called your phone
Now I’m feeling obsessive
I can’t wait till I look back and regret this

I need someone near
I need someone close
I need someone here
I need someone who knows

I need someone near
I need someone here

I need someone near
I need someone close
I need someone here
I need someone who knows

I need someone here
I need someone near
Chorus (2x)

sHirt

PUNCHiE

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