a functional keepsake of everydamnthing, i will now be removing things that have been placed (i have gone against my word sorry)

DO NOT LISTEN TO IN ANY ORDER, YOU MUST BE IN CONTROL AT ALL TIMES! it could get scary

The Keepsake

MAR25

Something creepy for Halloween. Set it as your ringtone or alarm to freak someone out. Enjoy!

Creeping Fear

maretu ft. hatsune miku - forced obedience (強制隷従)

I-I-I-I don't really care if you cry
She-She told me that I'm all alone
I'm gonna d-die
So I never chose to listen
Out her mind
Y-Y-You don't even know where you're going
Read the signs
She broke my heart that's a crime
She slept with all different types
But I'm the one that will shine
You know I shine
Fuck that bitch she waste my time
Many times you crossed my line
Thinking back I don't know why

If tables turned I was doing the worst
Would you spread the word
Who would you go to first (Go to first)
You tried to get out of something toxic
You jump right in (Jump right in)
To another relationship
Where the hate begins (Begins)
Always seems to follow right behind (Right behind)
Maybe it's just a part of your life (Part of your life)
(Your life, your life)

I-I-I-I don't really care if you cry
She-She told me that I'm all alone
I'm gonna d-die
So I never chose to listen
Out her mind
Y-Y-You don't even know where you're going
Read the signs
She broke my heart that's a crime
She slept with all different types
But I'm the one that will shine
You know I shine
Fuck that bitch she waste my time
Many times you crossed my line
Thinking back I don't know why

I D0n't kn0w whY

I D0n't Kn0w WhY (ON ALL PLATS)

archive of FalKKonE's cover of MiKUSABBATH by Utsu-P featuring vocals by Rena. 
(I do not claim to own this work.)
original: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4iX3kBsxRM&ab_channel=FalKKonE

credits from youtube caption:
Transcribed, arranged and produced by Michał "FalKKonE" Sokołowski. 
All vocals performed and recorded by Rena.
https://www.youtube.com/user/yandeiNSaNiTYiSSaNE

MiKUSABBATH / FalKKone feat. Rena【Intense Symphonic Metal Cover】

nauseous prod 4evr john maclane [mv in desc]

All tracks written, performed, and produced by Reserv
Track 3 written and performed with Rainfield
Track 9 written and performed with 8485
Recorded in San Francisco, CA

Honeypie

Honeypie (feat. 8485)

unpledged alliance

prod. byekento + hexo

told you that i feel just fine i don’t feel alright no more
i’ve been wasting all your time with the same damn lies i know
everyday i gotta death wish 
and i don’t know what i’m doing i just guess it 
said you’re gonna stay but i really can’t accept it 
‘cause i’ve been in my head so i really can’t expect it 
‘cause i ain’t been important only ever had deception
‘cause it’s been so long since i’ve ever meant a thing to someone else
and i know when it’s over i won’t move on 
probably rid myself away just a nuance

‘cause the pain so hard and it gets me 
‘cause they lie so much and it kills me 
make the same old song but it rids me of all the things that i couldn’t say
couldn’t stay away for so long
‘cause i know in end it’s just my ways what i got
and i know i can’t ever fucking change i forgot 
so if i put a bullet in my brain is it wrong? 

and if i could for a second make it all just go away
and tell you how much that you mean to me to find another way 
‘cause i don’t wanna be another cynic with a cold heart 
and i don’t wanna fall apart and tell you there’s a next time
i don’t ever wanna act like i ain't ever know ya 
i just wanna hope that you gon be there for the long ride
talking like the rest of my damn life
don’t wanna see you go i want you by my damn side 
i swear i want this shit forever not a damn time 
i wanna be the one for every single lifetime 

and every time that you hold me close 
i remember things i used to never know 
that you love me so 
didn’t ever think i’d find a place like home
but i know i never wanna let you go

for the rest of my damn life 
don’t wanna see you go the rest of my damn life
cause you’re the only thing that ever really feels right 
and you’re the only one i ever wanna be mine 
for the rest of my damn life 
for the rest of my life 
for the rest of my damn life 
for the rest of my life

‘cause the pain so hard and it gets me 
‘cause they lie so much and it kills me 
make the same old song but it rids me of all the things that i couldn’t say
couldn’t stay away for so long
‘cause i know in end it’s just my ways what i got
and i know i can’t ever fucking change i forgot 
so if i put a bullet in my brain is it wrong?

rest of my life

need or want ?

Cappuccino by Muship a part of the 6sense album.
voice Bank is MAYU.
I Love this song some much y'all do please y'all support my GOAT muship


Cappuccino (feat. MAYU) by Muship

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Artwork: http://maricaripan.deviantart.com/art/Undertale-W-D-Gaster-SPEEDPAINT-580036047

I heard you all were waiting for this remix, so here you go! *flings breadsticks at you from across the table* Gaster's theme was literally an 8 measure long repeating piano melody, so there was a lot of room for creativity. There was also the problem of, "How do I turn a 15 second theme into a 4 minute remix," but here it is. It's magic, I tell you OvO

[Undertale Remix] SharaX - Dark Darker Yet Darker

Seven People Locked In A Pitch Black Mausoleum

Song by Maretu Vocals by Hatsune Miku

I do not own this song Maretu does 

All formalities aside this is a BOP

【MARETU】Childish Adult (コドモなオトナ)

repeat to yourself that they're not really gone
time has proven that fooling yourself into believing
a lie is the most effective way to deal with
things you have no control over

keep listening to the mixtapes they made you
overanalyse every single word you hear
"was this a sign that things were going wrong"
no no, you were the one that cared too hard, not them

stay up every single night staring at your phone
either attempting to gather up the courage to
turn these demons, these constant reminders of
your loneliness into nothing more than a bad dream
or praying just for one second you could feel
the warmth of equally returned love

go out for coffee four times a week by yourself
always bring your notebook, never stop writing
leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip
watch them smile as you get in your car

always talk down on yourself whenever possible
my life is shit because i deserve it, right?
you must have done something real bad
its nearly impossible for you to cry now

avoid your friends for weeks even though
they're the only sense of consistency you have
left in your life, if they really wanted
to see you they'd come, but they won't (who cares?)

allow yourself to lose interest in the things you love
watch as you begin to take a backseat to the
world around you, don't fight it
become a secondary character in your own motion picture

but most importantly drown every single one of
your feelings in old stolen rum, learn to
love the taste of it dripping down your throat
find comfort in the warmth coming from your
stomach, you're drinking bottled love now

you don't need other people to drive away your loneliness
you just needed to find a way to talk to it

how to never stop being sad

Memoire

Mémoire

Malice Mizer - Baroque

music journaling i share the good and the bad

@bestbudshq | @underdotnet | 💜 babe wife -  @vertigoaway 💜

art by vxnished on instagram

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