what I'd give to be you again
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(Verse 1)
Another day, another reason not to look up
Wash your eyes, stay inside
Try your hardest to forget who we are
Strangers with common pasts
(We are strangers with common pasts)
It's alright, it's alright
Though there's barely any time
It's okay, just look at me and jump off the fence
I know you'll make it

(Chorus)
I know you'll make it
I know you'll make it

How many moments apart
Lost in the dark
How did you and I become so different?
You brought the raging tides
And the wings to fly
What I'd give to be you again
Myself in the past

(Verse 2)
I don't believe in enough anymore
I can barely write this song
Rock bottom, mess up, get back up
Don't call me on my phone
I'll pick up and hang up

There's a reason I suppose
Why you stay up late alone
It's cause a glimpse of the future would hurt
One where you didn't care at all

(Pre Chorus)
Was it worth it losing everyone you knew?
It will be harder now
I hope you'll see this through
Caught in a riptide doing everything for you
If we make it out I'll leave it all to you

(Chorus)
I know you'll make it
I know you'll make it

How many moments apart
Lost in the dark
How did you and I become so different?
You brought the raging tides
And the wings to fly
What I'd give to be you again
Myself in the past

(Bridge)
What's the point
Too late to go back now
I'll stay and rot
Like everyone else does
Is it impossible to live again?
(Like everyone else does)
Maybe we can
And maybe we cannot
But I wanna try
And find what I stand for
Maybe you'll understand along the way

(Pre Chorus II)
I know
You're too young to have everything it takes
But you can't afford to give up
And let it go to waste
So we'll try
We'll try to face the tide
We'll try

(Chorus II)
As we're restless
Staying restless
Staying restless through the night
As we're restless
Staying restless
Staying restless all our lives
As we're restless
Staying restless
Staying restless through the night
As we're restless
Staying restless
Staying restless all our lives
All our lives

(Chorus)
All our lives, all our lives, all our lives
All our lives, all our lives, all our lives

How many moments apart
Lost in the dark
How did you and I become so different?
You brought the raging tides
And the wings to fly
What I'd give to be you again
How many moments apart
Lost in the dark
Maybe you and I could find another way
I've had a change of heart
Will gladly take it back
Everything that I said to you
Myself in the past
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this sounded so weird 2 years ago lol https://soundcloud.com/noirwastaken/raging-tides-wip/s-vF4AozycqNU

RAGING TIDES

i know you hate me but i'm proud of myself
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Call me reckless all you want now
I'll do it on my own
Cause I'm tired of this selfishness
You never tend to show
And burning in the fire
Won't save you from the cold
Cause this everlasting restlessness
Is nothing but your fault

You're pushing your luck
If you think you can come on top of this
You live on the edge
But you can never see the point of it
I'm losing my mind
It's hard to sleep cause I keep seeing the
Disgust in your eyes
I know you hate me but I'm proud of myself

I know you hate me but I'm proud of myself

Undecided
Uninvited
Maybe you should be reminded
Undecided
We're divided
In my life you're not invited

Call me reckless I won’t find out 
There’s only so much I can know 
I just sit back here and reminisce 
How did I get so low?
You call me a liar 
You think that you know it all
Why do you never make any sense?
I always take the fall

You're pushing your luck
If you think you can come on top of this
You live on the edge
But you can never see the point of it
I'm losing my mind
It's hard to sleep cause I keep seeing the
Disgust in your eyes
I know you hate me but I'm proud of myself

I know you hate me but I'm proud of myself

Undecided
Uninvited
Maybe you should be reminded
Undecided
We're divided
In my life you're not invited

Guess I don't need you anymore
Leave me alone
I'm tired of this life that we both chose
And this fear of giving up keeps getting worse
And every second wasted staring at the wall
I'd rather spend it all alone

Undecided
Uninvited
Maybe you should be reminded
Undecided
We're divided
In my life you're not invited

CALL ME RECKLESS

CALL ME RECKLESS w/ Adronn, Distant, Rainswept & Rocor

it all came rushing back
⋆✹˚.⋆*✧

revenant

you could never grow up
but your time will still come
can’t always be young

you can braid your own hair 
but still let knots come undone
can’t fix every one

it’s a curse to not care 
why can’t I cherish the fun
scared i’ll forget all I’ve done

finding new lives to live
neglecting this one
got by but that wasted time

was worth more than gold
when I look back on what’s mine
not sure if I lived it right

you can’t save the days
you wish you could hide

I’m done
I’ll remember this one

you could beat yourself up
until you’ve finally won

and lose just the same

you could write it all down 
but watch your ink drip and run

turn pages and pages

it’s a curse to not care 
why can’t I cherish the fun
will it all be lost when I’m gone

