prod: wasterr (https://soundcloud.com/1wasterr)

Lyrics:
Never in the current moment always in my head
I feel tired but I don't think I can go to bed
Need to hear your voice just so I can get some rest
Lately Ive been thinking that I might be better dead

I stay up and I think of what you said
Then I listen as you say all that to them too
Reap rewards of all these choices I regret
Make a promise can you tell me itll end soon
But fuck I still don't wanna miss you
Got so many problems feel them fading when I kiss you
I still love you thats the issue
Feel my stomach turning when I realize I'm not with you

No matter how we work this out it's still gon hurt me
Tell me if it hurts you
Loving without being in your mind must be a virtue
Sorry if I did but girl I promise that I didn't mean to hurt you

It's kinda hard for me your still my only friend
Tell me to stay here youll leave me by the end
Can't keep leaning on these things that I depend
Say I'm fine but you know its just pretend

Wanna cry but what's the point if you won't know
I just wish I had some places I could go
I'm to blame it's my own fault that I'm alone
I just wish that they had love that they could show

still dont want to miss u

[MACHINA] Roxch + Sam - sip sl0wer (Warheart + Fumiko)

Kyrstahh - Bitch I Think Im Ko Freestyle (prod. Kokeepitretro)

prod takuori + synnheaven

my work around worked so I'm uploading from my phone

lyrics
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worlds gon pass me by
i cant go to sleep at night
i might stop breathing
i cant even rlly fuckin die
its a fucking cycle
falling but i idle

do you know whats behind the castle wall?
its the same box, same as it was before
its oblivion im stuck where i cant see the floor
so that's how it is, so that's how it is

i stop existing for a moment
materialize in front of you, i get reloaded
stuck inside a pyramid i get decoded
please never set me free, i dont wanna warp away
the world doesn't know where im at, at
they watch me all the time behind my back, back
just another life to throw away, trash
i cant be the only one that sees it

do you know whats behind the castle wall?
its the same box, same as it was before
its oblivion im stuck where i cant see the floor
there's nothing behind the castle at all

do you know what's behind the castle?

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