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ahahah

Don’t drink and drive

STKYST

martyr

loser

take the blackpill                                                                                |                                                                                                                       |                                                                                                                       |                                                                                                                       yes tiktok music taste

my stupid chud life

lyrics:
ghost me 
O-M-G
bitches want to know me
L-O-L
im laughing at you homie

oh no whos he?
sorry that im nosy
K-Y-S
does he know that youre with me?

F-M-L
but i guess you dont care though
S-O-S
cause i think i really need help
K-M-S
cause i cant stand this hell

(yeah) cause i think im gonna kill myself

i hate you

Nirvana - Seasons in the sun

Hang yourself because you cant have her
Everything is a disaster
cold world where nothing matters
Take your pills obey your masters

Someday youll realize that everything here sucks
Someday well all be fine because soon well bite the dust

Hang my head cause im a failure
Too far gone to really care
Every night death calls my name
I dont wanna live here another day

Why is it all so hard
How do i go on
Where do i go from here
I think im too far gone

At least this lifes not forever
I dont care fuck it whatever
At least this lifes not forever
I dont care fuck it whatever

Why is it all so hard
How do i go on
Where do i go from here
I think im too far gone

Too Far Gone

I wanna know why you need all these other guys
You need attention from everyone else alive
It pisses me off i dont think you realize
Or maybe you dont give a shit

Why am i not enough
So sick of this stuff
Youre messing with my head
And im in a rut
Why am i not enough
So sick of this stuff
Youre messing with my head
And ive had enough

I know ill miss you but i know this cant go on
You couldve listened, accepted where u were wrong
You always made me so filled with this jealousy
I think you like them more than you like me

Why am i not enough
So sick of this stuff
Youre messing with my head
And im in a rut
Why am i not enough
So sick of this stuff
Youre messing with my head
And ive had enough

Why am I not enough?

You have problems
I got problems too
But i guess it’s not
As bad as you

You don’t try to change it
Or think about your way
It’s over it’s over
Is all that you say

I don’t wanna be your friend
I don’t wanna know your thoughts 
Complain if you want but you
Really need to stop
I don’t care if your fine
I don’t care if your well
Bitch you say you wanna die you might as well

Must be so hard being you
Having nothing to do 

It’s pretty hard doing nothing all day
On top of that I have nothing to say
So sad this feeling won’t go away

You might as well

spotify : https://open.spotify.com/track/0qZhvQI8e2RQ5Lephqsg1a

carolesdaughter - My Mother Wants Me Dead (ily Frenchcore Remix)

my mother wants me dead

lyrics:

i dont want a weekly paycheck
i just wanna be happy
i dont want to help fill pockets
of these fucking chairman assholes

i need a break but
i dont really work anyway

you go work your 9-5
ill stay in my room all night
you go earn some measly cash
ill go online and be an asshole

i need a break but
i dont really work anyway

wagecvcks

i forgot to post this, dont use soundcloud that much anymore...

benice2me (bladee)

Rick Reese just liked this. I'm glad he's doing fine

sorry if I sound kinda depressed or smth, I'm just a little sick. btw lyrics maybe aren't 100% right

I feel alright, I feel just fine
Lately I feel upset about that night
I cried for help and so you killed myself
Leaving behind nothing to ever show

Two shots down and six to go
I'll be gone before you know
Even in death, I'm only a mess
No one gives gives a fuck
Until you're dead and gone


It's all I want and it's all I've got
So please tell my mom this is not a fall
I won't ever cry or break the Christmas time
And when I die I know I'm gonna die alone

Two shots down and six to go
And I'll be gone before you know
Even in death, I'm only a mess
No one was surprised, I don't want to die
I don't want to die

I Don't Wanna Die (Rick Reese cover)

Vocals by https://soundcloud.com/1heelflip?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

MV: https://youtu.be/9bdIz0GRc6w?si=7kczU_4ofmFQRFJq

Bianca lol

(404me)
Can't believe it had to turn out this way
Never thought you had to die in a shitty place
In my car I'll kill you with my fucking mall knife
Cut ur throat
shirt blood soaked
I'll drain your shitty life 

Why are you still in my fucking life
Your so fun but you make me wanna die
Being w u makes me wanna throw my life
It'll be fun when i plan our suicide

(Heelflip)
let's just start, suicide
on my mind, wanna die
nothing matters anymore
nothing matters all
i'm done with myself sitting here in apathy
in my home
in my room
antipathy consumes me it's goin' in my brain
yea i feel crazy, goin' insane
and i guess i'm fuckin' crazy
crazy 4 u
i feel feel crazy do you too
sometimes
sometimes
oooo
let's just start, suicide
on my mind, wanna die
nothing matters anymore
nothing matters all
i'm done with myself sitting here in apathy
in my home
in my room
antipathy consumes me it's goin' in my brain
yea i feel crazy crazy crazy
antipathy consumes me it's goin' in my brain
yea i feel crazy stupid stupid
let's just start, suicide
on my mind
nothing matters anymore
just wanna die in an early grave
in an early grave woahh

MALL KNIFE FREESTYLE (ft. Heelflip)

This is made by rick reese
https://soundcloud.com/user-652397507

Suicidal Girl (alternate version) - Rick Reese

i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
----------------------------------------------------
I'm calling-
To tell you-
That I just-
don't love you-
the way that-
i used to
i know that you still do
----------------------------------------------------
Believe me 
when i say 
that things really
did change

I woke up and saw you
and you were acting
so strange
-----------------------------------------------------
Now that i have gone away
you can have all the space
that you prayed for
that i paid for
is this i get blamed for?

