I WISH I COULD TAKE THE PAIN BUT IM IN CONSENT SUFFERING EVERYDAY 👏

[chorus]

I don’t want to live, if this is all that is there
Loves not here
My eyes do ignite, when i think life just isn’t fair 
It’s so clear, i gotta go 

[chorus 2x]

I don’t want to live, if this is all that is there
Loves not here
My eyes do ignite, when i think life just isn’t fair 
It’s so clear, i gotta go

i don't really wanna be conscious (feat. shiloisblind) (saint mike)

CODEINE COFFEE (FT. XELISHURT) [PROD. Y$57]

I was up past six 
gettin higher than a bitch 
you wanna see me smoke this spliff? 
All back fit w all black kicks 
you wanna see me take a sniff?
Slit my wrist everybody wanna diss
they wanna see me fuckin dip
boutta pop some shit 
you can suck my dick 
now everybody wanna take a pic 

Doin coke in the backseat
Who’s askin
Lights aren’t the only one flashing

I was high all night
She was be my side
Said I wanna die
Then we fucked all night
I was poppin shit
Idek why
I cant see straight
Wanna close my eyes

Fuck it
If I die tonight then fuck it

engineered by Tem3nos
cover art by me

lyrics:
bitch i been spoke
to my kinfolk

they said you big broke
why i try so hard?

you like ten toes down
and you won’t pull my card

i’m the pen coach y’all
you can’t get out this yard


another one
like i’m the one that father assad

i wasn’t chosen
but i’m the one that chose to be god

i’m ghostu bean
im the one supposed to go hard

and if you didn’t know
i’m leaving all my enemies charred

got my ass up off the floor now i’m confident as ever

takin anyone that want the smoke
my rhymes are just better

plus i talk about some shit that you ain’t never heard, never

vulnerable, but coachable example setter


now, i’m proud of y’all
but i don’t think you’ll ever reach me

spent a long time learning
now i’m the one that’s teaching

plus i’m from a line of people in the church preaching

you could never silence me, bitch i exert speeches

chorus:
i’m over y’all
i just wait on hova’s call

the day y’all know my name is the day i follow protocol

said i’m over y’all
i just wait on hova’s call

hope he reaches out soon ‘fore i can’t hold ‘em off (x2)

verse 2:
i’m not over you yet, but i keep getting closer

i long for the day you’re not part of my culture

eat away at me for years, baby girl you’re a vulture

held so many drinks for you
you could call me a coaster


and i just take a hit off the bong

while i sit back and contemplate if i was right all along

i feel guilty as hell
that i put you in these songs

but that’s the price you knew you’d pay if things would ever go wrong 



working on myself, i really need to go to therapy

it’s heavy on the mind like post-nut clarity

guess i’m kinda worried that they’re gonna be scared of me

and send me off to rot inside a prison of vulgarity


never wanna listen to the people they compare to me

stick me in a public place and everybody stare at me

people throwin coins and shit
societal imperity

damn, that shit hurt, man
at least throw a square at me

chorus:
i’m over y’all
i just wait on hova’s call

the day y’all know my name is the day i follow protocol

said i’m over y’all
i just wait on hova’s call

hope he reaches out soon ‘fore i can’t hold ‘em off (x2)

OVER Y’ALL (prod. Homage’s Hidden Gems)

please tell me someone's seen it
can you check if you're sitting on it?

lyrics:
10 shots and i’ll feel okay again 
wake up i could feel my face again 
your kiss i forgot the taste again 
your love baby can you let me in 

cause this clubs so dead like my iphone 6 
and my banks so dead need to buy more cigs 
and i feel so dead when i don’t make shit 
know i missed your text i’ll come back to it 

and over slept still feel like crap 
and my phone just dead if i don’t get back 
and i’m so down lost where the fuck am i at 
and the clubs so dead where the fuck am i at 

where the fuck where the fuck where the fuck am it 
i can’t find my geek where the fuck is it at
got a lined up wrist i don’t want to relapse 
can you send one text cause i want to relax

Have You Seen My Geek Bar? (405ethan)

https://on.soundcloud.com/s35H7twZuUS925rw8

i wanna dance ft p!nkcaspserr [prod glorygasp x xgatteora]

FXCK SLUMP PROD.VOID

fade (prod. Result)

