i made this beat on my school chromebook in soundtrap so please be nice ive only produced like what? 3 shitty beats before this? so pls... p.s i cant get into my main account on discord so no replies!!! 

thank you @prod-lustri for the additions to my vocals and the beat <3
@hyxxteria
i lash out, you tap out, i'm sorry, lets stop now
i lash out, you tap out, i'm sorry, lets stop now

i wish that things could change
but that's just a pipe dream

you and me 
you and me
we'll never get to be
what we dream

you and me
you and me
i guess love
isnt all that it seems

i lash out, you tap out, i'm sorry, lets stop now
i lash out, you tap out, i'm sorry, lets stop now

lash out prod. pupsies

i feel like crying all the time

FOLLOW ME AND STREAM MY MUSIC AND SHARE IF U LIKE IT PLSSSS THANKZZZ NEW ACCOUNT >_< this is a reupload of an old song i made!

@hyxxteria

suicide (xgatteora)

@deathisbliss2 here ya go <3 srry i deleted my acc xC i appreciate the support !!!

mend (prod. fallenang3lx)

guess who's at her dads and got a new mic

this is so fucked up, that im losing sleep over this
no, im losing touch
losing all my sanity, shit
this is so fucked up, that im losing sleep over this
god please make it stop
before i have to slit my wrists (x2) 
you wont fucking reply
are you ignoring me
or are u just so busy
and im just so boring

or are u showing off
the way that u go hours
spending ur time alone
i dont have the willpower

i dont know how to say
you drive me so insane
i have to cut again
at least i had a chance

a chance to be with u
a chance to see it thru
but im too fucking screwed
for knowing what to do

this is so fucked up, that im losing sleep over this
no, im losing touch
losing all my sanity, shit
this is so fucked up, that im losing sleep over this
god please make it stop
before i have to slit my wrists
this is so fucked up, that im losing sleep over this
no, im losing touch
losing all my sanity, shit
this is so fucked up, that im losing sleep over this
losing sleep over this
losing sleep over this 

this is so fucked up, think ill pop a molly... smoke so goddamn much, im hallucinating

im so out of touch
u just seem so disgusted
like u cant fucking stand
to be around my presence

i think that im talking sense
what am i supposed to think
when u ignore me on the weekend of all fucking things
im sorry youre so busy
im sorry im so needy
i guess ill never be satisfied, yeah thats what im thinking

this is so fucked up, that im losing sleep over this
no, im losing touch
losing all my sanity, shit
this is so fucked up, that im losing sleep over this
god please make it stop
before i have to slit my wrists
this is so fucked up, that im losing sleep over this
no, im losing touch
losing all my sanity, shit
this is so fucked up, that im losing sleep over this
god please make it stop
before i have to slit my wrists

L0SING-SL33P (prod. Takuori!)

STUCK IN MY HEAD!!!! PLS LOBOTOMIZE ME DONT WANNA HEAR WHAT U SAID!

STUCK IN MY HEAD (prod.loony)

BLADE (prod. takuori)

corny ass lyrics but idgaf cus i miss him so suck it !!!!

I FEEL SO SICK I JUST DONT WANNA B LIKE THIS
I FEEL SO SICK I JUST DONT WANNA B LIKE THIS
every day, that u dont say good morning
i feel my heart break
like someone fucking stabbed me

every day, that you dont say goodnight
i think i might just lose
lose my fucking mind
cus i cant fucking stand, ur disappearance
what the fuck r u doing thats more important
that makes u seem to forget about me
so i spend another weekend waiting
waiting, for your reply
waiting, until i die
waiting for your reply
waiting until i die
I FEEL SO SICK I JUST DONT WANNA B LIKE THIS 
I FEEL SO SICK I JUST DONT WANNA B LIKE THIS
I FEEL SO SICK I JUST DONT WANNA B LIKE THIS
I FEEL SO SICK I JUST DONT WANNA B LIKE THIS
I FEEL SO SICK I JUST DONT WANNA B LIKE THIS

sick. (prod. ywua + shikai)

sorry guys im at my moms so i only have my shitty headphone mic ill delete this later if no one likes it ok... 

i'm just so sad i dont know what to do...
told you from the start, how i really love you
but youre leaving me behind

leaveing me behind
leaving me to die
yeah youre leaving me to... die

god gives me something sacred
just to take it all away
u prayed for me every day
guess he wasnt listening

u would be the one to stay
i guess that im just naive
i guess that im just naive

i remember what you said
cus its stuck inside my head
cus its stuck inside my head

"its about you doing better"
"everything will be okay"
"please dont stick around"
"cus you'll lose me anyway"

maybe i dont understand
yeah you told me that i didnt
but everything that u said
seems like one big contradiction

i dont know how to make sense
of the feelings in my chest
u think id be better off
but what if i just wasnt?

what if i started to cut again
deprived myself of oxygen
isolate and masturbate 
and get a ton of absences

would you love me even then
would you come back to my arms
would you kiss all of my scars
would you kiss all of my scars
would you kiss all of my scars
please just kiss all my scars
all the scars left on my heart
cus i dont know where to start

scars. (prod.pe10nN)

loony if you see this i just want to say thank you so much for your beats and the work you put into them, without you i would literally have no career and no spotify listeners and i put that on god i hope one day i can repay you hopefully when i get a job and get my money up and stop being a broke 16 year old ilysm thank you.

so i have just a few small problems
dont you think if we work , we could solve em
so i have just a few small problems (problems)

so i have just a few small problems
dont you think if we work, we could solve em?
all i need is my baby by my side
all up in my guts
just to help me survive

so i have just a few small problems
dont you think if we work, we could solve em?
yeah my wrists
look like shit
but ill put it in a pic
dont u think
we could make
things work if you just stay?

so i have just a few small problems (problems)
dont you think if we work , we could solve em
so i have just a few small problems (problems)

if you really loved me
you would stay right here
wipe the blood from my thighs
just to wipe my tears

it's a choice
that you have to fucking make
its me, im your girl
do i have to raise the stakes?

fuck youre driving me insane
i can feel it in my brain
pulsing, screaming, but  in vain
and i love you all the same

call the scars a piece of art
just so i can carve your name
you and me, we'll never part
cus you love the fucking fame

so i have just a few small problems
dont you think if we work, we could solve em?

FEW SMALL PROBLEMS!!! (prod. loony) *all plats*

feat. @zxbossman

la la la la
la la la la

so youre stuck in my head again
you never give me any peace of mind
any peace alone
any peace of mine
is a piece you took
that i try to find

so youre stuck in my head
listen to the lies
apologies
they're bittersweet
to make ends meet
i'll meet defeat
youll never see
this side of me

small things remind me of our past
you wanna bring it all right back?
you wanna hurt my heart like that?
u wanna hurt my heart like that?

memories. ft izxi (prod. 785rie)

L1K3AD0LL! ft. LeXanax

ur local puppygirl (taking a break/hospital)
pls support my music im broke
@pupsies on all plats! 
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scars. (prod.pe10nN)

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