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Terror "On The Verge Of Violence"

Terror "Can't Help But Hate" ft. Corpsegrinder

you may think lowly of me i think even lower
collapsing from the weight that is pressed against my shoulder
everyday passes i dread getting older
heart like arctic it don’t get much colder
tryna be the change i wanna see but have no courage
my anxiety rids me of the ability to flourish 
haven’t ate in days ive been feeling malnourished 
haven’t slept either i been really fucking sleep deprived

deprived of all emotions except despair i want to die
i cant even do that right trust me i’ve already tried
suicidal failures make me think it’s for some reason
maybe i couldn’t go through with it because i have some meaning

it’s nice to think that way but i know i have no meaning 
looking for a will to live i can’t find none i’ve been pleading
there is no higher power that i’m choosing to believe in
do not resuscitate if i stop breathing

filled with so much hate i kinda love the feeling
content with sorrow happiness isn’t appealing
grown familiar with misery it is all i know
people think that all is well because i fail to let it show
i don’t want your pity or your fake concern 
nobody really cares hard truth to accept 
but once you do you’ll find that isolation is the best
i really hate myself all my life i’ve been a mess

UNITYTX "PIECE OF MIND"

Pure Noise Records