Chorus:
i been down bad on my ass 
i been sleeping all day to avoid life

only feel good when im dreaming or fucked up, how do i get right?

i’ve thought about you every second, every minute now for a thousand days and nights

i wish i could figure out how to take what i know and go back in time

i been down bad on my ass 
i been sleeping all day to avoid life

only feel good when im dreaming or fucked up, how do i get right?

i’ve thought about you every second, every minute now for a thousand days and nights

i wish i could figure out how to take what i know and go back in time 

Tem3nos:
I can’t ever seem to figure out
How I’m supposed to live this life thing now 
I feel like I’m trapped in these bounds 
Been a long time since I felt something profound 

I can’t break ground no matter how I sound
I’m always pulled down by everything around 
It seems I allow all this shit anyhow 
I could leave this house, but instead I sit and browse

Chorus:  
i been down bad on my ass 
i been sleeping all day to avoid life

only feel good when im dreaming or fucked up, how do i get right?

i’ve thought about you every second, every minute now for a thousand days and nights

i wish i could figure out how to take what i know and go back in time

i been down bad on my ass 
i been sleeping all day to avoid life

only feel good when im dreaming or fucked up, how do i get right?

i’ve thought about you every second, every minute now for a thousand days and nights

i wish i could figure out how to take what i know and go back in time

Ghostu:
can’t move, i’m too exhausted

to my brain i’m a hostage

had patience once
i lost it

mind moves too fast
can’t stop it


i wish could take the pain but i’m in constant suffering, every day

wish i was a little sane so i could handle shit the human way


oh, help me, i’m so lost
i think i took wrong path

i’m searching for the road that’s gonna help me climb back (x2)

Chorus:  
i been down bad on my ass 
i been sleeping all day to avoid life

only feel good when im dreaming or fucked up, how do i get right?

i’ve thought about you every second, every minute now for a thousand days and nights

i wish i could figure out how to take what i know and go back in time

i been down bad on my ass 
i been sleeping all day to avoid life

only feel good when im dreaming or fucked up, how do i get right?

i’ve thought about you every second, every minute now for a thousand days and nights

i wish i could figure out how to take what i know and go back in time

Avoiding Life (Prod. Tem3nos) (Feat. Tem3nos & Ghostu)

Bruhmanegod x Rob Frost x Chromeheart - Just Like Me Prod.Bruhmanegod

lyrics:
sleepy hallow walking 
these squares they got me coughing 
bury me in fire 
shit the door to keep me locked in 
i woke up out in SCV
ubered in an SUV
and i can’t recall anything 
the past 2 weeks been 
off and-
she tell me i’m mess 
girl know it 
crystals round my neck 
catch the light this shit be glowing
shawty wanna text
but she too afraid to show it 
tarot on my desk 
with some and an empty bottle

think that shit was just moscato
feel like august, feeling hollow 
i don’t really to like call 
dont got too much time to borrow 
baby now i’m catching flights
leave u in the dead night 
i can’t really tell what’s right 
foggy roads don’t see the light 

and i just miss the clovers cemetary
thoughts are gotten really scary 
maybe all i want is i want is just to go there 
haunted hills in ojai
reached out while you drove by 
maybe i could reach you if you moved a little slower

I've run outta options 
Im inhaling toxins 
Hydrogen cyanide 
It's really got me coughing 
Where the fuck I been at? 
I been in the dirt bitch 
Im just sick and tired 
Of feeling so damn worthless 
I met you in oblivion 
Was off my medicine 
You are a demon 
You're not at all heaven sent 
Hell bent on ending it 
Razor blades n prescriptions 
So Suicidal It feels like an addiction

sleepyhollow w/ UV6X7 (tiedforsilver x sorrow bringer)

Purdue on other Platforms:
https://linktr.ee/purdue_ave
Backstory:
Purdue Ave. is the Alternative Music Group formed in 2022 by Ghostu & Rin. Soon meeting the Third Member, Engineer and Producer Tem3nos. 2023 Sparked the Growth of Purdue, dropping their first song Iminhell on 07/20/2023. Purdue decided to add their 4th Member and Producer Dully, in 2024. 

Purdue aims to spark passion, change lives, and breed creativity in a world that wants to kill off uniqueness and the human soul.

Avoiding Life (Prod. Tem3nos) (Feat. Tem3nos & Ghostu)

Purdue Ave.

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