Victory

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We’re going back again
Going back where it started
I’m looking back again
It was fun while it lasted
So unsettling for you to say to me we both lost it
Our home is covered in dust our days there were fun while they lasted

And I don’t know how I wake up and live like this
Just wasting time avoiding the silence

Don’t know where to go
Nowhere feels like home
How can I leave behind all I know
Am I living life, if I’m so terrified
And never happy where I am?

Lately a mess, I’m so obsessive, its too late
Is it in my head, feelings I’m tying to forget, but I cant change
I just want to feel again I don’t want to go another way
Keep running away from my fate

I’ll drive through the city as I wake up
To remind me of the place where we grew up
From the smell of the smoke that killed our lungs
To the parties where nobody wanted to show up
But i never quite expressed the love I felt
Ill drive this car into the water and choke on my seatbelt
Found my guts age 22
I’m gonna do what I wanna do

I wanna be brave
But I’ll fall on my face
I just wish I could take my time
Easy to say but I can’t look away

Don’t know where to go
Nowhere feels like home
How can i leave behind all I know
Am I living life, if I’m so terrified
And never happy where I am?

Kawasaki Boy RE-AMP

what if I lived a different life
had no scars never cried
never flew

what I had
wasn’t fine 
wasn’t fair
but was mine
what if I knew

i’d have never of learned
all the lessons that brought me to you

if I had it better
never cried
never fought for my life
i’d be through

I’ve tried to quit so many times
you see the surface of my life
what I’m going through

but it lead me to learn
all the lessons that brought me to you

I’d have never of learned
all the lessons that brought me to you

running circles in my mind
sing the same words every time 
you see right through me

but I sing them loud 
even when it hurts
if theres no fire
I’ll make it burn
pour on the gasoline

I will die by those words
and the lessons that brought me to you
I’d have never of learned
all the lessons that brought me to you

Worth It

outsmart my
pick-and-choose scarecrow
long bomb loose
win or lose arrow
just fight
militant burn out
who lied
forget it we’ll find out 

ripped away
from a city so simple
in the cage
outwitting the devil
just fight
militant burn out
who lied
just admit it we’ll find out

reach high
get a beat down
lick the floor 
of the industry dog pound
aim tight
double lung bleed out
retired
ignorance fade out

fuck off kiss ass
now I’m riled up
hit the gas crash
50 car pileup
last lap
guillotine seatbelt
wave the checkered flag
last laugh from hell

can’t die
young warlord
more tattered
than the banner we fight for
be proud
limitless scoreboard
no end no winner
it’s war

It's War

Lyrics:


If I tumble down
Will you stick around?
'Cause I think I'm going out of my mind

Every unheard sound
Every flaw you found
Everything I have will never be mine

If I fake you out
Will you shake my doubt?
Do you think that I'll get better in time?

'Cause every voiceless shout
You forget about
And it's gonna send me over the line
But I'll never be this broken again

So stay awake
I promised you I'd make it through
Pray for me to be someone new
It's not like I wanted to

If I double back
Will you drop your act?
'Cause I'm waiting for the cycle to end

But you still distract
From the point you lack
And you try to drag me under again

Dammit, shut up
Scream until you find a way to tear it from my hands
But you're just too stuck up
Losing every memory of who I really am
(I'll never be this broken again)

So stay awake
I promised you I'd make it through
Pray for me to be someone new
It's not like I wanted to

So stay awake
I promised you I'd make it through
Pray for me to be someone new
It's not like I wanted to

Everything I Have

A Quiet Sadness

Runner w NeoKainn (Tanay)

[genre] Melodic Bass
[tempo] 150bpm
[key] Fm / Cm

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LOOMING THREAT is my greatest song to-date. I've spent almost 30 hours (combined, 2-4hr/day) perfecting the drum work, sound design, and mixing and now it's here for your enjoyment :)

special thanks to @fvllthrottle and @asaniel for feedback! this song wouldn't be the same without it.

what i learned mastering-wise: it's ok to have a little clipping. it doesn't work with every genre though so take what i said with a grain of salt :)

also no i'm not a furry

ASCENSIO

LOOMING THREAT

Pretense

A glance at the vast space may make everything seem meaningless, but it makes me realize how much I wasted love on you... 
It is about time I say farewell, sweet memory of better days.

Special thanks to Diicens, TriangleReality and octaneuro for giving me feedback and helping me learn crucial things for my very first track!


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Bandcamp: soon

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You can use the track in your projects, but please credit me properly. 
Expect Content ID to claim the video however. To avoid this, 
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Wasted Love

@gyodesis x @spxcx_owl x @totaledwind_sphere - Shattered Landscapes

Worth It

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