Lyrics: 

Verse 1:
My eyes are tired from the crying
‘cause I’ll never be enough
I’m so tired of pretending
that I care about this stuff
I’m so tired of persisting 
just to see it all burn up
I just can’t fucking take it
and could really use a hug

CHORUS:
I THOUGHT I’D NEVER SLEEP AGAIN
WHEN ALL I FELT WAS SADNESS
CONTROLLER TUCKED INTO MY BED
I ROT AWAY IN SILENCE
NOTHING EVER MATTERS
WHEN YOU NEVER FUCKING MATTERED
TO YOUR PARENTS AND THE PEOPLE
WHO YOU THOUGHT YOU COULD RELY ON

Verse 2:
The smiles on their faces
I never want to face them
They ruined all the places
The ones that I call sacred
The ones that kept me whole

CHORUS:
I THOUGHT I’D NEVER SLEEP AGAIN
WHEN ALL I FELT WAS SADNESS
CONTROLLER TUCKED INTO MY BED
I ROT AWAY IN SILENCE
NOTHING EVER MATTERS （And I’ll do it again, ’Cause I really feel fine）
WHEN YOU NEVER FUCKING MATTERED (Don’t have any self control, I do this every time)
TO YOUR PARENTS AND THE PEOPLE (And I’ll do it again, ’Cause I really feel fine
WHO YOU THOUGHT YOU COULD RELY ON (Don’t have any self control, I do this every time)

Bridge:
And I
wish a person could just tell me why
all I wanna do is fucking lie
rotting my bed without a life
all the time

CHORUS:
I THOUGHT I’D NEVER SLEEP AGAIN
WHEN ALL I FELT WAS SADNESS
CONTROLLER TUCKED INTO MY BED
I ROT AWAY IN SILENCE
NOTHING EVER MATTERS
WHEN YOU NEVER FUCKING MATTERED
TO YOUR PARENTS AND THE PEOPLE
WHO YOU THOUGHT YOU COULD RELY ON

Lay Down and Rot

You’re my JAV girlfriend
You’re so lovely
You’re my JAV girlfriend
But im so ugly
No one loves me like you do
Nothing satisfies me like you do

No nothing matters
Cause everyday’s the same
It’ll be like this forever
Cause i will never change
Say it isnt so
I died long ago
Still, her yellow skin turns my days into gold
I dont wanna know who else looks at you
I’ll kill anyone that tries to split us into two

You’re my JAV girlfriend
You’re so lovely
You’re my JAV girlfriend
But im so ugly
No one loves me like you do
Nothing satisfies me like you do

Man my whole life is fucked
I am such a cuck
I wish i had a sister that would suck on my nuts
But nothing ever falls from the sky
Inside the screen is where your dreams go to die

JAV Girlfriend

Incestcore vol. 1 6/2/25

We are not too different you and i
And i guess that's why i keep coming back to you
Maybe it's the color of your hair
Or how you genuinely seem to care

Maybe I'm just crazy for thinkin' time heals wounds
And i’m digging down for secrets from the past
That I’ve excluded from my head
And maybe i'm not in my head
Maybe i just miss your lips

We are not too different you and me
And now i see why i'm always craving you
Maybe it's the way that you smell
Or how you have me captured under your spell

Maybe I'm just crazy for thinkin' time heals wounds
And i’m digging down for secrets from the past
That I’ve excluded from my head
And maybe i'm not in my head
Maybe i just miss your lips

Gravity Bong (Meth Wax cover)

rip watermark

i got a question 4 u
did u kill urself
cause ur instagrams been dry
since we last had that fight

and ive been feeling
like i dont care and i want there
to be a timeline where i never even
fucking saw you lucky that you
never pursued me like i stalked u

shes got it down with a nice guy and i
got shut right out by my self esteem
and i could have anything that i wanted
but shes got it down with a nice guy and i

when you saw me what did u think
was i pretty? or did ur eyes go right thru me
i got it down with a
i got it down with a

shes got it down with a nice guy and i
got shut right out and its all my fault

decache

did this for fun (throwaway) 
creep by radiohead but i ruined it for u, will prob never finish this

creep

lonely boy goes to rave

This time im gonna do it - NotOkGhost Cover

i wanna rape her

Finding joy in music, back like when we were kids, building forts made of cotton.

Afraid

Hermoso tiempo

LOK! - WATCH ME BABY I’M SHININ (Prod. LOK!)

ratseatingmyinsides xp
amateur crappy cover musician

creep

ipukeblood!

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