-PVTRK Artist. Songwriter. Engineer ™️

Track produced in 2007

Round 1

I Found Her Instrumental

was in the studio and we had like 30 min left so we wrote and recorded this

{LYRICS}

(IGNOREDBYMYSELF)

Every time I go outside I mind my business how I’m livin
Sucka bitches talking shit they copying me to steal my image
Can’t contain this rage I built against the Demons from within me
Lost my sense of direction  I live in limbo don’t come near me

(PATSY)

EVERY DAY I GO OUTSIDE AND GET THAT MONEY HOE
I PUT IN WORK
I GET THE DOUGH
IM RIPPIN HOLES IN ALL MY CLOTHES
U PROLLY FOLD
WOULDNT EVEN SEE ME CREEP UP FOR YOUR SOUL
ITS WAY TOO LATE
BY THE TIME U NOTICE
U GON CROAK LIL BRO

(IGNOREDBYMYSELF)

Cause I’ll drag you down to the pits of hell you’ll be left beneath it
Unwanted psyche emerging from my third eye can’t believe it
Open to new accords that only I can barely afford
As I get it out the mud not like you motherfucking whores

(PATSY)

FUCK THE MUD
FUCK THE WHORES
IM IN MY LANE
I IGNORE
YALL TREAT ME LIKE LITTLE BOY
I TREAT U LIKE A TARGET BOY
I SLICE U W MY LIL TOY
I JUST STAINED MY CORDUROYS
I AINT REALLY HAVE A CHOICE WHEN MY BRAIN SHORT LIKE CIRCUIT BOARD

(IGNOREDBYMYSELF)

Who are you, I do not give a fuck what you gunna do 
Claim to shoot, because ya hoe get it by these other dudes
Look at you,  I pity the fool there’s nothing left for you
Fuck you, simply just better at rapping than your crew

(PATSY)

PITY THE FOOL
I PITY U
I GOT A RACK AND I BLEW IT TOO
I GOT A SACK AND WE BLEW IT TOO
IM ALWAYS SO DOWN FOR SOME COCA TOO
WE GET TOO LOOSE WHEN WE OFFA THE JUICE
I GOT A LIFE IMA BLOW IT TOO
I GOT A LIFE IMA BLOW IT TOO
U GOT A LIFE IMA BLOW IT TOO

IGNOREDBYMYSELF X PATSY - PITY THE FOOL {STUDIO SESH} (PROD. BITOYASHI)

IGNOREDBYMYSELF X PATSY - Who Am I? (Prod. Requiem Cult)

IGNOREDBYMYSELF X DIRTYBUTT - MON$TA (PROD. MICHAEL LINK)

SUPER UNFORGIVING (prod. smokestation_)

THANKYOULUCY (Prod. Ignoredbymyself)

[hook]
I feel like fucking dying, but there ain't nothing new
Just another night that I'm counting pills, wishing I could just sleep through
Why do I feel like I'm losing no matter what the fuck I do 
So many times I've fantasized about death, that the dream might soon come true
The dream might soon come true, yeah
I been fantasizing 'bout death for so long
Might just let that dream come true
Might just let that dream come true

[Verse]
Lately, I been feeling so sick
These pills ain't helping no more
So tired, can’t even blink
And I wanna die even more than before
Still alive, I don't know if it's luck or a curse
Life goes on, but I have long been stuck in reverse
These fucking drugs no longer give me peace and nothing really does
Mommy always said I'd come to a bad end
I do everything I can not to let her know how fucking right she was
Do my best to keep her hope alive, even if I'm gonna lose her trust
But what's the point ?
'Cause I don't think that I can last any longer
I been trying to hold on but I'on even know what for
If there's a light at the end, I don't see it anymore

[Pre-chorus]
I'm sure not one of my pleas was ever heard by God
I been tryna fight my demons, but they never seem to stop
Got these meds up in my pocket, hear the ticking of the clock
If this pain don't kill me first, these pills gonna finish the job

[hook]
I feel like fucking dying, but there ain't nothing new
Just another night that I'm counting pills, wishing I could just sleep through
Why do I feel like I am losing no matter what the fuck I do 
So many times I've fantasized about death, that the dream might soon come true 
The dream might soon come true yeah 
I been fantasizing 'bout death for so long
Might just let that dream come true
Might just let that dream come true

TO THOSE WHOSE FATE WAS ALWAYS FOREGONE (PROD. YOUNG Y.G)

I'm just tryna take a nap, but these voices in my head, they make it hard to sleep
I been up for fucking days, steady talking to myself, I done counted all the sheep
Life passing by as I pass the time 
But I don't care no more
I'm so lost, so lost and exhausted down to my very core
So lost, what's the point of going on?
So lost, I got nowhere to fucking go 

Life is a bitch, and she likes to dominate
But I ain't really into that type of shit
I'm gonna flirt with death until my dying day
I know them drugs done fried my brain
I got my plug number on speed dial, ayy
Please don't try to save me, hoe
Said before I'd rather stay alone and smoke my motherfucking life away
Just look me in my eyes, tell me if I'm still alive
I'd rather say I'm fine than explain why that's a lie
With all this pain I hide, it's just too hard to fake a smile
Spent a lifetime searching for what I'll never find
I been fighting all my demons every night
So I keep them pills nearby to ease my racing mind
All these dreams of suicide
And I just need a place to hide
Tryna increase my high, I'm bout to fall
Little peace of mind is all I want
I'd sacrifice it all to feel alive
Just how can it be wrong when it feels so right?
Eyes rolled back, and I'm blacking out
Baby, I don't need you to bring me back to life
Just let me fade away, don't try to save me, babe
It's just way too late, there's no escape from fate, no

My mom and my plug are competing for the top spot on my speed dial (PROD. goth helma)

Last single im releasing before my album drop.

Produced by ignoredbymyself

Link for music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GPU7ON7DX2Y

Ignoredbymyself - Bliss  {MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION}

"Engineering was never my first choice, but the grace of God and someone willing to teach it just fell in my lap and I fell in love"
  

Becoming the person behind the boards is the the choice of patience in this industry of music. Always buying peoples albums (physical CDs) and Looking at the credits to see who did what and hoping and wishing that one day I can be in the booklet and see my name in the credits section not just the pictures as an artist whose performs the record. He began his journey by accident to be truthful. While in the studio writing producing and recording music he became intregued by what the person working on the mixing boards were doing. "I was always asking questions" Says Patrick (PVTRK), some engineers would look at me, and pat my head, and say "let me work, Others would teach". Studying Legends like Quincy Jones, & Bruce Swedien he became knowledgable and wanted to study in the studio in any way he could. But it wasn't until after his voice changed while trying to become a singer that he really had to sit down and really think about what direction he wanted to take his career. In his hometown of Alexandria, Virginia he befriended guys who he cultivated his sound with and his engineering skills were sharpened. His first peice of work was the R&B Album Emotions Untold: The Way We Were a collaborative effort between him and the late Alexander Evans. Some years passed and he moved to San Diego, CA where he not only gained more to his reputation as a artist, but also as an engineer. With determination he can go anywhere and came far and has no plans on stopping. Plans to become Legendary himself! Enjoy the Skillsets and Hope you enjoy what you hear. Be sure to book an Appointment TODAY!  Email For Features/Recording Sessions/Mixing & Mastering

I Found Her Instrumental

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