this is literally unfinished but i cant be bothered

uncolourful bass

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(Verse 1)
Cause I've been sleeping on the floor
Thinking of it all
Fell into a river thinking I deserve it all
What a way to go
A way to go

(Verse 2)
Yet another day trynna act grown up
As I scream into a pillow just as I wake up
And the mess I've become, I'm just so fed up
That the voice in my head tells me to shut the hell up

(Verse 3)
As I fall into the lowest lows
My intuition can't follow through
Maybe this place isn't worth it anymore

(Pre Chorus)
Can you tell if we're worth it?
Can we make a change?
We could set this world ablaze
One day

(Chorus)
Cause I've been sleeping on the floor
Thinking of it all
Fell into a river thinking I deserve it all
What a way to go
A way to go
Cause I was passed out on the floor
Can't get up on my own
This headache is unbearable, how did I stoop so low?
What a way to go
A way to go

(Verse 4)
I will find a way to grow
In the near future
Getting tired of being alone
Guess I have to go
I just have to go
I just have to go

(Bridge)
Can you tell if we're worth it?
Can we make a change?
You and I could be the ones to pave the way
Can you tell if we're worth it?
Can we make a change?
We could set this world ablaze
One day

(Chorus)
Cause I've been sleeping on the floor
Thinking of it all
Fell into a river thinking I deserve it all
What a way to go
A way to go
Cause I was passed out on the floor
Can't get up on my own
This headache is unbearable, how did I stoop so low?
What a way to go
A way to go
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Special thanks to @puppet for his much needed advice on this song.

KARMA

one with @xavimakesmusic
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Chronophyll

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I’m drowning in this temporary ecstasy
I’m never quite who I intend to be
And seeing the world like you never did
Growing up but still a stupid kid

I wanna fill the empty space
Just today
This feeling never stays
Tomorrow we’ll be alone again
’Til then I’ll swallow the poison

Four years flew right by
Stuck here, I can’t decide
Wanted to feel alive
Wish that I had the time
Chasing
Changing
I’m so uncomplacent 
I just want another day

Another day to fill the space
Another chance I can’t replace
Among the crowd I’m just a face
Don’t worry, I’m ok
But if it all comes crashing down
I don’t know if I’ll come around
Another war I should’ve fought
Don’t tell me what I want

I wanna fill the empty space
Just today
This feeling never stays
Tomorrow we’ll be alone again
’Til then I’ll swallow the poison

I’ll swallow your poison
Your flesh and your bones
And I’ll stay here with you ’til it’s over
Time took my friends
And I’m nothing without them
The ink turns to black in the winter

I wanna fill the empty space
Just today
This feeling never stays
Tomorrow we’ll be alone again
’Til then I’ll swallow the poison

I wanna fill the empty space
Just today
This feeling never stays
Tomorrow we’ll be alone again
’Til then I’ll swallow the poison

TOMORROW WE'LL BE

the second single from my 3rd album

am I cursed to fail?

lyrics:

tired of tempting fate
been at it
again and again and again

pressed hard
to play the cards
the devil made

losing sanity
played out
it bled and it bled and it bled

short straws
mean longer falls
onto the blade

desperation
feeling ignored
dead ends through
thousands of doors

if my fate’s
already decided
I’m cursed to
just keep fighting

reputation
traded in for
mistakes that I take pride in

If theres a key I’ve tried it
there’s thousands like it

if my fate’s
already decided
I’m cursed to
just keep fighting

you placed the blame
and I spite it
you fanned the flames
I’ll light it

you shame the way
that I’m all in
I’m only cursed when I’m falling

the winds have changed
I’m breaking away

I’m not the same

built through tragedy
walls high
I ran and I ran and I ran

can’t hide in a castle made of dirt
can’t hide a self made failure’s worth

(well fed)
here it comes
(regret)
on the run from judgement
superstitions grow
(reset)
til they become
(forget)
all I know

desperation
feeling ignored
dead ends through
thousands of doors

if my fate’s
already decided
I’m cursed to
just keep fighting

relief became reality
slowly pulled it out of me
this key was always hiding
there’s thousands like it

if my fate’s
already decided
I’m cursed to
just keep fighting

you placed the blame
and I spite it
you fanned the flames
I’ll light it

you shame the way
that I’m all in
I’m only cursed when I’m falling

the winds have changed
I’m breaking away

I’m not the same

write until the final page
my ink runs red
I’m cursed to bleed

the scars that faded
I’ve chosen to see
mistakes that made
the best out of me

this stories not to read
all I’ve done
history

the blade you gave me
is facing both ways
I’m not the same
I’m not the same

Cursed

the final single from album 3

LYRICS:

treading carefully
dirt footprints fade away

red dust
hides rusted
insecurity

aiming higher
is bad for your health
I’m not letting myself live
truly free

if I took it easier on me
would it inspire me
could it change my fate

I’ll wait and see

if I took it easier on me
would it inspire me
could it change my fate

till all the hard days
are forgiven

self help builds
confidence

cranes lift while
concrete dries
i’ll write my sins
in wet cement

just let me turn the page
tears blur
the words will fade
move slow
overloaded with uncertainty
watch the weight of your tears
shape waves
ships will shake when
you change the sea

you’ll change the sea

if I knew any other way
to keep from spiraling
to keep me sane

I’d take it easier on me
would it inspire me
could it change my fate  

Easier On Me feat. SadBois

Where R&B drifts through heavy atmospheres and alt-rock grit

Worlds Collide

i love this song so much, have a future bass edit of it

OG: https://soundcloud.com/surrealrecordings/overspace-jenceno-outerbound-feat-slyleaf

Cursed

Puppet