this is who I am

OFFICIAL VIDEO OUT NOW:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dtQJeqqbfIE

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lyrics:
fly too high and you’ll always get burnt
finding words but they all seem to hurt
I’m scared all the time

all I’ve done you say is nothing at all
all this time I’ve spent tearing down walls
just to get left behind

so who could blame me if I gave it all away
I tried my best does that make it ok
life is fair but when it all leaves my head
I’ve got time to spare but I feel i’m already dead

reminded daily of who I’ve become
keep to myself I’m comfortably numb
I promise I’m fine

all this time I’ve spent fighting for fame
what’s it worth, you won’t remember my name
if I made it I’d fade with time

so who could blame me if I gave it all away
I tried my best does that make it ok
life is fair but when it all leaves my head
I’ve got time to spare but I feel i’m already dead

I don’t wanna hear it
the curtain call
so sick of faking
don’t care at all
need to escape but I’m too self aware
my hero's ending
the guilt I bear

I hope you’re listening
while I dig my grave
don’t feel bad
it’s not your life to save
it’s finally time to just give up the dream
remember me

Already Dead

OFFICIAL VIDEO

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Edoardo Gastaldi, born in 1998, is an award-nominated film-music composer based in Venice, Italy. 
His style combines slow piano lines with deep ambient atmospheres. In his creations, the frontier of repetitive post-classical minimalism meets deep compositional ambient layers, leading his arrangements to become a philosophical thread of condensed melancholy and sparse hope.
After several years of music studies, which provided him with formal training ranging from classical piano to music theory, in the summer of 2021, Edoardo started publishing his compositions and productions.
The influence of 17th-19th century pianists and the fascination for experimental edges make his music an ever-evolving equilibrium among Modern Classical, Ambient, and Post-Rock subgenres.

Gastaldi's philosophical approach is inspired by the sounds of foundational artists including Johan Söderqvist, Hammock, Tony Anderson, Leonard Petersen, Atli Örvarsson, Stephen Porter, Ronit Kirchman, Sigur Rós, John Cage and Nils Frahm.

Edoardo’s work deeply reflects his desire to explore human fragility, paradoxes, and the complexities of existence. Over time, his soundtracks were described as capable of delving into the big consequences and underlying roots we can’t avoid.

In 2024 Gastaldi scored the soundtrack for the multi-award-winning short film “Etilismo”, a story that delves into the sensitive issue of chronic alcoholism in youth.

Contact: edoardogastaldimusic@gmail.com

I make music for fun. Comment if you like a song. Enjoy!

Queer Creative, Chronic Playlister
Based in West Yorkshire, UK and Lezhë, Albania
i dont have a discord server so just dm me for whatever

released with:
Neoluminum
sleepy.zone
Hellhound Audio
Juxtaposed (rip)
slashpos (rip)
Wells Fargo (rip)
Unbeyond Anthologies

member of: 
SCXVRGE [⅓] (rip)
Skyeforth [¼] (rip)
Internet Insomniacs [⅐]
MØTHKÄT [½]
Mournful Silence [⅕]
null_point. [⅑] (rip)

Already Dead

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