now that it's all gone
is that you really want
i just want to carry on 
and I want you to move on
-----------------------------------------------------
i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
-----------------------------------------------------
i'm calling-
To tell you-
That I just-
don't love you-
the way that-
i used to
i know that you still do
Believe me 
when i say 
that things really did change
I woke up and saw you
you were acting so strange
-----------------------------------------------------
i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
-----------------------------------------------------

Running Away

entering increasingly extreme 
subcultures
wanna be accepted but im just
a stupid vulture

pray that youll forgive me for my sins 
comply with anyone who takes me in
and you wonder how my views are formed
but don’t help at all you dont try to warn 
me of how i left my world behind 
to get closer to my human side

entering increasingly extreme
subcultures
wanna be accepted but im just
a fucking poser

didnt choose to fall this far at all
just wanted a place i could call home
maybe this song is too on the nose
cant let the irls know cant be exposed 
my worst fear is being left behind 
is this my out
you decide

extremist

i feel so full of hatred
its killing me
the violent tendencies
i need to please

i freeze in place
your blood is on my face
i want to get out of this place
but your corpse is in the way
will i ever be forgiven

its all coming back to me
your scream, its so haunting
and it all felt so good at the time
but now i wanna die
please end my fucking life

please excuse me
your corpse is in my way
please excuse me
your always in my way

please excuse me

Old demo I had but never published because I thought it was bad. 

Woke up at 4, didn’t leave my bed
Saw that you left me left on read
Tried to text back, I changed my mind
Guess I’ll just rot here, guess I'll die

Yeah, I'm trying to move past her
But it's so hard to forget her
Yeah, I swore I’d get it together
But I’m still stuck in last November

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I'm watching the paint peel from the wall
Crying as I wait for your call
Told myself I would start again
But here I am, waiting again

It’s fine, I’m used to it
Always feeling like shit
I'm burnt out in my mind
But I swear that I'm fine

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

Cut Me Instead

Run away

it's over tonight.

they'll post it online

Don't tell me lies
Just tell me why
You hate me so

Don't lead me on
It's bad enough
I wanna know

What do you think of me
when am not not around?
Now all my hopes and dreams
Are scattered on the ground

I realize
That you have lied
To keep me down 

It's so insane
That in your brain
I'm just a clown

Without you babe
I make mistakes 
And I will drown 
I've been so good to you
But you never come around

★ lyrics co-written by @miguel-morales-634781591 (aka PILK)

McNutting Myself

lonely boy goes to rave

Follow my Friend @dogmouths

(Road)
im so gone now
im so lost now
feeling locked out
out of my own mind

i dont know why i feel this way
and all i know is that wont see another day
i dont know why i feel so strange 
but please dont cry when im so far away

(Dogmouth)
Im so tired of letting everyone down
I know everything looks brighter when I am not around

(Road)
you left me on my own
and im stuck in my own home
and im stuck sitting all alone
and the thought that im dead
keeps coming to my head

(Dogmouth)
Im still lost in my mind 
Get sick all the time
The cancer isn’t hurting me
It’s tryna break me free

Buried deep in the snow
I dont wanna be alone
But I will
Or at least untill the rot reaches my bones 

(Road)
i dont know why i feel this way
and all i know is that wont see another day
i dont know why i feel so strange 
but please dont cry when im so far away

(Dogmouth)
Im so tired of letting everyone down
I know everything looks brighter when I am not around

(Both)
you left me on my own
and im stuck in my own home
and im stuck sitting all alone
and the thought that im dead
keeps coming to my head

I Wont Wake Up Tomorrow + Dogmouth

SWAT

mirrors demo

yellow girl.

summer '22.

Dumb and Broken

My Band

Boyz in the Hood (cover)

spooky song :p @gjallarhornit

these sick ideas i got on the radio
i called the doctor and he gave me oxyco
i dont wanna i dont wanna know
i dont wanna i dont wanna know

i said oh baby dont u think im a pretty doll
just spill my guts out while im chained against the wall
i dont wanna i dont wanna know
i dont wanna i dont wanna know

so pretty i feel so good im losin all control
take my limbs and cut incisions in my skull
then stab my skin and fuck me in the hole
just cut me up and fuck me in the holes

sprite

snow day.

LOW-T

Blowing My head off

I’m Sorry That I Blew My Brains Out Across The Room

Death By Slater

[Slater's Verse]
Lately I'm dead
I can't stop feelings of dread
Lately I'm done
I can't have no fun
Lately life sucks
It's a cliche, now guess what
Lately life's fun
I'm done, all done

I don't know where I went wrong
And I don't know where I belong
In my head with all my songs
In my head alone all along

I don't know where I went wrong
And I don't know where I belong
In my head with all my songs
In my head alone all along

[Chorus]
Pity party, just for me
A party for one, so let me be
Pity party, you give me plays
I write songs and I'll be okay

Pity party, just for me
A party for onе, so let me be
Pity party, just for mе
Just let me be, just fucking let me be

[Owen's Verse]
My music is stupid
Pumping out stereo putrid
Confused and lost
I got fame but at what cost
I lost my friends and I lost myself
And all for what, she's still on the shelf
Goddamn this business is so lame
I'm going fucking insane

[Chorus]
Pity party, just for me
Pity party, can't you see
You make me feel like a loser
Why am I such a fucking loser to you

Pity party, can't you see
Pity party, just for me
You make me feel like a loser
Why am I such a fucking loser to you



Written by UhOhSlater and Owen Adamcik

Pity Party ft. Owen Adamcik

ratseatingmyinsides xp
amateur crappy cover musician

sprite

ipukeblood!