you literally saved my life im so grateful to you i hope youre okay you matter so much to me

we adore u pupsies… sending all our love

prod @harui
rec preset, improvised melody etc, just a demo
i may make a new account or something, dunno, some days i feel like i can live and some are like i'm already dead but i could finally bring myself to write and sing again
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whats the point of having a voice
when you feel you don’t have a choice
when you want to find new words to say

i just wanna be free
(slight pitch error my bad..) let go of every single thing
but when i look inside
the future seems so dim

i’ve dreamed to change the world
on every single birthday
blowing out my candles
knowing i can’t intervene

when i closed my eyes
i wished and dreamed
a world, one sweet as cream

i’ll never save myself, i know this much is true

the heights i reached, when i look down, the depths i could fall to
there’s nowhere safe
but if i may,
there’s something lovely 
‘bout the way
i ask myself, what did i do, i tried to be good, but it all fell through
i wished to make up for mistakes i made by being born
each breath i held, so afraid to waste another word
in this world, do i belong? don’t think i’ll ever feel so
the “selfless” act, its selfish that, i can’t feel real if no one knows
i want to be an angel high, to save or just to run away?

i seek forgiveness, hoping it shows
i never wished to be like this
if you all love me still, as flawed as i am, then i know for sure
i’m not the only one who can be
i still feel like i’m nobody even if you disagree
but i know that that just means we’re all deserving to be seen
deserving to be—

i know these moments disappear but while they’re here please stay!
i wonder, somewhere in the world, does someone hear my voice?
their heart, their mind, a low hummed tune, it drowning out the noise..?
if you still hear me, i hear you, humans all that we can be
even aching in my chest
i’m glad you’re here 
may we be free

may we be free

untitled (demo) (prod. @harui)

sorry for being emo! :p you guys r so nice i changed my mind

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