I could throw it away
I could fade with the sun
till then
I’ll remember this one

Victory

Fade With The Sun

cheap date with a trance state truth
work’s out I called in a bomb threat

(oh no it’s the way we go
oh no it’s the way we gotta)

betrayed by your point of view
work on your popular project

(oh no it’s the way we go
oh no it’s the way we gotta)

just pretend it’s gone today
move on without all the progress

(oh no it’s the way we go
oh no it’s the way we gotta)


tough luck on your growing pains
I know I have to get on this

(oh no it’s the way we go
oh no it’s the way we gotta)

I’m trying
I’m trying

Popular Project

the second single from my 3rd album

am I cursed to fail?

lyrics:

tired of tempting fate
been at it
again and again and again

pressed hard
to play the cards
the devil made

losing sanity
played out
it bled and it bled and it bled

short straws
mean longer falls
onto the blade

desperation
feeling ignored
dead ends through
thousands of doors

if my fate’s
already decided
I’m cursed to
just keep fighting

reputation
traded in for
mistakes that I take pride in

If theres a key I’ve tried it
there’s thousands like it

if my fate’s
already decided
I’m cursed to
just keep fighting

you placed the blame
and I spite it
you fanned the flames
I’ll light it

you shame the way
that I’m all in
I’m only cursed when I’m falling

the winds have changed
I’m breaking away

I’m not the same

built through tragedy
walls high
I ran and I ran and I ran

can’t hide in a castle made of dirt
can’t hide a self made failure’s worth

(well fed)
here it comes
(regret)
on the run from judgement
superstitions grow
(reset)
til they become
(forget)
all I know

desperation
feeling ignored
dead ends through
thousands of doors

if my fate’s
already decided
I’m cursed to
just keep fighting

relief became reality
slowly pulled it out of me
this key was always hiding
there’s thousands like it

if my fate’s
already decided
I’m cursed to
just keep fighting

you placed the blame
and I spite it
you fanned the flames
I’ll light it

you shame the way
that I’m all in
I’m only cursed when I’m falling

the winds have changed
I’m breaking away

I’m not the same

write until the final page
my ink runs red
I’m cursed to bleed

the scars that faded
I’ve chosen to see
mistakes that made
the best out of me

this stories not to read
all I’ve done
history

the blade you gave me
is facing both ways
I’m not the same
I’m not the same

Cursed

the final single from album 3

LYRICS:

treading carefully
dirt footprints fade away

red dust
hides rusted
insecurity

aiming higher
is bad for your health
I’m not letting myself live
truly free

if I took it easier on me
would it inspire me
could it change my fate

I’ll wait and see

if I took it easier on me
would it inspire me
could it change my fate

till all the hard days
are forgiven

self help builds
confidence

cranes lift while
concrete dries
i’ll write my sins
in wet cement

just let me turn the page
tears blur
the words will fade
move slow
overloaded with uncertainty
watch the weight of your tears
shape waves
ships will shake when
you change the sea

you’ll change the sea

if I knew any other way
to keep from spiraling
to keep me sane

I’d take it easier on me
would it inspire me
could it change my fate  

Easier On Me feat. SadBois

No Humans Allowed

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out in the deep waters you keep all of your secrets
far from me, and i cant keep on hoping you'll return
and in the past i didn't feel complete
now i know why

i'm cold without you here
constantly filled with fear
and you promised you'd stay near

so where are you now 
i don't know how i managed 
to let you go
live out on your own
and ive traveled the seas
but there's no sign of me 
or you
or where you've gone to

and its cold without you here 

so cold without you here

and its cold without you here

and i know, that you're gone
never to be found
but it's hard to break free
without you here, it's hard to breathe
feels like the waves are crashing in

and its cold without you here

how come you promised you'd stay near
where you now
i don't know how i managed
to let you go

live out on your own
once again 

yet i swore id protect what i had left
and now i have nothing
and its cold without you

Buy/Stream

Without You Here (w/ N33T & pooki)

patience

2/4

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Cursed

Puppet